EVE Agatha had shown me how to use the pregnancy test strip, then stepped outside the bathroom to give me privacy. The test strip felt like it weighed a hundred pounds in my hand. My fingers wouldn’t stop trembling. “Eve? You okay in there?” she called. “Yeah,” I lied. I did the test and finally forced myself to look. Two lines. Positive. For a moment, the world tilted. My stomach knotted, and my ears started ringing. I had lost my virginity to my brother’s friend, a man six years older than me and now I was pregnant with his child. Keeping the pregnancy was never an option, I didn’t even want to think about what my parents would do to me, they were out of the country for now, but if they found out, I’m pretty sure they’ll be on the next flight home, and they wouldn’t come with comfort, they’d come with punishment When I didn’t answer for a while, Agatha pushed open the bathroom door. One glance at my face told her everything. We didn’t speak. She just took the strip from
Birthdays were supposed to be a fresh start, something to look forward to. But now, with the knot of unease growing in my chest, I couldn’t help wondering if mine was about to mark the beginning of something I wasn’t ready for.I sank onto the edge of my bed, my mind was racing. Maybe it was nothing. Maybe it was just because of everything that had happened. Noah, the fight, the sleepless nights. Stress could mess with your body, right? That had to be it. I was probably just overthinking things, the last time my period was late was two years ago and that was because I had hormonal imbalance which I treated, maybe it was back again. I decided to wait a few days, no need to make a big deal out of nothing. By the fourth day, my resolve began to crack. I sat at the table, staring at the scrambled eggs Agatha had made for breakfast, but I couldn’t bring myself to eat.She noticed.“You’ve been weird lately,” she said, narrowing her eyes. “Is there something you’re not telling me?”I hesi
EVESleep never came, only the kind of restless half-dreams that kept dragging me back to the same memory. I kept twisting my legs around my sheets, my skin felt too hot, then too cold, and I hated that my chest still ached.I had always imagined giving myself to someone who loved me, someone older, sure, but gentle, patient, experienced… someone who would make it mean something. At some point I must have slept off due to exhaustion, because the next thing I knew, the knock on my room door woke me up and I realized that it was already morning, I didn’t see Noah through out yesterday, since everything that happened and Agatha had to leave because she had work to do. I managed to get up with my body aching all over. When I opened my room door, Noah stood there with his hands buried deep in his pockets, eyes fixed on the floor.“I shouldn’t have…” His jaw clenched. “I shouldn’t have lost my temper. But, Eve… you disappointed me. You really did.”I nodded, unable to meet his gaze, and h
“Hey Eve, could you come help me check something?” Noah called out.I was texting Ian before he called and I forgot to lock my phone screen as I walked to his room to answer him. “What is it?” I asked, stepping into his room, I sat beside him.Noah looked at my hand and back up at me serious. “You’re texting Ian.”It wasn’t a question.“Oh… uh…” I stammered, caught off guard. “It’s not a big deal. I was just replying to his story.”“Forget it,” he muttered. “I don’t need your help anymore.”He looked away, jaw tight with frustration. I left his room confused. Why was he angry? He doesn’t know anything does he?Later that afternoon, Agatha came by to drop off some drinks for Noah. I heard his voice from the kitchen.“Did you know Eve has been talking to Ian?”“No, not really,” Agatha answered. Just like I told her, deny everything if he ever asked. I didn’t want her to get involved, Noah already didn’t like her as my friend, I didn’t want to give him a reason to think she was a bad pe
EVE⸻“Do you mind coming over? I miss you.”That’s what Ian texted me.And like always, I said yes.I showered, got dressed, and a few hours later, I was at his place, curled up beside him, watching some random movie neither of us paid attention to.“Can I kiss you?” he asked.The question was strange. He didn’t asked the first time he kissed me. That rainy night when he leaned in and stole my first kiss. No permission, no warning. Just rain, silence, and the warmth of his mouth on mine.Now, he was asking.I nodded.He kissed me, and I kissed him back. It wasn’t new, but it felt… different. Like the beginning of something I couldn’t name.The first time he tried to have sex with me, I panicked and pulled away.I gave excuses, vague ones. He said it was okay, that he’d never force me. That I didn’t have to do anything I didn’t want to.That made me trust him more. It made me feel safe, made me think that everything I’ve ever heard about him was a lie.He kept texting me after that, t
I didn’t text him immediately.I waited three days. On purpose, I didn’t want to seem desperate.“Hi,” I finally sent, watching the screen like it owed me something.A few seconds later, his reply came in:“Hello, who is this please?”I rolled my eyes.“Eve. The girl from Agatha’s bar.”“Oh! I’m so sorry, beautiful. How have you been?”And just like that, the conversation picked up. Effortless. Smooth. He was funny. Flirty. The kind of charming that made you feel special just through text. I found myself looking forward to his texts, rereading his compliments, smiling like a fool in the dark.A few days later, I went back to Agatha’s bar. Truthfully, I was hoping to see him.I told her everything, what he said, how he made me feel.She looked at me, serious for the first time all night. “I’ll just give you one piece of advice: avoid Ian.”I blinked. “Not that I’m interested in him… but why do you say that?”“I’ve known him since I started working here. I’ve overheard enough of his con