Mag-log inThe marks on the left side of my neck are dark, bruised, and punctured sharply at the center, trailing a stark smear of red down over my collarbone. Nobody breathes. A young maid standing near the garden hedge gasps loudly behind her hand.
"Gods, it's true," the maid whispers, shrinking back against the foliage. "So it is," Osric says very quiet, leaning forward over the dark wood of the table, his fingers tapping once against the grain. Thessaly flares her nostrils, taking a deep, theatrical sniff of the morning air. "I can still smell it on her. A rogue's stink, all over her skin." Garrick lets out a heavy, derisive snort, shifting his weight so the chair groans beneath him. "Look at the state of her. She's not fit to be a Luna of anything." "Not Shadow Glint's," Thessaly snaps, her voice sharp as glass. "Not any pack's." They wrinkle their noses at the lingering pine-and-smoke scent of Valen, entirely misreading the power clinging to my skin as the stain of some common vagabond. I keep my arms rigid at my sides, my fingernails biting hard into my thighs through the fabric of the dress, forcing my pulse to slow down. Victoria steps forward, seizing the moment with practiced grace. Her voice trembles with a fragile, tearful cadence. "We tried to tell you, Elders. You wouldn't believe us when we warned you about her behavior." Tristan straightens his shoulders, wearing the mask of a betrayed noble. "I begged them to give her the benefit of the doubt. Now I see I was a fool." "Poor Tristan," Victoria sighs softly, stepping closer to touch his arm with feigned sympathy. "To be shamed like this in public before the whole council." Thessaly snaps her gaze back to me, her eyes hard and judging. "Do you hear that? Your fiancé defended your honor despite everything, and this is how you repay him?" Out of the corner of my eye, I see Tristan’s mouth twitch at the corner—a triumphant smile he tries desperately to shove back down into a scowl. Victoria pats his sleeve, playing her part to perfection while her eyes gleam with malice. You wanted this to happen, I think, staring straight ahead at the marble urn behind Osric's head. You wanted me broken. I'm just choosing how it looks. The council waits. They expect me to shatter, to drop to my knees on the gravel, to weep and beg for mercy under the weight of their collective disgust. They want the waterworks. They want the submissive slouch that has defined my entire life in this manor. "Have you no shame, girl?" Osric demands, his voice cracking like a whip across the open courtyard. "I have shame, Elder," I reply, my voice flat, quiet, and unyielding. "But I don't regret what I did." Garrick half-rises from his chair, his face darkening with rage. "You dare stand there and..." "She didn't even blink," a maid mutters from the shadows of the stone wall, her voice trembling. "She's lost her mind," Thessaly spits out, shaking her head in utter contempt as she leans back in her seat. I lift my chin higher, letting the cold wind bite into my bare skin. My voice drops to a sharp, scrape-thin whisper that cuts through the murmurs of the courtyard. "Then ask me why." Osric’s eyes narrow into dangerous slits, and Tristan’s suppressed smile finally slips entirely from his face, leaving behind a cold, blank space of sudden panic.Osric takes a long, heavy breath, his chest rising and falling as if he is swallowing glass. He does not break eye contact with me, his old grey eyes searching my face for any flicker of hesitation. "Very well. Why?"The entire garden holds its breath. A biting gust of morning wind sweeps through the open courtyard, rustling the heavy black wool tablecloth, but no one moves. The silence is absolute, heavy enough to crush the chest. My tongue feels dry as dust against the roof of my mouth. I press my thumbnail hard into the center of my left palm, driving the sharp crescent into my skin until the stinging pain keeps my knees locked and my voice steady."I'm twenty-one," I say, my voice carrying clearly across the silent gravel, reaching every maid, guard, and elder standing in the court. "We've been promised since I was a child. We've lived under the exact same roof, attended the exact same pack banquets, and walked the exact same stone halls. In all that time, Tristan has never once t
The marks on the left side of my neck are dark, bruised, and punctured sharply at the center, trailing a stark smear of red down over my collarbone. Nobody breathes. A young maid standing near the garden hedge gasps loudly behind her hand."Gods, it's true," the maid whispers, shrinking back against the foliage."So it is," Osric says very quiet, leaning forward over the dark wood of the table, his fingers tapping once against the grain.Thessaly flares her nostrils, taking a deep, theatrical sniff of the morning air. "I can still smell it on her. A rogue's stink, all over her skin."Garrick lets out a heavy, derisive snort, shifting his weight so the chair groans beneath him. "Look at the state of her. She's not fit to be a Luna of anything.""Not Shadow Glint's," Thessaly snaps, her voice sharp as glass. "Not any pack's."They wrinkle their noses at the lingering pine-and-smoke scent of Valen, entirely misreading the power clinging to my skin as the stain of some common vagabond. I
I climb the dark basement stairs with my hand clamped hard over the left side of my neck, right under the heavy collar of my black cloak. The skin stings and throbs with every beat of my pulse. A thin smear of red has transferred to my thumb, and I wipe it quietly away against the inner lining of the wool. Underneath the heavy cloak, the sheer white off-shoulder gown rests directly over my own thick black mini gown. The heavier fabric scratches roughly against my thighs as I move, a steady, grounding reminder that I am armored underneath.The service corridors are unusually quiet. Maids flatten themselves flat against the grey stone walls as I pass, their eyes wide, their breaths held until I clear the hallway. Greta stands in the doorway of the linen room with her arms crossed over her chest, a smug, venomous grin twisting her lips as she watches me approach. She thinks the paper-thin white gown is about to expose me completely to the pack."She's actually walking in there," a maid h
I am back on my feet, pacing the narrow length of my basement room—three steps and turn, three steps and turn. The thin white gown is crushed tight in one of my trembling fists, and the metallic echo of the iron gate bell is still ringing violently inside my skull like a striking anvil. Every strike of that bell feels like a slow, deliberate countdown to my own execution, rattling through the damp floorboards and vibrating up through the cold soles of my bare feet."He won't let me out of his sight," I whisper to the empty, shadow-draped walls, my mind racing in frantic, exhausted circles. Not to the town school. Not to the local market. Not even past the wrought-iron outer gates of the estate grounds. He stands by the window and watches the front entrance like a hawk the moment he returns home from pack council business. And yet Vivian can roam the territory as she pleases... and Victoria can do whatever twisted thing she wishes without a single word of reprimand or correction. "Beca
A soft knock raps against the wood, so quiet and restrained it could easily be a trick of the draft. My head jerks up from the edge of the bed. I cross the small room in three silent strides, yank the curtain aside with a desperate hand, and confirm the thin, accusing rays of morning light slanting across the courtyard. Then the voice cuts through the door panels, flat and devoid of warmth:"Miss Aurora. Open the door."It sounds like an absolute command, not a request."Who is it?" I whisper back, my throat tight."Open it," the voice insists.I hesitate, my heart hammering against my ribs. I smooth my hair down frantically with both trembling hands, double-check that the white shirt is buried safely beneath the mattress, and straighten my spine as much as I am able before turning the iron handle.I pull the door open to reveal Greta, Lady Victoria’s personal maid. She stands in the dim corridor with her hair a brilliant, immaculate red, her uniform pristine and unwrinkled. She looks
I laid on my back on the narrow mattress, staring up at the stained ceiling tiles while my eyes burn from sheer exhaustion. A faint, dry scratch comes from somewhere above my head, rattling through the lath and plaster. I sit bolt upright, my muscles tensing for a fight. It is only a rat, or the metal of the old gravity pipes expanding in the damp basement chill. I lie back down, and my hand flies automatically to my throat, pressing flat against the pulse there.Still dark. Still dark.I turn onto my right side, the thin wool blanket scratching against my bare skin. The silence in the basement is absolute, heavy and suffocating. I turn back onto my left side, then onto my stomach, burying my face in the lumpy pillow before giving up entirely with a soft, frustrated sigh. I press the heel of my hand hard to my chest, then over my mouth to muffle my shallow breathing. My fingers drift to the edge of the cheap cotton blanket, picking mindlessly at the fraying hem until a long, grey thre







