"Such a beautiful name you got there, Amara. What does that mean?" Nicolas was genuinely curious because he never heard this name before.
"Different meanings in different languages but I like to think that it means immortal," Amara said, her voice suddenly becoming a little bitter as if she has remembered something.
Nicolas noticed the change in her tone.
He wanted to ask her what it was but he felt like that would push her away.
For now, he was ok with the fact that she wasn't pushing him away and actually talking to him.
He also wanted to ask her what she meant by facing the worse but resist the urge.
"Can you tell me how you ended up coming here?"
As much as Nicolas wanted to pick her up and take her with him, he first had to confirm that it was safe for his people.
He didn't want to risk their lives. There were so many small kids in the pack. He couldn't let them die due to his mistakes. He was their leader and he had to protect them no matter what.
If she wasn't safe or taking her to the pack house isn't safe then he was planning to take her to his penthouse.
Either way, he was going to keep her with himself and ensure that no matter what, she is safe.
"I came from the "Redwood" pack," Amara slowly said in a voice full of pain.
Her eyes filled up with pain while Nicolas's eyes filled up with hatred, shock, anger, confusion, and many more emotions.
'Redwood' pack was the opposite of the 'Bluemoon' pack. Both packs hate each other because of the never-ending fight going on between them.
And especially the Alphas hated each other more than anything in this entire world.
Nicolas was the alpha of one of these packs.
"What were you doing there? Are you a member of that pack?" His voice was now one that has changed its tone.
Amara looked at him with tearful eyes.
"Used to be, if you count an omega to be a pack member," she said.
One sentence and a glance at her eyes were enough for Nicolas to forget everything. He didn't want to hurt her but at the same time, he felt like he unintentionally ended up hurting her.
His already burning rage towards the redwood pack was now over the surface. She just gave him another reason to hate the other pack.
He could already guess that she was mistreated there.
"Did they hurt you and that's why you are here?" He asked.
Deep inside he wanted the answer to be no. He doesn't even want to think about the possibility that someone as pure as she was bullied.
But we don't always get what we want. She nodded her head and his eyes started burning.
Her body was shaking and he felt the strong urge to hug her. And he ended up pulling her towards himself.
Now both of them could feel each other, a little too closely.
He closed his eyes and cursed himself for hugging her in this state. His blood started boiling under her touch and he could feel himself getting excited.
He didn't want her to think that despite her being in pain, he wanted to fuck her.
"I think it's better if we move to our pack. I will listen to the rest of your story there. I also need to wear some clothes," he said and Amara nodded her head.
Her own cheeks turned into a deep pink shade.
When Nicolas saw her cheeks, he already could guess what she was thinking about. She clearly understood what he was going through.
He was a little embarrassed but at the same time, he wasn't.
"She was going to see me naked in the future either way. It shouldn't be such a big deal. I need to get a grip on my self-control," he thought before shifting into his wolf form.
She looked into his eyes which were now golden.
He came before her and lowered his head again. This time he didn't want her to touch him, it was an indication for her to get on his back.
She clearly understood what he meant and did what he wanted her to do.
He started running so fast that she felt as if everything around then was blurry. All she could see was a greenish fog kind of thing.
She got a tighter grip on his fur but still was afraid that she might fall.
She later holds his neck with both of her arms. Her hair was floating in the air, eyes were closed.
Nicolas liked what was going on. He absolutely adored her body heat against his.
She suddenly opened her eyes and something flashed into her eyes. She looked at Nicolas's head and later at her grip around his neck.
She holds his neck even tighter.
Nicolas thought that she was getting scared of his speed. Hence, he decided to go a little slower.
Amara now could see her surrounding a little more clearly.
There were going through the green forest. Everything was green. She felt like if she tries to walk on them then she would fall over her face.
How Nicolas was about to run seemed like magic to her.
Tall trees blocked any sound from outside, coming inside and the sound of Nicolas's paws against the mud was the only thing she could hear.
Other than this the forest was as silent as it could get.
Soon, her eyes fall on a small village-like thing with beautiful wooden houses.
So many wooden houses were arranged one after another and it was looking like a small village.
Flower plants were everywhere and she could see a few women with their children.
She could already guess where they have reached. It was going to be her future home aka the 'Bluemoon' pack.
A sudden urge to burn everything down ignited inside her heart.
Step one was done.
She thought that he would stop and drop her off of his back to change back into human form.But to her surprise, he didn't bother doing so. He started running to the other side.Pack members stopped in their tracks after smelling an unknown smell but when they saw her riding on their Alpha's back, they knew that she was harmless.They didn't bother paying attention to what he was going to do with her, they just went back to their work.Nicolas stopped before another house but unlike the others, the one wasn't made of wood.It seemed like the only normal house among all of the wooden houses.This thing made Amara a little sad because she wanted to stay in the wooden houses but she didn't really have any chance.It wasn't her home and she couldn't choose where to stay.He went inside the house and directly ran to a big bedroom. The house didn't look that big from the outside but the same couldn't be said for the inside.It had navy blue themed walls and a bed placed in the middle.This
"I know that you might not like me asking you about these things now but I must. What were you doing behind the bushes?" Amara who just had food now felt like throwing up but she controlled herself. She knew that these questions were going to be thrown at her.It would only look weird if nobody asks her what she was doing there. She was expecting this even earlier, right when she met Nicolas.But he surprised her by not asking them.She cleared her throat. Her eyes became a little gloomy as if it was lacking liveliness.Nicolas noticed this as well."My mother was a human being who fell in love with my father who belongs to the pack. His mate died before he met her. He started having feelings for her as well and soon I was born. But my mother died after my birth," she took a deep breath, trying to push the tears away.She never got to meet her mother in that way. She never talked to her. Her mother doesn't know what she looks like, she doesn't even know her name. She died way before
"Do you still remember their faces?" "I do. How can I forget their faces? I wish I could forget whatever happened but it's just too much for me," she said while looking at her hands which were now covered by Nicolas's hands."The alpha of your pack didn't try to stop all of these? He never tried to save you?" "He was too busy with his own life to give a single thought about others. I hate him just as much. Had he been a good Alpha, I won't have had to go through such things. I didn't have any problem with cooking, cleaning or simply doing all of the work. I didn't mind not having enough food or clean clothes like others. All I ever wanted was protection," she paused, unable to finish the rest."Protection that everyone around you failed to give you," Nicolas completed what she wanted to say.She nodded her head while repeating what he has said."You don't have to worry about being protected from now. Just agree to be a part of our pack and I promise to protect you even if it means r
"Are you sure that you are ready for this? I mean, you only got here today. I honestly don't know anything about you and you know nothing about me other than the fact that I am the Alpha here. You don't know the other pack members either. What if you don't like them? What if you are not comfortable around them?" Even though Nicolas didn't mean to scare Amara away but his words were indicating the same thing. "I can't tell where I am going to like them or not if I don't meet them first," Amara said while playing with her fingers. By this action of hers, Nicolas could guess that she was feeling nervous and he assumed that the reason behind her getting so nervous was his words. "You can say no if you want to. I won't mind plus the pack members would never question anything I do. They have enough respect for me and they also trust me enough to know that I would never do anything wrong. At least intentionally," Nicolas said with enough confidence. "I honestly don't know. I just came h
He didn't want her to go through another shock in such an small time. He could feel that she doesn't feel things as strongly as he does. He was so attracted to her that he felt like marking her right then and there but the same thing couldn't be said for her. Humans being mated with Lycans ain't something new. A lot of Lycans have human mates. But their relationship always seemed to confuse him. He has seen the Lycan always chasing the human until the human finally feels the mate bond. Humans feel attracted to the Lycan but they don't instantly fall for them while the Lycans fall hard enough to marry them at first glance. He knew that his and Amara's case was no different. She might be attracted to him due to the mate bond but she definitely isn't ready to fall deep into this with him and he wanted to give her time. He was ready to wait for her as long as she needed him to. But one thing was clear and that is he's never leaving her. He wasn't new in this entire thing. While he h
"Don't ever feel like you are doing anything wrong by sharing your feels. If the person before you isn't capable and sensitive enough to understand what you are going through then they don't deserve to hear your thoughts at the first place," he said, again holding her hands and giving it a light squeeze.Amara nodded her head."Whatever you went through wasn't your fault. It was their fault for not being good enough. It's their misfortune that they couldn't see the goodness in you and the other omegas. If anyone should be embarrassed for their actions then it should be the pack members, not you," Nicolas gave her a encouraging nod and she again nodded her head but this time a smile was playing on her lips.She was happy that she met him but at the same time she was feeling like it was a curse.If he continues to act like how he is doing then she was scared that she might not be able to finish the task she came here for. She didn't came here to fall for his behavior.He shouldn't have b
"So what genre are you choosing this time?" Nicolas asked and Amara coughed a few times.It wasn't the type of cough that comes from sickness, it was the type that comes from awkwardness."Well, I am planning on going for a romantic movie this time, if it's ok with you, of course,"she said looking at the opposite side.She didn't have guts to face him and say this. Nicolas obviously didn't have any objections. He was more than ok with whatever she was going to choose.To him, watching her was more important than watching the movie. He would stare at her the entire day and not get bored.Never in his wildest dreams he thought that one day he would fall for someone and that too this easily.It was love at first sight for him. The moon goddess was just generous to him and he was praying that she was generous about to put love in her heart for him."Have you decided which movie we are going to watch?""I don't remember the name of that movie but it was an Turkish movie. It was really cute
Amara felt like awing at Nicolas's expression. He was looking like a little child, complaining about the wrong things life has done to him. "Yes, I do understand the meaning behind these words but you seem to have forgotten what that means. First of all, they both died but they died together. The chances of them living together in the afterlife are high. It's really romantic." Amara decided to explain where she was coming from but everything was going over Nicolas's head. His heart was broken and he needed some time to restore and heal his broken heart. He was someone who showed little to none emotions for in real life people but his emotions were at another level for fictional characters. He wasn't ashamed of admitting that he has cried over so many fictional characters in his entire life. Everytime a fictional character dies, he would cry or he would start to feel empty. He would mourn alone like someone close to him has died but he had this 'idgas about real life people' atti