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Don't Love Me When I'm Dead
Don't Love Me When I'm Dead
Author: Lil Rock

Chapter 1

Author: Lil Rock
"I'm about to die!"

People can sense when they're on the brink of death.

When Sasha Sullivan and I went to the beach, I knew that my life would end there.

My breast cancer worsened a month ago, and the doctor said that I didn't have much time left.

I wanted to stay far away from my father and the others, so Sasha quit her job and went traveling with me.

Recently, my condition had become worse and worse. Painkillers didn't work, and even makeup could not conceal how haggard I looked. I was in so much pain that I could not even walk. I could only sit in a wheelchair as Sasha pushed me along.

Sasha's eyes reddened, and she said agitatedly, "That's nonsense. You're still young, you can still—"

I shook my head. "Sasha, I can't go on like this. After I die, tell Matthew to be gentle when slicing open my corpse. I'm afraid that it'll hurt."

Matthew Wilson was Sasha's husband, and he had been doing research on retrieving memories from the dead.

However, everyone had secrets that they wanted to keep, and it was uncertain what kind of memories would be retrieved. That was why there hadn't been any suitable body donors yet.

Sasha and Matthew had helped me a lot. When I was first diagnosed with breast cancer, I signed a body donation agreement. It was the only way I could help them.

Sasha was so choked up that she was finding it difficult to speak. She couldn't fight her tears.

I wanted to comfort her and tell her not to feel sad for me.

Death was a kind of freedom for people like me.

However, my eyelids were getting heavier. Eventually, everything around me descended into darkness.

I had wondered countless times about whether I would be able to feel anything after death, or if I would enter reincarnation like they did in the shows on television.

However, I had never imagined that after becoming a spirit, I would randomly turn up by my father's side instead of going to the underworld.

He was at a wedding studio with Zoe Yates and Cameron Doyle. They were trying on wedding dresses and suits.

Zoe was my stepsister, and she was the daughter of my father's comrade. My father was fixated on making things up to her because his comrade had died to save him.

When we were younger, my father would always take Zoe's side. It didn't matter which of us was in the right.

After she was diagnosed with severe depression, my father became worse. He actually made me give up my fiance, Cameron, just because Zoe could not stand the fact that Cameron and I were together.

Cameron hadn't been willing to marry Zoe at first, but after she slit her wrists in a suicide attempt, he had compromised.

They were the three people that I wanted to see the least, and I wanted to leave.

However, I could only get 15 feet away from them at most. I could not move an inch further than that.

I couldn't help the fact that Dad and Cameron both favored Zoe, but why was God biased too? Why did I have to endure such disgust when I was dead? Did God favor that vixen too?

I cursed loudly in anger, but there was nothing I could do. I was forced to watch Zoe try on wedding dresses happily while Dad and Cameron complimented her with a smile in their eyes.

My father rarely smiled at me, and he always expected me to be the best in everything. However, he never complimented me, and he would never smile at me like that.

As for Cameron, he had always been good-tempered with me.

However, after seeing how he treated Zoe, I finally realized that I had not been an exception.

I had put in so much effort to be favored, but I had not gotten it even until the day I died. However, Zoe got it so easily.

When Zoe was almost done trying on wedding dresses, my father called Sasha.

"Is Nessa with you? She's 25 years old. How long is she going to keep sulking? Cameron and Zoe are getting married in a week's time. Tell Nessa not to cause any trouble, or else she can forget about calling me her father anymore!"

I felt suffocated.

"I'm already dead, and yet you're still criticizing me. I'm your daughter! Why don't you like me?" I shouted at my father, but he could not hear me.
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  • Don't Love Me When I'm Dead   Chapter 8

    Cameron grabbed the toy. "Don't touch Vanessa's things. She'll get angry!"He wanted to put the soft toy away, but my father lunged at him and bit him so hard that he drew blood. The two of them became entangled in a brawl. My aunt and Sasha came over to pack up my things. When they saw that the two of them were covered with wounds, they called an ambulance for them.After the doctor examined them, he said that my father had gone mad.Cameron was covered in blood but refused to be admitted to the hospital. He stubbornly asked Sasha for my ashes.Sasha said hatefully, "Fine. If you do a walk of repentance over Mount Tayn, Mount Hoar, Mount Evergreen, Mount Pline, and Mount Stark while saying prayers for Nessa, I'll give you the ashes!"Cameron agreed.After he left, I remained with my father, so I did not know how things were with Cameron.After a month, I heard a caregiver ask, "Did you see the news? There's a man who has been on a walk of repentance while saying prayers for h

  • Don't Love Me When I'm Dead   Chapter 7

    Cameron and my father had moved in together earlier to take care of Zoe.After they went home, the hospital called and said that Zoe had broken both legs and was now trying to take her own life. After she came out of emergency care, she'd slit her wrists again and had just been wheeled out once more. They told my father and Cameron to go and pay for her hospital fees and take care of her.My father sat on the bed. He did not eat, drink, or move.Cameron told the hospital staff to give the phone to Zoe.He said to her, "Even if you die 100 times, it no longer has anything to do with me! I promised to marry you back then because I wanted to save your life. "However, you're pretentious, petty, and selfish… You used depression as a weapon and stopped at nothing to achieve your own goal! I regret hurting Nessa for someone like you. You're worth even less than a single strand of her hair!"I'd never heard him make such cutting remarks, especially to Zoe.He had always told me that Zo

  • Don't Love Me When I'm Dead   Chapter 6

    My memories had been broadcast live all over the Internet, and many people now recognized Cameron and my father.Cameron looked worn out. "Zoe can kick up as much of a fuss as she wants. I don't care anymore."He stood up and said to my father in a hoarse voice, "I promised to marry Zoe to save her, but it ended up being the last straw for Nessa. It's my fault the person I loved the most died, and I didn't even get to see her one last time… I brought all of this on myself. You and I are the culprits who caused her death!"Cameron left after he had finished speaking.My father buried his face in his hands and began sobbing loudly. I had never seen him look so upset.Even though I had told him numerous times that I was ill, he hadn't even gone to the hospital once. Why was he upset now?I couldn't understand it, nor did I want to try to. After a while, my aunt arrived in a hurry.She said angrily to my father, "You treated your stepdaughter so well while being so strict on your

  • Don't Love Me When I'm Dead   Chapter 5

    Cameron turned to look at him with red eyes.Sasha demanded through gritted teeth, "How could you be thick-skinned enough to say something like that? If you, Cameron, and Zoe hadn't put so much pressure on her, she would never have gotten breast cancer at such a young age!"She had an operation a year ago and had a fairly good prognosis. "However, you all acted as if you wanted nothing more than for her to die! You're her father, but you forbade your daughter to marry her fiance for the sake of a bitch! Her fiance lied and cheated on her to protect his ex-girlfriend! You're the reason her health declined so rapidly!"I can't believe that you're getting married just a week after she died. You can't even let her rest in peace! What has she done to deserve meeting jerks like you?"Sasha's voice broke as she yelled at the top of her lungs.She was the only one in my life who treated me sincerely.I suddenly felt lucky to have always had her by my side.Zoe had seen the commotion a

  • Don't Love Me When I'm Dead   Chapter 4

    My father's face turned dark at once, and he promised me that he would teach Zoe a lesson.However, Zoe did not come home. The hospital called and said that she had tried to commit suicide.My dad rushed to the hospital with me.Zoe cried and said, "Nessa keeps going around and telling everyone that I stole her boyfriend. Everyone's criticizing me! I don't want to live anymore!"She had jumped into the river and almost drowned.My father's heart broke, and he cried as he took her in his arms.I tried to defend myself, but he got up and slapped me. "You know that your sister has severe depression, and yet you still spread rumors about her! You're forcing her to her death! Kneel and apologize to her!"My heart went cold. I felt as if someone had splashed a basin of cold water all over me.I felt very upset as I asked him, "Why do you have to treat your daughter like this while you give in to your benefactor's daughter in every aspect? Aren't I even worthy of being treated like a

  • Don't Love Me When I'm Dead   Chapter 3

    Sasha said in a choked voice, "It's a good thing that Nessa died. At least she won't get angry because of you two. With the way you've treated her, it's no wonder that she wasn't even willing to let you have her ashes after death!"My father stared at the phone, looking stunned. His face had completely drained of color.He said hoarsely, "Vanessa's death has nothing to do with Zoe. Why are you doing this at Zoe's wedding? Don't you know that she has depression and can't get agitated? Vanessa just won't let me have an easy time of it, even when she's dead! She can't compare with Zoe at all!"There was a thump as the bouquet that Cameron was holding fell to the floor. He did not bother to pick it up.He was staring straight at Sasha's phone screen, and he had to grip onto the table to keep himself from falling.However, he gathered himself and said, "We'll talk about Nessa's funeral later. We can't trigger Zoe as well now that Vanessa's gone. Zoe shouldn't have to bear the consequen

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