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ZAIRE’S POV
Two years ago… I was fuming, my hands balled into fists as I busted through the doors of the arcade, with Jasper and Reggie hot on my tail. This was the place I knew I was most likely going to find that piece of shit. My heart was beating so fast in my chest, and the rage surging through me was like nothing I had ever felt before. But then again, this was my usual reaction whenever anything had to do with that prick, Burkhart. God, I hated him so much. I didn’t know why he couldn’t just leave me the fuck alone. What was his damn problem with me, really? I thought when he moved back to England three years ago, I was finally rid of him, but he hadn’t even been back here in St. Jose for a week and he was already starting shit with me. And this time, he’d gone too fucking far. I hurried around the corner to the side of the arcade where I knew the Miltonians usually hung out. By Miltonians, I meant the students of Milton Academy. Even though the arcade was neutral ground for both schools, that didn’t stop us from marking our own territories. The Miltonians had their domain and so did our school. Years ago, the competition between St. Jose High and Milton Academy was all about academics and sports. But over time, it had turned into a fierce rivalry—where the students pulled silly pranks on each other and a few too many physical altercations, especially between the football teams: The St. Jose Warriors and the Milton Lions. The bad blood ran deep and for good reason. Those morons thought too fucking highly of themselves. I just couldn’t stand them. Self-entitled punks. The first person I spotted was Scott, the Lions’ captain, leaning against one of the arcade machines with a girl wearing a far-too-short mini skirt pressed against him. A little on the side stood Trent, and then next to him, there he was—Sebastian fucking Burkhart. I felt my blood boil even more just by looking at him. He was leaning against a machine, smirking like the arrogant bastard he was. No care whatsoever for what he had just done. I swear to god I was going to kill him. “There you are, you piece of shit!” I growled, storming toward him. Sebastian turned slowly, like he had all the time in the world. That same lazy grin immediately tugged at his mouth as he realized it was me. “Gibson,” he said, mock surprise dripping from his tone. “Didn’t expect to see you here. Shouldn’t you be busy holding Amanda’s hand somewhere or something?” Jasper swore under his breath behind me, but I didn’t care as I lunged forward and shoved him hard in the chest. “Don’t you dare say her name,” I snapped. “You think this is funny? You think screwing with me—screwing with her—makes you what? A man?” Sebastian’s smirk didn’t falter, but his jaw flexed. “Relax, Captain. The girl didn’t seem too bothered when I had her pinned down, to be honest. So yeah Gibson, I’m pretty much a man.” That was it. My fist connected with his jaw before I even realized I’d swung. The sound of the hit echoed through the arcade, and people started turning, whispering, watching. Sebastian wiped his mouth, looking at the smear of blood on his thumb, then back at me with that infuriating half-smile. “Still got that temper, huh? I almost missed it.” His words came out lazy, teasing, but his eyes—his damn eyes—were daring me to swing again. “You think this is a fucking game?” I barked, shoving him back once more. The arcade machine behind him rattled with the impact. “What’s your problem, bro? What the fuck do you actually want from me, man?” Sebastian didn’t say anything as he looked straight into my eyes. Something flashed in his eyes but disappeared as quickly as it came. He shook his head and briefly looked away from me. “You slept with my girlfriend, douchebag!” I gritted out, grabbing him roughly by his collar. “Hey, back off…” Trent launched forward to intervene, but Sebastian waved him off. He didn’t even try to wiggle out of my hold as he stared down at me. “What’s your problem? Do you fucking get off on making my life miserable?” Sebastian shrugged, maddeningly calm. “Maybe you shouldn’t make it so easy.” “Easy?” I laughed bitterly, though it sounded more like a growl. “You went after Amanda, knowing damn well—” “Knowing what?” he cut in, his jaw twitching and eyes narrowing into slits. “That you liked her? Maybe that’s the fucking problem. Maybe that’s why I did what I did. Because you actually fucking like her.” For a heartbeat, I froze. The way he spoke. His tone wasn’t mocking anymore—it was rough, edged, coated with something I couldn’t quite understand. He suddenly looked so pissed for some reason. “What the hell’s that supposed to mean?” I snapped. I shoved him away, harder this time, causing him to stumble when he didn’t say anything but stared at me so intensely I felt a shiver run down my spine. “And you wonder why I didn’t want to be friends with you? You are a dick and just not fucking worth it.” At my words, Sebastian lunged forward and grabbed me by my collar, pulling my face close to his. His nostrils flared, a vein popping on his forehead. “Fuck you, Zaire!” he said through gritted teeth. He rarely used my first name unless things were tense. “I don’t wanna be friends with your sorry ass anyway.” “Oh, I think you do. Or why else are you still hung up on it like a little bitch? Or did the rejection hurt your little feelings that much?” The next thing I felt was pain exploding across my face and warm liquid rushing from my nose. Did that prick just headbutt me? I staggered back, clutching my face as the metallic taste of blood filled my mouth. “You crazy son of a bitch!” I lunged forward and started swinging at Sebastian again. Jasper and Reggie stepped forward too, and so did Sebastian’s friends. We didn’t care if we were outnumbered, but before everything could erupt into full chaos, Mr. Connor’s rough voice boomed through the arcade. “What the hell is going on here!” Everyone froze. Even the music from the machines seemed to fade as every head turned toward him. Mr. Connor stood by the counter, his face red with fury, wiping his hands on a rag as he glared at us. The man was built like a linebacker—short, stocky, and absolutely terrifying when pissed. “Are you kids out of your damn minds?” he barked, stepping closer. “I told you last time—no fights in my place! You wanna throw punches, do it somewhere else!” Jasper grabbed my arm, pulling me back. “Come on, man. Let’s get out of here.” But I couldn’t move. My jaw clenched, and my eyes stayed locked on Sebastian. He wasn’t saying a word. He just stood there, chest rising and falling, a streak of blood on his lip, and those same infuriating grey eyes fixed on me—calm now, too fucking calm for my liking. Mr. Connor pointed at the exit. “Out. All of you. Now!” The Milton guys started moving, but Sebastian didn’t. He stayed there, looking at me like he wanted to say something but chose not to. He wiped the blood from his lip again, then finally turned toward the door. “Yeah, you better walk away,” I spat, voice sharp. He froze, shoulders tense. For a second, I thought he’d turn around, but he didn’t. He just gave a quiet laugh under his breath—the kind that pissed me off even more—and walked out with his friends. The moment they were gone, I exhaled hard. My fists still clenched. My knuckles throbbed like hell. My whole body buzzed with adrenaline and anger—and something else I couldn’t quite pinpoint, all tangled together. Mr. Connor’s voice cut in. “You boys better clean up that mess by the pinball machine before you leave. And Gibson—” his eyes narrowed, “—if I see you or Burkhart starting shit here again, you’re banned. Got it?” I nodded stiffly. “Got it.” When he walked away, I glanced toward the door again. Through the window, I saw Sebastian outside, leaning against Scott’s jeep, lighting a cigarette like nothing had happened. The smoke curled around his face as he blew it out. While I was fuming out of my mind, he looked so fucking calm, and I hated that with every fiber of my being. I clenched my jaw, the urge to go fuck him up again overwhelming, but I held back. For now, I was going to let it go. But he was dead wrong if he thought this was the end of it. Hell no—this was far from over. And I was going to make sure I repaid his favor with far worse than he could ever imagine, even if it was the last thing I did.ZAIRE'S POVI was on top of the world when I arrived at school that morning. I looked like money. I smelt like money. It was just a good fucking day. I had the whole student body going crazy as I walked down the middle of the hallway like I owned the place. I practically spun around with my arms wide open, showing off, before throwing a wink at a group of nerdy girls standing by their lockers.They practically melted, screaming and giggling like they'd just seen their favorite celebrity.I laughed, shaking my head. "Good morning to you too, ladies!"One of them covered her mouth while her friend grabbed her arm, looking like she was about to faint.Damn. I really had that effect on people.I continued walking, adjusting my jacket and occasionally greeting people who called my name."Happy birthday, Zai!""Looking fresh, bro!""Where's the party tonight?"I grinned, pointing at the last guy. "That's classified information, my boy."He laughed.There was no damn party, but I could pr
ZAIRE'S POVI groaned, slowly waking up when I heard my phone ringing on the dressing table beside my bed.I wanted to be fucking annoyed. Who wouldn't? But apparently, when you're in a relationship, you have to accept the fact that they can call you at any hour of the night, even when you're fast asleep.And I already knew who it was. The ringtone, Something Special by Pop Smoke was only set for one person.I reached for my phone, dropped back against the pillow, and placed it against my ear. "Babe?""Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday, dear Zaire. Happy birthday to you!"I smiled, closing my eyes as I listened to him sing. His voice was still rough with sleep, and he wasn't exactly the best singer in the world, but I didn't care."Thank you, baby," I mumbled."You're welcome, birthday boy."I chuckled. "What time is it?""Midnight.""No shit, Sherlock."He laughed. "Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed.""Someone woke me up in the middle of the nigh
ZAIRE'S POVTwo months later..."That brings us to the end of today's session." Dr. Magnus closed the file on his desk and looked at me with a gentle smile. "How are you feeling?"I sighed and leaned back in my chair."Like I'm not carrying the whole fucking world on my shoulders anymore." I shrugged. "Obviously, it's still a work in progress, but I don't feel like crashing out every five seconds. That counts for something, right?"Dr. Magnus chuckled. "It certainly does.""Yeah." I smiled. "Those anger management classes you recommended have actually helped. I'm learning a lot about myself.""I'm glad to hear that, Zaire. And what about your parents? How have things been going with them?"I took a moment to think about it."Well, we've been having family sessions for the past few weeks. They finally got the chance to explain their side of the story, and I got to tell them how I felt about everything.""And how did that go?""Honestly? It wasn't easy." I rubbed the back of my neck. "I
SEBASTIAN'S POVI was sitting on the couch, facing the balcony and staring out at the waves crashing into each other when I noticed Zaire starting to stir. I quickly put my phone down and rushed to his side, almost tripping over the mat on my way.Stupid-ass mat.I caught myself before I could fall flat on my face and turned my attention back to him.Zaire slowly opened his eyes, and I winced at the sight of them. They were red, swollen, and looked painfully sore.My poor baby.He blinked a few times, looking around the room like he couldn't remember where he was. Then his eyes landed on me."Hey," I said softly.He stared at me for a moment before rubbing his face with both hands. "What time is it?"His voice was rough and hoarse, like it hurt just to speak. "Almost noon."His eyes widened slightly as he sat up. "Fuck. I've been sleeping that long?""Yeah. You needed it."He ran a hand through his locs, then looked away from me. He seemed uncomfortable, and I couldn't blame him. The
SEBASTIAN'S POVAfter Zaire fell asleep, I went downstairs to the kitchen to get some water.I opened the fridge, took out a bottle, and drank a few gulps before sitting on one of the stools by the counter. I rested my elbows on the counter and buried my face in my hands.I felt so fucking sad, angry, and frustrated.There was nothing more painful than watching someone you loved suffer and not knowing how to make things better.I hated feeling so helpless. I hated knowing that Zaire was hurting so badly and there was nothing I could do to take that pain away.All I could do was hold him while he cried, and even that didn't feel like enough."Hey."I lifted my head and saw Mom walking toward me. She was wearing a long purple silk robe and a pair of white, fluffy slippers.She came up beside me and draped an arm over my shoulders, gently rubbing my arm."How is he?" she asked.I sighed and leaned into her. "He just fell asleep.""Okay." She gave my shoulder a gentle squeeze. "And how ar
SEBASTIAN'S POV"HA! I FUCKING WON!"Maggie threw her hands into the air, laughing like she'd just won the damn lottery.I stared at the board in disbelief. "You cheated.""Boy, shut your sore-loser ass up," she said, reaching for the bowl of popcorn on the coffee table."I didn't lose. You cheated."Dad burst out laughing from the armchair beside Mom, who was shaking her head with an amused smile."Seb, son, just accept defeat. There's no shame in losing to your sister."I slowly turned toward him. "You literally helped her five minutes ago.""I did no such thing.""You told her to buy that property!""It's called strategy." Dad shrugged, looking far too pleased with himself.I rolled my eyes.This was exactly why I hated playing board games with my family. Nobody ever played fairly, and somehow, I was always the bad guy whenever I called them out on their bullshit.Mom leaned forward and began gathering the pieces. "All right, enough arguing. Who wants another round?""Not me," I sa
ZAIRE'S POVTwo days. Two fucking days had passed, but all I could still think about was him. I tried everything, from practice, gym, and even joining my aunt for her weird-ass meditation sessions, but nothing seemed to work. The more I tried to chase him out of my head, the deeper he crawled in.I
SEBASTIAN’S POVSome old-school country tune poured through the speakers of my Jeep, the mellow beat syncing perfectly with the rhythm of my fingers drumming against the steering wheel. I bobbed my head, singing along with the song. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see the disgust all over my b
ZAIRE’S POV"Coach is going to give us hell again today at practice. I can almost feel it," Reggie groaned, and I could almost see him replaying in his head all the torture we have been going through at practice these past two days."I mean, he's still pissed off about what went down at the bonfire
SEBASTIAN’S POVPresent time….."Gosh, you got it so bad for this guy, ain't you?" Maggie chuckled, scrolling through the pictures on my laptop. "You literally have a folder full of his photos. Oh my god, Seb!""Shut up," I groaned, burying my face into my pillow as I felt the warmth quickly gather







