All I could hear inside the car is the sound of his fingers tapping. First of all, ayokong magsalita dahil wala naman akong sasabihing importante. Pangalawa, just like what I said – I’m too embarrassed about what I did. Third, for some reason - I felt like, isang mali iyong pagkikita namin kahit coincidence lang naman ang lahat.I don’t like where this thing is heading to. Especially now that he knows what happened while he was away.“Thank you,” I said pagkatapos ko siyang intayin na makababa. And I regret waiting for him to get out of the car dahil malamig niya akong tiningnan at parang kanina pa pinipigilang magsalita.Isang beses siyang humakbang papalapit sa akin. Nanatiling ganoon ang ekspresyon niya habang nakalagay sa dalawang bulsa ng kanyang pantalong ang kanyang mga kamay. His eyes were becoming darker as it was, seems like mad, and pissed – a combination of those emotions.“You’re unbelievable…” he uttered, much more pissed right now.“What do you mean?” I said, getting
The thing about of your ex is that, no matter how you both broke-up, the fact that he or she still have this effect on you, even if it’s not in a romantic way, it is still an effect.“W-what?” I said stuttering because he’s really fuming mad right now.“What are you doing?” iritadong bungad niya. Nakadugtong ang makapal niyang kilay at naghihintay ng isasagot ko.“Uhh, wala naman akong ginagawa…nakaupo lang naman kanina...” I sad nervously not wanting to add much information.“Really? Just seating there?”“Oo, tapos kausap lang si ano…” tanging nasabi ko at hindi ko na nadugtungan pa. “Anyway, bakit ka umalis doon eh mukhang hindi pa naman tapos iyong palaro?” I tried to change the topic.“Because I am mad,” agap niya. “Anong pinag-usapan n’yong dalawa?” sunod na tanong niya.“Just about life...and some stuffs.” I said. Ni hindi ko nga ma-imagine na first lang naman naming magkita pero nakapag-converse kaagad ng mga ganoong ganap sa life namin which is very unusual. Kasi kapag hindi n
The moment someone dies, the last person whose life was touched by them dies as well. We will clearly hear them, console us, remind us with our memories with them, and live inside our head.They would hope for us to remember all of that behind, and prior to, the cries and pain of mourning for them was also joy, insights, fascination, and sheer of fun, because they’ve lived with us and that they know how important and loved they are.We can’t tell exactly when we are going to lose our happiness, because just like anxiety, it will just trigger your being. That was me right after the happenings that took me out of the world. Right after he left me…for good.I lost my husband.That’s when I realized that it’s finer if I was being cheated, than to prepare a memorial service to your beloved partner. I swear, I look like a wrecking ball. We were happy, we’re about to build a family with two kids, a boy and a girl, that’s our plan.In the first few weeks and months, I got my first real taste o
“Nasaan na ba kayo?!” Usal ko sa telepono matapos kong tawagan si Kaila.“Gurl, sorry tinatamad akong bumangon. I’ll see you later! i-attendance mo ako I love you!” dali-dali nitong saad saka pinatay ang tawag.We are having a fun run right now. Ang aga kong gumising para rito kahit na ayoko naman talagang umattend, kaso nga lang ay may attendance. Pang blackmail ng mga professor sa mga college students ang attendance.After Kaila ended the call. I received the same text from Cha saying the same thing na ako na raw ang bahala sa attendance nilang dalawa.Isa pa sa mga rason kung bakit pinilit ko talagang bumangon ng maaga ay alam kong wala sa mga kaibigan ko ang may balak na umattend ng fun run.Aside from the fact that they are not a morning person, they don’t really do this kind of stuffs, they said it’s so childish daw, fun run is for high school stuffs lang daw at college na raw kami.Ewan ko sa kanilang dalawa kung bakit ganoon ang tingin nila, but that’s their opinion. I mean, w
I wish I knew the things I needed to know when I entered law school so I can be ready at hindi ako mukhang nahihirapan ng sobra ngayon. Kahit ngayon ay culture shock pa rin talaga ako. Like, they have this designations.Every year level kasi have these so called sections. Like, if you're in section A, you are called as a gunner which means a student who raises his hands every class. Kapag sobrang talino or tapang mo naman, sometimes you argued with the professors.Section B were called or labelled as cool kids, who participates mostly on activities. Lastly, section C comes with the students who party the most, in short madaming pera at oras para magwalwal at magwaldas ng pera.I don’t know why I was so fascinated enrolling myself in law school that time. Maybe I was amused about how the court and law works. Sobrang nakakahumaling lang panoorin kapag may defense or any cases, saka feeling ko bagay sa apelyido ko. Like tatawagin akong 'Goodmorning Atty. Pelaez.' It's like music to my e
I woke up so early so I had the time to prepare myself a breakfast kahit 9 am pa naman ang start ng klase ko. Maybe I’ll clean my room and arrange my things accordingly para alam ko agad kung nasaan nakalagay ang mga gamit ko if ever hanapin ko.I know na kapag nandito lang si mama ngayon ay kanina pa nagreklamo ‘yon dahil sobrang disorganize ng mga gamit ko ngayon.Pagkadating ko sa school ay diretso na ako sa building namin. May mga kakilala akong nadadaanan ko kaya hindi ko rin maiwasan na bumati at huminto. That's life anyway. Kapag hindi kasi nabati or pinansin, sasabihin kaagad maarte, snob or galit.I mean, that's how life works right?"Tala! Oh my god kumusta? Inom tayo later sa distrito, G?" sabi ni Sab na ahead ng isang year sa akin. Umiling kaagad ako sa kanya."Pass muna Sab, maraming babasahin." Sabi ko naman. Ayokong mag-aksaya ng panahon sa mga bagay na ganito. Like hindi naman mayaman ang mga magulang ko, sapat lang para ma-enroll ako rito sa law school.I shouldn’t wa
I was in front of my laptop, I already copied the link that Kaila sent to me earlier but I still can’t enter it. Kaya ngayon ay kagat-kagat ko ang kuko ko. I was still hesitating, I mean hindi naman ako inosente sa ganitong bagay but it will be my first time to watch it.My phone vibrated and got a chat from Kaila and Cha in our group chat.Charisse Vista: Ano na sis? Have you watched it already?Kaila Marie Ramirez: Hula ko naghehesitate pa ‘yan. May pagka-banal type pa naman ‘yang kaibigan natin.Me: Mga bwesit kayo, sandali lang naman mga te, first time ko gagawin to.I heaved a sigh, “Bahala na…” I uttered before clicking the search button.Pumikit muna ako sandali saka huminga ulit ng malalim. And when I finally opened my eyes, I swear nataranta ako, lalo na at sabay din na may nag-doorbell, kaya nagkanda-ugaga ako sa pagsara ng laptop.Inis kong binuksan ang pintuan, delivery lang pala ng pagkain na inorder ko. Tinatamad din kasi akong magluto kaya napa-oder na lang ako sa grab.
“Try it with me then…” Paulit-ulit na nagre-replay sa utak ko ang sinabi ni Lexus kahit na kanina pa ako nakauwi sa bahay.Gago?! Bakit parang gusto kong iconsider ang offer niya? Bulong ko sa sarili ko. I didn’t know my curiosity would lead to this. Baka akalain pa no’n ay uhaw ako sa kiss kaya naiisip ‘yong ideyang ‘yon?Napagdesisyunan ko na lang na maglinis ng katawan naghanda na lamang ako ng mga gamit ko bukas at nahiga na.Ritwal ko talaga sa pagtulog sa gabi ay mag-open ng socmed accounts ko. I watched some funny videos in facebook, then I posted a picture of my brewed coffee that I ordered earlier sa Osiris and then posted a tweet in twitter with my usual hashtag.your’star: muntik na akong madala sa pa-try it with me niya. #JunkTerrorLawThat’s what my tweet all about. Then after I posted that tweet, umani kaagad doon ang replied tweet ni Kaila at Cha.wastedtweetofKaila: my gosh sis ah, I feel something fishy about this.Cha_sa’umaga: Hula ko lumalandi na ‘to behind our bac