EVE
Agatha came over one Saturday afternoon, with her arms full of shopping bags, her eyes darting with the kind of excitement that usually meant gossip. “You’ll never believe who I saw at the mall,” she announced, collapsing onto the sofa beside me. I was half-distracted, scrolling through pregnancy forums I shouldn’t even be on, but at the mention of who, my heart picked up speed. “Who?” I asked, trying to sound casual. She smirked. “Ian.” The name alone made my stomach twist. “And?” I pressed. Agatha shrugged, but the look in her eyes told me she knew the effect this would have on me. “He walked past me. Didn’t even blink. Acted like he hadn’t seen me in his life. Cold. Like I was invisible.” Invisible. I tried to laugh it off, but my throat felt tight. “Good. He should stay invisible. He belongs there.” The sound of the front door opening made us both turn. “Noah,” I whispered, sitting up a little straighter. He walked in, still wearing his work shirt, sleeves rolled up, phone in his hand. His eyes moved to Agatha’s bags, and one brow arched. “Someone’s been busy,” he said with a smile. Which was weird, Noah never smiled around Agatha, in fact he hated her. Agatha laughed, brushing him off. “Just a little reward for working so hard this week. A girl deserves to spoil herself once in a while.” Noah chuckled, but his gaze shifted back to me, sharper now. “You okay?” “Yeah,” I lied quickly, forcing a smile. “I’m fine.” He studied me for a moment, like he didn’t quite believe me, but then nodded. “Good. I just came to pick up a few things. Won’t be long.” And just like that, he disappeared down the hall, leaving behind the faint smell of his cologne and the weight of his unasked questions. I exhaled slowly, sinking back into the sofa. Agatha nudged me. “See? He didn’t notice a thing. You’re good.” I swallowed hard, as my hands knotted in my hoodie. “Agatha… what if there are people watching me? What if Ian knows I didn’t do it?” She put her phone down and turned to me, frowning. “Eve, stop. You’re being paranoid. Ian doesn’t know. And he’s definitely not watching you.” “But what if…” “No.” Her voice was firmer this time. “You need to let it go. You’re working yourself up over nothing. Ian’s out of the picture. You’re safe.” As soon as Agatha left, I buried myself in distractions. Cleaning. Cooking. Rearranging my room until it looked nothing like mine. Anything to keep me from thinking about him. Anything to keep me from touching my belly and wondering if this baby would be the only piece of Ian I would ever get to keep. The first time, I thought it was nothing — just a man in a black hoodie standing near the lamppost across the street. By the time I looked again, he was gone. The second time, I caught sight of a car parked down the road, the windows were tinted too dark for this neighborhood. The same car, again and again, but it never stayed long enough for me to be certain. By the third time, I couldn’t ignore it anymore. Two men, standing at the corner store, not buying anything. Just… watching. I closed my curtains and turned off my room light. What if I was right, Noah’s late nights, the way he slipped in and out without explanation. Ian’s silence, his sudden appearance in town without a word. The strange cars outside. The men who didn’t belong on my street. Breakfast was awkward. Noah had insisted I eat with him since he’s been out so much because of work like he claimed, and Agatha had stayed, chattering to fill the silence. But I could feel Noah’s eyes on me. Watching me. Studying me. I pushed the plate of grilled chicken aside and reached for the vegetables instead. My stomach churned at the sight of meat, the nausea creeping in quicker these days. “You’re not eating that?” Noah asked casually, but his gaze sharpened when I shook my head. “I’m not really in the mood,” I said lightly, stabbing at the broccoli like it was enough of an excuse. Noah leaned back in his chair, his arms crossed. “You’ve been avoiding a lot of things lately. Coffee. Meat. Even wine. Since when do you hate all your favorites?” I froze, the fork suddenly felt heavy in my hand. “I just… don’t feel like it, that’s all.” Agatha jumped in quickly, forcing a laugh. “Maybe she’s just trying to be healthier. People go through phases, Noah.” But Noah’s eyes stayed on me, dark and unreadable. “Phases don’t make people change overnight.” The tension between us thickened, and I could barely breathe. I forced a smile, pushing away from the table. “I’m fine. Really. Stop making it a big deal.” He didn’t answer. He just studied me for a moment longer before standing. “I need to step out. Don’t wait up.” The front door clicked shut, and I felt my shoulders sag with relief. Agatha exhaled loudly. “That was close. He’s starting to notice, Eve. You won’t be able to hide this forever.” My throat tightened. “I don’t have a choice. If he finds out, he’ll kill me. If Ian finds out…” “Don’t even say his name.” Agatha’s voice cut sharp, and when I looked at her, her expression was serious. “You don’t understand the kind of man Ian is. I’ve been hearing a lot of things about him lately, that he’s the type of man that… Nobody crosses, if they do, they don’t just get hurt, Eve. They disappear. They end up ruined.” Her words sent a cold shiver down my spine. Because deep down, I knew she wasn’t exaggerating. And I was already in too deep.EVEAgatha came over one Saturday afternoon, with her arms full of shopping bags, her eyes darting with the kind of excitement that usually meant gossip.“You’ll never believe who I saw at the mall,” she announced, collapsing onto the sofa beside me.I was half-distracted, scrolling through pregnancy forums I shouldn’t even be on, but at the mention of who, my heart picked up speed.“Who?” I asked, trying to sound casual.She smirked. “Ian.”The name alone made my stomach twist.“And?” I pressed.Agatha shrugged, but the look in her eyes told me she knew the effect this would have on me. “He walked past me. Didn’t even blink. Acted like he hadn’t seen me in his life. Cold. Like I was invisible.”Invisible.I tried to laugh it off, but my throat felt tight. “Good. He should stay invisible. He belongs there.” The sound of the front door opening made us both turn.“Noah,” I whispered, sitting up a little straighter.He walked in, still wearing his work shirt, sleeves rolled up, phone in
EVEI knew I was going to regret my decision, but I had to do it, I needed to proof something to Ian, I wanted to go against his wish, I wanted to let him know that he couldn’t control and manipulate me anymore.Getting rid of the pregnancy was going to be the end of our relationship, knowing that he was lying the whole time, hurt me so much.If the incident with Noah hadn’t happened I would have probably still been used by him. This pregnancy was the only connection I had with Ian, I knew he wasn’t who I thought he was but at the back of my mind, I wished it could change everything, make him realize that he really wanted me.A girl could only wish…I was going to take control of my life for once and I wasn’t going to back down.Days went back, weeks went by and I didn’t hear from Ian after our last conversation, he never called back to explain what I heard over the phone.He was probably having fun in Paris with the other lady.The pregnancy symptoms
EVEI knew I was going to regret my decision, but I had to do it, I needed to proof something to Ian, I wanted to go against his wish, I wanted to let him know that he couldn’t control and manipulate me anymore.Getting rid of the pregnancy was going to be the end of our relationship, knowing that he was lying the whole time, hurt me so much.If the incident with Noah hadn’t happened I would have probably still been used by him. This pregnancy was the only connection I had with Ian, I knew he wasn’t who I thought he was but at the back of my mind, I wished it could change everything, make him realize that he really wanted me.A girl could only wish…I was going to take control of my life for once and I wasn’t going to back down.Days went back, weeks went by and I didn’t hear from Ian after our last conversation, he never called back to explain what I heard over the phone.He was probably having fun in Paris with the other lady.The pregnancy symptoms
EVE Agatha had shown me how to use the pregnancy test strip, then stepped outside the bathroom to give me privacy. The test strip felt like it weighed a hundred pounds in my hand. My fingers wouldn’t stop trembling. “Eve? You okay in there?” she called. “Yeah,” I lied. I did the test and finally forced myself to look. Two lines. Positive. For a moment, the world tilted. My stomach knotted, and my ears started ringing. I had lost my virginity to my brother’s friend, a man six years older than me and now I was pregnant with his child. Keeping the pregnancy was never an option, I didn’t even want to think about what my parents would do to me, they were out of the country for now, but if they found out, I’m pretty sure they’ll be on the next flight home, and they wouldn’t come with comfort, they’d come with punishment When I didn’t answer for a while, Agatha pushed open the bathroom door. One glance at my face told her everything. We didn’t speak. She just took the strip from
Birthdays were supposed to be a fresh start, something to look forward to. But now, with the knot of unease growing in my chest, I couldn’t help wondering if mine was about to mark the beginning of something I wasn’t ready for.I sank onto the edge of my bed, my mind was racing. Maybe it was nothing. Maybe it was just because of everything that had happened. Noah, the fight, the sleepless nights. Stress could mess with your body, right? That had to be it. I was probably just overthinking things, the last time my period was late was two years ago and that was because I had hormonal imbalance which I treated, maybe it was back again. I decided to wait a few days, no need to make a big deal out of nothing. By the fourth day, my resolve began to crack. I sat at the table, staring at the scrambled eggs Agatha had made for breakfast, but I couldn’t bring myself to eat.She noticed.“You’ve been weird lately,” she said, narrowing her eyes. “Is there something you’re not telling me?”I hesi
EVESleep never came, only the kind of restless half-dreams that kept dragging me back to the same memory. I kept twisting my legs around my sheets, my skin felt too hot, then too cold, and I hated that my chest still ached.I had always imagined giving myself to someone who loved me, someone older, sure, but gentle, patient, experienced… someone who would make it mean something. At some point I must have slept off due to exhaustion, because the next thing I knew, the knock on my room door woke me up and I realized that it was already morning, I didn’t see Noah through out yesterday, since everything that happened and Agatha had to leave because she had work to do. I managed to get up with my body aching all over. When I opened my room door, Noah stood there with his hands buried deep in his pockets, eyes fixed on the floor.“I shouldn’t have…” His jaw clenched. “I shouldn’t have lost my temper. But, Eve… you disappointed me. You really did.”I nodded, unable to meet his gaze, and h