LOGINI have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it has an underlying truth. You can try but one's heart is never to be put into words. "Are you saying that I'm pestering you?", she asked chuckling lowly. Had it been somebody else she would've fired them right away? As of now, her grip only tightened slightly on the little spoon in her hand while he slowly opened his cat-like eyes and avoided her gaze. "Torturing would be a better word," he whispered in hopes of staying alive so he could go home and cut his tongue for being so sharp. What was wrong with him? "Glad you understood my intentions." An arrogant boss lady whose mood flips like a switch every day who runs from the idea of love. A cute Barista leading a second life as a camboy who wishes for nothing but love. What could be a better combination?
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Liam's POV They think I'm just a pest. Well they're right and fvck I don't care. Sino ba sila para pag tuonan ko ng pansin. I'm Akiro Liam Jemsworth they said I'm hot and handsome well tama sila. Mahangin? Ako? Oh yeah what ever. Isipin na nila ang gusto nilang isipin. "Liam! nasan ka ba?! Mag sisimula na ang shooting mo!" Wika ni Arizoña ang Manager ko. Well she's pretty, sexy and just 28. But the only thing I don't like about her is... "Liam! Ano ba! Isa ‘di ka ba mag papakita!" Masiyado siyang mabunganga. "For pete's sake Zoña shut up! Nag bihis lang ako!" Wika ko at nilagpasan siya. "What's my schedule now?" Turan ko at pumasok na sa kotse. "Well wala naman masiyado, may shooting ka lang ng upcoming movie mo na Seductive God and then interview sa isang tv show," wika niya at umupo na sa harap. Agad naman niyang pinaandar ang kotse at nag tungo sa venue ng movie shooting. "What scene?" Wika ko at tiningnan ang script na nasa tabi ko lang. "Intimate scene Liam," walang kabuhay buhay na turan nito. Tiningnan ko siya mula sa rearview mirror at agad ding bumaling sa script. "E contact mo yung ka double ko, hindi ko ito gagawin," turan ko dahilan para ma e preno niya ang sasakyan. "Nasisiraan ka na ba! Alam mong nasa probinsya yung tao tapos gusto mo e contact ko para diyan sa scene na ‘yan! Liam akala ko ba magaling kang Artista bakit kailangan mo pang ka double!" Turan niya at tiningnan ako. Sinuot ko na lamang ang headset at hindi na siya pinakinggan. "Pvtangina naman oh!" Rinig kong inda nito at sinamaan ako ng titig. "Liam! Alam kung wala yang music kaya pwede ba makinig ka!" Oh fvck eto na naman siya! Pabalang kung binaba ang headset at masama siyang tiningnan. "For pete's sake Liam! kahit ngayon lang! Makinig ka, alam mo namang umuwi yung tao sa probinsya tapos gusto mo tawagan ko!" "Trabaho niya yun kaya pwede ba! Gawin mo nalang din ang trabaho mo." Matigas kung ani. "Ang hirap mo talagang pakisamahan," turan niya. "Then quit!" Inis kung turan. "Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit mo pa tinanggap ang alok ni mama e. Dahil ba mahal mo pa rin ako? Oh Azoña sorry hindi ko na masusuklian ang— Shut up Liam! Engaged na ako alam mo ‘yan! Matagal na tayong hiwalay kaya pwede ba! At isa pa tinanggap ko ang offer ni Ma'am Emily dahil may utang na loob ako sakanya. Kaya pwede ba Liam, be professional." Pag putol nito sa sasabihin ko. Marahas kung binasa ang labi ko at sumandal sa upuan ng sasakyan. "Fine!" Turan ko na lamang at pumikit. Maya maya pa ay naramadam ko na ang pag andar ng sasakyan. Azoña is my ex girlfriend. Inalok siya ni Mommy na maging manager ko na hindi niya rin naman natanggihan. It's almost 4 years ng maging kami at sa tingin ko naka move on na siya. Well ako rin naman, ang hindi ko lang matanggap pinag pipilitan pa rin ni Mommy ang babaeng to saakin. Well close kasi sila at si Azoña, eto lang kasi ang pumasa sakanya na maging girlfriend ko. Patawa si Mommy talagang iniisip niya na baka magkabalikan kami dahil sa ginawa niya? Sinamantala niya ang pag resign ni Arnold ang dati kung manager at ipinalit si Azoña. Naramadam ko ang pag hinto ng sasakyan kaya naman ay minulat ko na ang mata ko. Nasa isa kaming hotel at sa tingin ko ay dito gaganapin ang scene. Fvck this is what I hate. Lumabas na ako at agad na pumasok sa loob ng hotel. Halos mga taga production team ang narito at nag aayos na para sa scene na gagawin dito sa lobby ng hotel. "Oh Liam mabuti at nandito ka na, come here," wika ng director at pinalapit ako sakaniya. May kasama siyang babae, well siya yung leading lady ko rito sa movie. She's Michelle ang onscreen name niya ay Micaela, well maganda siya, sexy and very charming. But I hate her. Masiyado kasi siyang lapit nang lapit saakin. Para siyang linta! "Micaela ayos lang ba sayo ang susunod na scene?" Marahan namang tumango ang babae at ngumiti. "Opo, maraming salamat sa pag aalala direk," wika nito at yumuko ng unti. Gusto kung matawa sa sinabi niya. Seriously!? Akala niya ba talaga nag aalala ang director na ito sa lagay niya kung gagawin niya ang scene na ‘yon? How pathetic. "Okay! So let's go, everything is fine naman pala! Liam do what you need to do." Ngumite ito saakin at tinanguan ako. Binasa ko ang labi ko at tiningnan ang paligid. Oh this is really sh!t. Agad akong nag palit ng damit at inayusan na rin nila ako. Ginulo nila ng unti ang aking buhok at ibinukas ang dalawang botunes ng aking suot. Muli kung binasa ang aking labi at tiningnan ang sarili sa salamin. Mukha na akong lasing! Argh Azoña kung sinunod mo lang kasi ang sinabi ko hindi ako ang a arte kun‘di ang ka double ko! Kinuyom ko ang kamao ko at napahilot sa sintido. "Liam let's go," turan ni Azoña na kakapasok lang sa kuwarto. Tumayo na ako at lumabas na. Ang unang makikita sa scene ay dapat inaalalayan ako ni Micaela papunta sa kuwarto ko rito sa hotel. "Okay, wala ng mag iingay! Lights!Camera! Action!" Pasuray suray ako sa paglalakad habang inaalalayan ako ni Micaela. "Ang bigat mo naman, sa susunod huh mag sabi ka naman kung mag papakalasing ka! Para makapag handa ako, tingnan mo tuloy nag suot pa ako ng dress at sandals!" Pag mamaktol niya. Oh fvck yung script napaka cringe. "I'm sorry it just..." Napatingin ako sa gawi ni Azoña dahilan para makalimutan ko ang mga sasabihin ko at mainis pa lalo. "Ouch, Ah nasasaktan ako... Liam!" Wika ni Micaela dahilan para mabalik ako sa ulirat. "Cut! Ano bang nangyayari sainyong dalawa!" Turan ni Direk at tumayo. "Sorry, it's just..." Oh shit. Binasa ko ang labi ko at tumalikod na. "Babalik rin ako, give me 5 minutes." Naglakad na ako palayo roon at pumasok ulit sa loob ng kuwarto kung saan ako galing kanina.//If someone was to ask me why I write so much about you, or about love in general I would have no answer. What must I say? That you consume all over? Or does my love for you do that? How do I tell them that I had been so far banished from intimacy in all stages of my life that the mere sight of it feels like an opportunity to be grabbed? How do I tell a stranger that there is so much pain, so much suffering I've witnessed, been a part of, that I can't let out of my chest? It's like a dragon, chased and locked up in a cage so small it has compressed itself. How do I tell them that if I were to twist the cage's lock open, I'm afraid I'll never be able to close it again? That it'll chase away all that is left of me? All that I want to have and to be? I wonder if you'd be able to look past it, look past the green moss over my mind, past the rusting on my heart and finally see what I've been hiding? The little boy that had been far too afraid of what they said was 'love'.&nb
"Sometimes I wonder what's the point of this, everything after her but then I see you smile, listen to your laughter and let u kiss me. That's when, for a brief moment, I see. I see the point.The rain settles deep into my bones, I ache for things I do not know, things I did not know I could want. The door to my studio is open, you sit with your laptop spread out in front of you and I stare. I stare and find meaning in life once again. How much longer do I have to pretend that I do not love her?""Oh god Young Jae, all of this is so beautiful," She huffed a little. "You need to put it out in the world. I had no idea of the extent of pain you were going through. I just- God, I am so sorry.""You know, Noona, People say they want their lovers or more precisely, their loved ones to never hurt but when you were in Paris I used to wish that you did. I wished that the ache I have in my chest bounced off yours a
"I drive past that empty house sometimes, I wonder if I'll ever see you again. If you'll ever see me again. The lump in my throat is enough for me to turn around but I wish you'd see me somewhere and be brave enough to call out my name. The goodbye I didn't get to say lays crumpled up in a letter and in the texts I haven't sent to you. The agony of knowing you lay in someone's arms like you did in mine, is enough for me to have blinked my eyes clear of this fog. But oh god, my pens bleed onto paper, my thumbs bruise up against the keyboard. You are everything I write and i have become the ink that bleeds. No matter how much I struggle, even breaking through my shell, I leak all over the paper, still bleeding. And when the paper is flipped, the ink spots prettier than words ever could. They ask you to wipe me down but you too, are helpless as you gesture vaguely with your
The post wedding dinner was fun to say the least.The table was occupied by all the important people in their lives and a few acquaintainces were on the other table to their right. The couple sat next to each other, Minjae's hand clasped tightly in Young Jae's as if she could run away at ay given moment. Joon had wanted to make a joke about it but resorted to staying quiet for once.Hyun was sitting directly opposite to Young Jae on the circular table, poking around with this tteotbokki like it was as tasteless as it could get. Kim watched him lose focus a couple of times and frowned at the plate of food in front of him. Tteotbokki was his favourite, every single person around him knew that. What had caused this gloomy atmosphere over his head? Hyun seemed like he had come to terms with this reality a few weeks ago.Why the long face now?"Are you sure you are okay, Hyun? You have barely to
I would've let him touch me, gentle and cherished like i want to be. I would've closed my eyes and let his hands find way into my hair. I would've, I would've, i would've told him I loved him right there and then. I would've, could've done so much I couldn't for this heart is a bearer
“Fucking hell Min, you drive me crazy,” she moaned, hips dragging up against his crotch. Young-Jae shrugged tilting his head to the side with his tongue poking his cheek and the new surge of confidence had her knees weak. Does he have a
That’s how their dinner went, the two of them talking to one another with no shame, no filters, just complete utter love between them, and when it was time for dessert, Minjae got up and pulled a cake trolly in. It wasn’t until she poured him yet another glass of wine tha
"It's a weird thing isn't it? To touch someone and feel like you're on fire when it's your fingertips that are freezing cold. They shiver on their own as I run them down your neck, your collarbones












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