"Do you still remember their faces?"
"I do. How can I forget their faces? I wish I could forget whatever happened but it's just too much for me," she said while looking at her hands which were now covered by Nicolas's hands."The alpha of your pack didn't try to stop all of these? He never tried to save you?""He was too busy with his own life to give a single thought about others. I hate him just as much. Had he been a good Alpha, I won't have had to go through such things. I didn't have any problem with cooking, cleaning or simply doing all of the work. I didn't mind not having enough food or clean clothes like others. All I ever wanted was protection," she paused, unable to finish the rest."Protection that everyone around you failed to give you," Nicolas completed what she wanted to say.She nodded her head while repeating what he has said."You don't have to worry about being protected from now. Just agree to be a part of our pack and I promise to protect you even if it means risking my own life. I would give my head on a fully decorated platter just so I could protect you. All you have to do is say yes."He said all of these while directly looking into her eyes.Her breathing stopped for a second. She felt like all of the oxygen in her body was sucked out.The intensity, honesty, and determination she could feel in his eyes made her want to hide away from his gaze, afraid that she might melt like butter.She never thought that someone making a promise of protecting you could sound this intimating.She wasn't ready for all of the sensations she was feeling all over her body."And what if you fail just like everyone else?""My life is for yours to take. I would happily die at your hands," he said and that's when she decided what her answer was going to be."I am ready to be a part of this pack," she answered and a smile took over his place.The golden color slightly faded away, indicating that his anger was slowly leaving."I am sure that the other pack members would be thrilled. Why don't you take a bath? I am not sure if you would want to meet everyone in this state," he said after clearing his throat.Amara realized that she was still dirty."I would be more than glad. But there's something I need to ask for," she said looking here and there.She was embarrassed of speaking."What is it? You can share everything with me without any hesitation. I promise that I won't make fun of you."" Well, I don't have any clothes with me to change after. Could you?" She didn't finish the entire sentence since this was enough hint."Oh right. I will arrange clothes for you right away. The bathroom is this way. While you are taking a bath, I will arrange clothes for you," saying this he left.Amara got down off the bed and went to the bathroom. She noticed that it only has men's shampoo, face wash, and soap.She didn't bother wasting any time thinking that something was better than nothing.She quickly got undressed and turned on the shower.She liked how this cold water was feeling on her skin. It was like the comfort hug one gets after struggling the entire day.She grabbed Nicolas's shampoo that has charcoal and mint written on it. She got some and started applying it to her hair.She was enjoying her bath so much that she didn't notice when more than half an hour has passed.There was a knock on the door.She turned off the shower and asked who it was.Nicolas replied that it was him with her clothes."Open the door so that I can give you the clothes," he said.Amara's eyes widened."Of course not. I can't do that. I am fully naked now. How about I slightly open the door and push my hand out and you give me my clothes?" She asked.On the other hand, Nicolas's eyes widened as well.He cleared his throat and said ok.Amara did as said and Nicolas gave her the clothes. When she pushed out her hand, unintentionally the curve of her breast could be seen.Nicolas immediately looked away while gulping his saliva down.Unaware of this, Amara was enjoying her bath time. Nicolas was getting impatient with each passing second.His mate was just on the other side of the door, naked and wet. He could feel himself growing excited.He wasn't a virgin and had been with a fair share of the woman before. Most of them were older than him and had a body most could only dream of yet he never got such reactions for them.Even the sight of Amara's wet hand was messing with his entire control system. He was blaming the mate bond for everything.He was trying to get his shit together while Amara baths.Soon Amara came out of the bathroom. Her hair was wet and her eyes were on the floor, a sign of nervousness or shyness.He knew which one it was and he also knew why she was giving this reaction.He looked at her chest and the bra seems to perfectly fit her body. He couldn't see the panty but it must have fit her."How did you know my size?" She asked in a small tone."I guessed and turns out I got lucky," even though this sentence was simply said by him but it had a double meaning in his head."Thank you so much for this dress. It's really beautiful.""You are welcome. I just thought that this color would suit you. It did," Nicolas said while looking at the emerald color that was enhancing Amara's tan skin."I want to introduce you to the pack members tonight. Are you ready for it?""Yes, I am.""Are you sure that you are ready for this? I mean, you only got here today. I honestly don't know anything about you and you know nothing about me other than the fact that I am the Alpha here. You don't know the other pack members either. What if you don't like them? What if you are not comfortable around them?" Even though Nicolas didn't mean to scare Amara away but his words were indicating the same thing. "I can't tell where I am going to like them or not if I don't meet them first," Amara said while playing with her fingers. By this action of hers, Nicolas could guess that she was feeling nervous and he assumed that the reason behind her getting so nervous was his words. "You can say no if you want to. I won't mind plus the pack members would never question anything I do. They have enough respect for me and they also trust me enough to know that I would never do anything wrong. At least intentionally," Nicolas said with enough confidence. "I honestly don't know. I just came h
He didn't want her to go through another shock in such an small time. He could feel that she doesn't feel things as strongly as he does. He was so attracted to her that he felt like marking her right then and there but the same thing couldn't be said for her. Humans being mated with Lycans ain't something new. A lot of Lycans have human mates. But their relationship always seemed to confuse him. He has seen the Lycan always chasing the human until the human finally feels the mate bond. Humans feel attracted to the Lycan but they don't instantly fall for them while the Lycans fall hard enough to marry them at first glance. He knew that his and Amara's case was no different. She might be attracted to him due to the mate bond but she definitely isn't ready to fall deep into this with him and he wanted to give her time. He was ready to wait for her as long as she needed him to. But one thing was clear and that is he's never leaving her. He wasn't new in this entire thing. While he h
"Don't ever feel like you are doing anything wrong by sharing your feels. If the person before you isn't capable and sensitive enough to understand what you are going through then they don't deserve to hear your thoughts at the first place," he said, again holding her hands and giving it a light squeeze.Amara nodded her head."Whatever you went through wasn't your fault. It was their fault for not being good enough. It's their misfortune that they couldn't see the goodness in you and the other omegas. If anyone should be embarrassed for their actions then it should be the pack members, not you," Nicolas gave her a encouraging nod and she again nodded her head but this time a smile was playing on her lips.She was happy that she met him but at the same time she was feeling like it was a curse.If he continues to act like how he is doing then she was scared that she might not be able to finish the task she came here for. She didn't came here to fall for his behavior.He shouldn't have b
"So what genre are you choosing this time?" Nicolas asked and Amara coughed a few times.It wasn't the type of cough that comes from sickness, it was the type that comes from awkwardness."Well, I am planning on going for a romantic movie this time, if it's ok with you, of course,"she said looking at the opposite side.She didn't have guts to face him and say this. Nicolas obviously didn't have any objections. He was more than ok with whatever she was going to choose.To him, watching her was more important than watching the movie. He would stare at her the entire day and not get bored.Never in his wildest dreams he thought that one day he would fall for someone and that too this easily.It was love at first sight for him. The moon goddess was just generous to him and he was praying that she was generous about to put love in her heart for him."Have you decided which movie we are going to watch?""I don't remember the name of that movie but it was an Turkish movie. It was really cute
Amara felt like awing at Nicolas's expression. He was looking like a little child, complaining about the wrong things life has done to him. "Yes, I do understand the meaning behind these words but you seem to have forgotten what that means. First of all, they both died but they died together. The chances of them living together in the afterlife are high. It's really romantic." Amara decided to explain where she was coming from but everything was going over Nicolas's head. His heart was broken and he needed some time to restore and heal his broken heart. He was someone who showed little to none emotions for in real life people but his emotions were at another level for fictional characters. He wasn't ashamed of admitting that he has cried over so many fictional characters in his entire life. Everytime a fictional character dies, he would cry or he would start to feel empty. He would mourn alone like someone close to him has died but he had this 'idgas about real life people' atti
"I hope so as well," Amara said. "What do you want to do next? I mean, we already watched two movies. If you want to watch more than we can but do you want to do anything else other than that?" Nicolas said. "I am not sure what I want to do but I don't feel watching TV anymore. I need to discuss what I am going to do next with you. I just can't sit here all day long. I obviously have to work," Amara said. Nicolas haven't thought about this before. But now that she bought it up, he knew that she should do something by herself. He was more than ok with providing for her. He has been providing for lots of pack members as well but her thing was different. The pack members he has been providing for are too small. They can't work on their own and he doesn't want to put pressure on their parents. Plus, he has been only earning since now. He really doesn't have anywhere else to spend them. Hence he provides for the little pack members even if they have parents who can comfortably provid
By the time Amara finished, Nicolas was impressed by her. Her vision was better than what he expected. He liked the way of her thinking. "Your best version sounds great to be. You are going to reach that level one day if you work hard starting now. I will help you as much as I can,I promise." Amara gave him a grateful smile. "So what profession should I choose? I don't have a college degree hence I need to get admission in a college first." Nicolas nodded his head. "You do." "I also want to do a part time job in the meantime. College is expensive and before joining in for college, I need to have enough money in my account. I can even apply for a degree online. I won't have to attend college physically this way," Amara shared her plan and Nicolas said that it was amazing. The next few minutes they talked about how Amara was going to achieve her goals. "I have a offer for you. I need a personal assistant since my current personal assistant is about to take a nine months leave si
Just as they were about to leave, someone called Nicolas. "It's an important call. Can you wait outside for me? I will be back soon," he said and she nodded her head before going outside. "Do you know that we have the most beautiful waterfall in the whole city just behind our home?" A kid said to another enthusiastically. "Really? I have free time. Can you take me there?" The other kid's eyes lit up like a Christmas tree at the name of the waterfall. And so did Amara's eyes. She has always liked how the waterfalls down like magic. It looks too beautiful to resist the temptation. "Sure but before that, I need to get something from my room. Why don't you go to the forest next to our home? The waterfall is within it. I will find you after reaching there,"the same kid said. "But what if I lost my way? I don't know the directions and will probably get lost," the other kid said with a worried look. "No, you won't. The forest is small and there isn't any savage beast present there a