로그인Truth At A Cost
~STELLA~ Two weeks ago, I'd wanted this baby gone. Now every morning, my hand found my stomach before I was even fully awake. Somewhere between the fear and the silence, the baby had stopped feeling like Dylan's. It had started feeling like mine. Dylan’s message had disappeared less than five minutes after I saw it. He hadn’t given any sort of explanation… or apology. No second message either, and it somehow served as just another reminder that my ‘husband’ existed only when he wanted to. “Stella.” Valerie’s voice pulled me from my thoughts. I looked up from the passenger seat. “What?” She held her phone in her hand, her eyebrows slightly raised. She had some sort of excitement on her face. “He found something.” My heart raced at those words. After nearly two weeks of searching, Valerie finally convinced an old cybersecurity friend of hers to help us trace Dylan's last active location. If Dylan was still in London, and we saw him at the hospital two weeks ago, then there was a chance we could find out the truth. The truth was all I wanted. I wasn't even after revenge or a fight. “Do you think this is a mistake?” I asked quietly, a flicker of doubt arising within my chest. Valerie glanced at me. “We’ve already made too many mistakes to count this as one.” If he knew about the baby, I'd stop running. If he didn't, I'd keep the secret buried away forever. After a moment, I nodded and a smile appeared on her face as her feet pressed against the accelerator. “Finally.” We left London behind us. The familiar streets faded into quieter roads and larger houses hidden away from everything. The farther we went, the more uncomfortable I became. This wasn’t somewhere I expected Dylan to be. An hour into our drive, Valerie's phone rang. She got an emergency call from work and had to leave. At first, I was confused, but when she explained, instant worry replaced my confusion as I asked, “Is the patient okay?” “She’s fine, but I need to go.” My brain went blank for a second before I noticed her finger on the navigation. “You’re close. The location is only a couple of minutes away.” I looked at the road ahead then back at her. “I don’t know if I can do this alone.” A sigh escaped me. She reached over and held my hand. “Yes, you can. I believe in you.” I swallowed very hard. “Vale—” “Stella.” Her eyes softened. “Two weeks ago, you thought you couldn’t survive finding out you were pregnant.” Her gaze dropped briefly to my stomach. “But look at you, you did.” I looked away because she was right. She added, “And now you’re fighting for the truth.” Those words were warm enough to stick to my heart. I nodded slowly as she squeezed my hand before stepping out, muttering she'd call me. “And Stella?” I looked at her. “Whatever you find, don’t let him make you feel like you’re the problem.” I didn't take over the wheel until we safely got her a ride back to town, and suddenly, I was alone. The rest of the drive felt different and heavier… not just creepy. Every turn felt like it was taking me closer to something I wasn’t ready to face. When I finally arrived, I slowed down. The exact location was a modern house standing at the end of a private road. It was beautiful, expensive, and cold—definitely the kind of place Dylan would choose. I parked outside and stared at it, my fingers tightening around the steering wheel. What if he knew? What if he didn’t? What if I was about to destroy whatever was left of us? I stepped out and walked toward the entrance. Christ. The way my heart pounded with every step was crazy. I took a moment to catch my breath and compose myself, but while I did, my eyes caught something strange. The door was slightly open. Who left their door open? Especially somewhere this private? Slowly, I pushed it. “Dylan?” There was no answer as I walked into the living room, my six senses fully activated. The kind of silence in a house as beautiful as this was creepy. The house was beautiful, but it didn’t feel like home, and then I heard it. There was a sound from somewhere deeper inside at the end of the hallway. It sounded like groans. I froze. My mind searched for an explanation. Maybe he was watching something. Or maybe someone was visiting. Slowly, I moved through the hallway. I should've obeyed every instinct that had told me to leave. But I kept walking until I reached the doorway. I reached for the exact door, already praying my mind was wrong. I twisted the handle, and nothing had prepared me for the scene my eyes witnessed. Dylan, my husband, had a dick thrusting in his ass, and behind him was Taylor. Taylor was his best man at our wedding. Taylor had knotted all over his butt. My stomach turned, and I almost threw up, but I suddenly forgot how to walk away because this was my husband. This was what he'd been doing for months. For a moment, my brain refused to understand. Everything went quiet, and the pain hit so bad that breathing almost hurt. A sound escaped my lips and Dylan froze the moment his head turned. When his eyes met mine, all the color disappeared from his face. “Stella?” My name sounded like a stranger’s word. Taylor stepped back without a single remorse crossing his face. I couldn’t scream or cry either. “Is this the meeting?” The pain struck too deep. My belly hurt. My hand slowly moved to my stomach, and right in it was the only thing that had made me feel alive again. Stack naked, Dylan took a step toward me, but I drew back, and only then did I turn away quietly. I couldn't let him and his boyfriend see me break. “Stella, wait—” he called from behind, but I didn't turn. “I can explain.” I thought I knew Dylan, but he was just someone I never knew, and the worst part was that I had almost called him and told him about our baby. I turned, headed outside the house. No. I wouldn't break down in here— A sudden force slammed into the back of my head. Stars exploded behind my eyes, and the world tilted violently. My knees crashed to the ground as my vision fractured. I tried to scream, but no sound came. Not even a mumble. Everything in me numbed. For half a second, my blurry vision caught Taylor with a baseball bat in his hand. “Should I just kill her?” I heard him ask Dylan as he cackled. Before darkness consumed me, my eyes caught a figure at the door. Rhys.In Between~RHYS~I knew nothing. I was totally clueless, unable to grasp any reason for the coldness from Blaze.I'd done nothing. It was fucking complicated. What happened to wanting me as much as I wanted her?What happened?My mind had been numb.I'd spent the night wondering what I'd done wrong, but in the end? I did nothing!Right.We'd stayed away and avoided each other for even longer periods than this, but this??It was complicated and fucking hurtful. It was hard to even break my mind from it.Fine. She was probably sad about Valerie, but what was kicking me out about?I wasn't even complaining about my pride…fuck that.This distance felt empty. The tension was gone.She'd walked past me with a ‘good morning,’ and it sounded dry and as lifeless as a dead leaf.It was… empty. Achingly empty.My instincts wouldn't let go, especially when I noticed her black briefcase leaving the guesthouse with her every morning. Scratch that. It wasn't more important right now.She was!!!Fuc
Valerializ~STELLA~I shut the door behind me as I walked into Mrs. Beaumont's office.My period had ended yesterday, and as feral as I might have sounded when I sent him out of the guesthouse, I successfully got away with my “no remorse.”I was starting again this time, starting to part ways with him.“Hello, Miss Stella. It's nice to see you.” Her smile broadened the smile lines on her face. She'd always chosen to address me formally since the year I turned 20.Even though Mrs. Beaumont was a distant relative of my mother, she'd never been on good terms with my mother and her husband, my dad.“Thank you so much. I left my house as soon as I got your text, ma'am.” I smiled, settling down in the chair she offered.“Your documents have been reviewed, but a few confirmations need to be done before we proceed.” She flipped a few pages of the documents.“Um… most importantly, the name.” She smiled, and I could tell she hoped it wouldn't offend me.“Valerializ.” She pronounced the word, an
Ugly Thoughts.~STELLA~I was on the fourth day of my period, already. My IUD was perfectly fine.Embarrassingly… the sharp pain was just a shedding of my uterus's lining—it had just been early pre-period cramps.That day, Rhys’s personal doctor arrived barely fifteen minutes later. The moment he started asking questions, my throat locked.My lips parted, but nothing came out. I wished the ground would open up and swallow me.Thankfully, Rhys noticed.“Harper,” he said, his voice steady beside me, “just give us your diagnosis.”My chest kept pounding. I didn’t want to be judged for this. This whole thing already felt wrong enough. Forbidden. Shit.I'd been at the guesthouse for three days, cramping and having him there with me. Rhys had refused to leave since then. According to him, this was the time I needed him the most.He'd taken a whole week off work for me, and the only reason he gave his secretary was impressively ridiculous.“Enough with the candles, Rhys. I might puke.” I tol
Owned~RHYS~I wasn't expecting her at my office with the dresses in her hand.I’d spent the whole of last night thinking about my mistakes and how I could correct them without making new mistakes.“Don't make me hate you, Rhys.” She cussed at me, her breath as sharp as the tip of a needle.“Are you sure?” A half-cheeked smile appeared on my lips. I wasn't sure I wanted a wide smile on my lips.“I know you want me just as much as I want you, Blaze.” My hand found her waist with a delicate hold, the other running over her stained lips.She didn't say a word but her eyes said everything I needed to hear. Her eyes had a peculiar, subtle ray in them. Fuck. I took her hand in mine.“I might actually do.”Now that? It was the realest thing she might have said that afternoon. Deep down in every heart that wanted someone or something, there was always a chance to hate.There was always a choice to hate. And that was the most dangerous of all.“Want me to tell you how much I missed you?” I pus
“I think I'm hard for you” ~STELLA~ I waited till his ‘boys’ left the office before I crawled out from my stupid hiding place. Shit! We'd been holding hands since I was under there. “What's funny?” Right. Mean mode activated again as I yanked my hand from his. He had his lips tucked in the one corner of his mouth, as if he was trying to hold back a smile. “You…” He chuckled, brushing his chin with his finger lightly. He seemed to have laughed it off. “I'm leaving.” I said but it felt empty as those words left my lips…as if I didn't mean it….as if I didn't want to. Why was I repeating one phrase too many times? He said nothing, just as if he didn't believe I meant it. Right. Curiosity had killed the cat and if there was another person left to die of it, it had to be me. "Can I ask a question before I leave?” I made sure my seriousness wasn't in my tone alone… but also in my eyes. My tone firmed. “Go ahead, Blaze.” He adjusted in his chair, leaning forward, his eyes lingering
“Who is D’Ace?” ~STELLA~ I woke up early as usual, but the only difference between today and yesterday was that I was now a fashion academy graduate with a degree from one of the most prestigious fashion academies. I was still processing every next move, and the last two months, I'd spent on thorough thinking and finalizing the next steps to take. My plans included one thing I never thought would actually happen—moving out. I'd left Rhys at the ceremony last night, but as I'd predicted, he didn't come after me. I was done with the mixed signals, unclear feelings, and whatever it was that had happened between us. Maybe a fresh start was all I needed to feel like the woman I'd actually become again. It was hard… but I knew I could do it. I stepped outside the guesthouse, a large duffel bag hung over my shoulder—it had his three dresses inside. The purple one I'd worn last night. The Red. And the white one. My phone rang again before I left the guesthouse, but I ignored it. Rebek
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