Too Much

Killion

As I rushed down to medical I was aware that blood was flowing out behind me, and there was a lot of alarm about what had happened. I felt my enforcers asking about an attack, I assured them this wasn't from an attack, this was from an accident. There was acknowledgement. 

The second I was in the door I was yelling for Dr. Martin. He took one look at the state we were in and hurried us to a back trauma exam room that we used for wolves injured during attacks. I put her down on the bed, and her body was still struggling, and she was still bleeding, but it was starting to slow.

“What happened Alpha?” He looked at me briefly and could see I’m sure the agony on my face.

“We let our wolves out to get to know one another, and to begin to get her used to shifting, and being around wolves, and around me especially. We’d had a great afternoon, she was doing well. Her wolf was friendly and playful, not to mention beautiful, she’s white, solid white. We were back at the river taking it easy. I was about to suggest that we shift back to Siril, when he went to her, and without letting me really know his intentions, he mounted her wolf.”

The doctor closed his eyes and shook his head, “I tried to pull him back, but the mate pull was too strong, I should have thought of that. She shifted back, Martin, she shifted back instantaneously. She grabbed Siril by the head, and when she did it forced his teeth down firmer on her shoulder, he’d been delivering a mating mark on her wolf’s shoulder, and he was knotted. She grabbed his head, and ripped him away from her shoulder. Because she had forced his teeth to close, when she did it ripped her shoulder apart. Then, somehow she flipped over, and she pushed him away from her, very strongly. That ripped our knot out of her, and it tore her open.” 

“How about you? Any damage we need to see to?” I shook my head.

“It hurts like a bitch, but I wasn’t bleeding, and I need you to take care of her right now. This will fuck everything up. I never meant for this to happen.” He put his hand on my shoulder.

“I know Killian, I know that. We’ll just have to help her know that.” I just nodded. 

“She’s healing, it’s just slow, and with this much damage to her shoulder, it’s going to take a bit for it to be back to normal again. I’m not sure if it will heal with your mate mark or not to be honest.” I ran my hand through my hair.

“I can feel her. It’s still there. The mate bond, so when he bit her it took, that’s all it took and now it’s done. I just need to help her see it’s a good thing, not a bad one, even after this fuck up.” I just looked at the ceiling, and walked over and sat down and put my head in my hands. 

Alora

Right now everything hurts. I was having trouble deciding what was real and what was a nightmare or flashbacks. It had all gone south so fast. We had a good day. My wolf was finally happy at being able to be out and running around. It had been weird to be the wolf, but not the wolf. They had run around together and played. We were by the river just resting. He’d come over and licked her face, she hadn’t been worried about anything. Then he was on top of us and he was pushing into us. She squealed in surprise, but didn’t fight it. Me, that was another story.

First it was him not asking my permission to mate me and claim me because I knew that was what his wolf was doing. Then I thought perhaps he set this whole thing up knowing his wolf would do this. Then it was overwhelming and memories were flooding me, and I was panicked, and it was someone else on top of me and I had to get him off of me no matter what. 

I honestly don’t even really remember what I did, I just knew that above anything else I had to get him off of me and out of me. That was the only thing screaming through my head as I relived nightmare after nightmare being pinned down, and forced, and hurt. So much pain, it surrounded me and overlapped and I had no idea where the past met the present and which was what. 

I opened my eyes slowly, realizing that some of the pain I had been feeling was remembered pain, as I physically didn’t hurt as bad as I had been thinking or remembering. So, that was a good thing. Then I could feel sheets and a bed under me and I was afraid to further open my eyes and look for a moment. Then I could smell antiseptic and further opened my eyes to the medical facility I had been at before. 

I was in a hospital type gown, and covered with a sheet. I turned my head and saw a big bandage on my shoulder, so I guess that was true, he’d really bit me. I could feel something else as well. Like this cord tied to the middle of me and I knew the other end would be attached to him. I could feel worry, panic, sorrow, regret, hope, and all sorts of shit flooding me through that bond. Damn, he needed to back the fuck off. I had too much of my own shit to deal with, I couldn’t deal with him too.

He must have felt me wake up because suddenly he and Dr. Martin was there, and I was not sure how to react to anything. Part of the problem was I was being flooded with him. So, with him and me, it was overwhelming and opposite and confusing.

“Stop, make it stop, it’s too much, I need for this to fucking stop right the fuck now!” I was screaming.