She thought that he would stop and drop her off of his back to change back into human form.
But to her surprise, he didn't bother doing so. He started running to the other side.Pack members stopped in their tracks after smelling an unknown smell but when they saw her riding on their Alpha's back, they knew that she was harmless.They didn't bother paying attention to what he was going to do with her, they just went back to their work.Nicolas stopped before another house but unlike the others, the one wasn't made of wood.It seemed like the only normal house among all of the wooden houses.This thing made Amara a little sad because she wanted to stay in the wooden houses but she didn't really have any chance.It wasn't her home and she couldn't choose where to stay.He went inside the house and directly ran to a big bedroom. The house didn't look that big from the outside but the same couldn't be said for the inside.It had navy blue themed walls and a bed placed in the middle.This room didn't have lots of furniture. Just the bare minimum one needs to live.Instead, it was clean and looked so sorted out, with no unnecessary drama. Amara liked it.Nicolas directly dropped her on the bed. She was looking at him with widened eyes, unable to understand how he was able to do this in wolf form.Later he transformed back into human form, again naked.Amara looked the other way, refusing to let her eyes meet with his naked body."I know that they are my people but I can't walk about being naked. That's embarrassing. I will come back after wearing something. Till then you can stay here," he said before disappearing into another room.It was only when he left then Amara took a breath of relief."How that's embarrassing? He is an animal and they mostly walk around naked. Wasn't he also naked in his wolf form?" Amara thought while looking outside from the window.The weather was strange today. It wasn't sunny or too gloomy. It wasn't hot, and neither it was cold.But she felt like it was going to be gloomy soon and she was waiting for that moment.She wanted it to rain. She was patiently waiting for the sky that comes before raining.The same weather comes followed by a plough wind. It destroys everything more than the rain ever could.She was craving that wind. She was craving the dark clouds.She was waiting for destruction."What are you thinking about?" Nicolas's voice brought her out of her chain of thoughts.She noticed how different he looks in clothes. It seemed almost funny to her how she saw his naked body before seeing him fully clothed.The fabric was hiding his abs that she clearly noticed before. She was a little disappointed with how she again wanted to see him naked.With clothes on, he doesn't seem to have that much muscle but she knows that under these layers of fabric, he has the perfect amount of muscles.It wasn't too much to make him look extremely bulky but wasn't nonexistent either."Nothing that's special," she slowly said.He just hummed, clearly not accepting that it wasn't something special."Are you hungry?" He asked and just then her stomach growled.Her cheeks started warming up. She was so thankful for her tan skin that it wasn't visible whenever she blushes.She could feel her cheeks, neck, and tips for ears warming up but it wasn't too visible to someone else.Well unless someone decides to check her temperature."I guess I have found my answer. I have leftover mac and cheese in the fridge. They were cooked around 2 hours ago and just need to be warmed. Is that ok with you?" He asked, scratching the back of his neck.Amara was so hungry that she was feeling like eating grass just to finish this hunger. How could she not be ok with Mac and cheese?She wanted to scream that everything is ok with me as long as it finishes my hunger but decided not to.It was too embarrassing for her.She just nodded her head, giving a clear indication to Nicolas to warm the Mac and cheese.Nicolas smiled before disappearing into another room.He returned with a big bowl after a few minutes which felt like a decade to Amara.He placed the bowl before her. As much as she wanted to dig in, she didn't want to seem too desperate."Aren't you going to have some?" She asked in a small voice.She wholeheartedly didn't want to share the food with him. As she was too hungry, she felt like she could finish this entire bowl easily.Nicolas shook his head."Thank you so much for offering but I just had finished my breakfast before leaving to meet you. These are the leftovers from that. I am sorry for not being a good host but if we want to get much better food now then we have to go to the pack's kitchen. They are going to ask some questions and I don't feel like you are ready to answer them yet.""What type of questions?" Amara felt like her hunger has died a little."They are going to ask who you are, where you come from. Even though I am the alpha, I still have some explanation to give to my pack members. By the way, you don't have to wait to eat. You should start eating now," he smiled.Amara decided to push all of the other thoughts away from her brain, for now, to only focus on her food.She started digging in her bowl. She could feel Nicolas's eyes over her and that's why she didn't bother looking his way while eating.Only after finishing the entire bowl, she was relieved.But he still had to ask her a few questions."I know that you might not like me asking you about these things now but I must. What were you doing behind the bushes?" Amara who just had food now felt like throwing up but she controlled herself. She knew that these questions were going to be thrown at her.It would only look weird if nobody asks her what she was doing there. She was expecting this even earlier, right when she met Nicolas.But he surprised her by not asking them.She cleared her throat. Her eyes became a little gloomy as if it was lacking liveliness.Nicolas noticed this as well."My mother was a human being who fell in love with my father who belongs to the pack. His mate died before he met her. He started having feelings for her as well and soon I was born. But my mother died after my birth," she took a deep breath, trying to push the tears away.She never got to meet her mother in that way. She never talked to her. Her mother doesn't know what she looks like, she doesn't even know her name. She died way before
"Do you still remember their faces?" "I do. How can I forget their faces? I wish I could forget whatever happened but it's just too much for me," she said while looking at her hands which were now covered by Nicolas's hands."The alpha of your pack didn't try to stop all of these? He never tried to save you?" "He was too busy with his own life to give a single thought about others. I hate him just as much. Had he been a good Alpha, I won't have had to go through such things. I didn't have any problem with cooking, cleaning or simply doing all of the work. I didn't mind not having enough food or clean clothes like others. All I ever wanted was protection," she paused, unable to finish the rest."Protection that everyone around you failed to give you," Nicolas completed what she wanted to say.She nodded her head while repeating what he has said."You don't have to worry about being protected from now. Just agree to be a part of our pack and I promise to protect you even if it means r
"Are you sure that you are ready for this? I mean, you only got here today. I honestly don't know anything about you and you know nothing about me other than the fact that I am the Alpha here. You don't know the other pack members either. What if you don't like them? What if you are not comfortable around them?" Even though Nicolas didn't mean to scare Amara away but his words were indicating the same thing. "I can't tell where I am going to like them or not if I don't meet them first," Amara said while playing with her fingers. By this action of hers, Nicolas could guess that she was feeling nervous and he assumed that the reason behind her getting so nervous was his words. "You can say no if you want to. I won't mind plus the pack members would never question anything I do. They have enough respect for me and they also trust me enough to know that I would never do anything wrong. At least intentionally," Nicolas said with enough confidence. "I honestly don't know. I just came h
He didn't want her to go through another shock in such an small time. He could feel that she doesn't feel things as strongly as he does. He was so attracted to her that he felt like marking her right then and there but the same thing couldn't be said for her. Humans being mated with Lycans ain't something new. A lot of Lycans have human mates. But their relationship always seemed to confuse him. He has seen the Lycan always chasing the human until the human finally feels the mate bond. Humans feel attracted to the Lycan but they don't instantly fall for them while the Lycans fall hard enough to marry them at first glance. He knew that his and Amara's case was no different. She might be attracted to him due to the mate bond but she definitely isn't ready to fall deep into this with him and he wanted to give her time. He was ready to wait for her as long as she needed him to. But one thing was clear and that is he's never leaving her. He wasn't new in this entire thing. While he h
"Don't ever feel like you are doing anything wrong by sharing your feels. If the person before you isn't capable and sensitive enough to understand what you are going through then they don't deserve to hear your thoughts at the first place," he said, again holding her hands and giving it a light squeeze.Amara nodded her head."Whatever you went through wasn't your fault. It was their fault for not being good enough. It's their misfortune that they couldn't see the goodness in you and the other omegas. If anyone should be embarrassed for their actions then it should be the pack members, not you," Nicolas gave her a encouraging nod and she again nodded her head but this time a smile was playing on her lips.She was happy that she met him but at the same time she was feeling like it was a curse.If he continues to act like how he is doing then she was scared that she might not be able to finish the task she came here for. She didn't came here to fall for his behavior.He shouldn't have b
"So what genre are you choosing this time?" Nicolas asked and Amara coughed a few times.It wasn't the type of cough that comes from sickness, it was the type that comes from awkwardness."Well, I am planning on going for a romantic movie this time, if it's ok with you, of course,"she said looking at the opposite side.She didn't have guts to face him and say this. Nicolas obviously didn't have any objections. He was more than ok with whatever she was going to choose.To him, watching her was more important than watching the movie. He would stare at her the entire day and not get bored.Never in his wildest dreams he thought that one day he would fall for someone and that too this easily.It was love at first sight for him. The moon goddess was just generous to him and he was praying that she was generous about to put love in her heart for him."Have you decided which movie we are going to watch?""I don't remember the name of that movie but it was an Turkish movie. It was really cute
Amara felt like awing at Nicolas's expression. He was looking like a little child, complaining about the wrong things life has done to him. "Yes, I do understand the meaning behind these words but you seem to have forgotten what that means. First of all, they both died but they died together. The chances of them living together in the afterlife are high. It's really romantic." Amara decided to explain where she was coming from but everything was going over Nicolas's head. His heart was broken and he needed some time to restore and heal his broken heart. He was someone who showed little to none emotions for in real life people but his emotions were at another level for fictional characters. He wasn't ashamed of admitting that he has cried over so many fictional characters in his entire life. Everytime a fictional character dies, he would cry or he would start to feel empty. He would mourn alone like someone close to him has died but he had this 'idgas about real life people' atti
"I hope so as well," Amara said. "What do you want to do next? I mean, we already watched two movies. If you want to watch more than we can but do you want to do anything else other than that?" Nicolas said. "I am not sure what I want to do but I don't feel watching TV anymore. I need to discuss what I am going to do next with you. I just can't sit here all day long. I obviously have to work," Amara said. Nicolas haven't thought about this before. But now that she bought it up, he knew that she should do something by herself. He was more than ok with providing for her. He has been providing for lots of pack members as well but her thing was different. The pack members he has been providing for are too small. They can't work on their own and he doesn't want to put pressure on their parents. Plus, he has been only earning since now. He really doesn't have anywhere else to spend them. Hence he provides for the little pack members even if they have parents who can comfortably provid