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Chapter 41: Ruin is my name

Author: Mokhethea
last update publish date: 2026-07-03 22:09:02

ZAIRE'S POV

The silence in the room was unbearable.

I was standing next to the bed, staring at the floor while Sebastian stood a few feet away from me.

Neither of us had spoken for almost five minutes.

We had only been awake for about ten minutes. When we woke up, Sebastian had wrapped his arms around me, pulling me closer to him. It felt amazing waking up next him and every bone in my body was screaming for me to just enjoy the moment. Let myself have this.

But like always, I had to fucki
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