13. Has he forever?

How could you leave me?

He lashed out.

“I was never yours to stay!!” I whimpered as he touched my body, tears in my eyes. Kai seemed hurt, because of me, because I left him when he least expected it.

You are mine… so, stay!!

He susurrated in my ear and I sprung up from my bed. Widening my eyes to the darkness in the room, with little to no light entering from the window, I felt his words tingling on my skin as I tried to even out my breathing.

His essence is still there, I can’t resonate with my actions anymore, I need a light, a driving force to forget about it, something, anything.

My body sweating from fear, it’s just a dream, calm down, it’s a dream, because if it were to be true I don’t how I’d react.

I am sleepless now, I stood up rolling the sheets away and went to wash my face.

Ivy designed a room for me with canvas and acrylic paints. The art room, he said, saying I’ll love it, and I did.

I opened the door and sat down on the chair, with a pencil in my hand. I dr