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“Well, I’d say that that was a raging success… wouldn’t you?” Nigel slumped in his chair, sipping his wine. “Everyone had fun, right?”
Olivia Jameson grinned at Nigel Ramirez. Her personal assistant looked exhausted, and it was mostly because he had spent the previous six days organizing things for the party that evening, including getting the guest-of-honor’s parents into Denver from Angola at no cost whatsoever. Normally, Nigel could have planned this party in two hours flat with one hand tied behind his back and while suffering from a debilitating flu, but this party had been very special.
Seven weeks before, one of Liv’s best friends, Emma Cartwright, had received a stem cell transplant, and now Emma’s chances of fighting off her leukemia had dramatically improved. She wasn’t anywhere near cured yet, but everyone around Emma could finally take a deep breath again. This party at Liv’s house had been to celebrate the success of the transplant, as well as their newfound sense of optimism.
“It was perfect, Nigel,” Liv said. “You hit it out of the park, I promise you.”
“Well, Emma deserved it. And frankly, how can a party go wrong when a significant number of the guests are sexy ex-Rangers?” He sighed. “God, those boys are hot, Liv. Why don’t you have one? Actually – come to think of it – why don’t I have one?”
Liv laughed. No denying that Dean, Dallas, Chris and Jim were smoking hot guys. Tall, broad, muscular, tattooed, they checked almost every box – with the added bonus of being incredibly sweet and smart, too. They had pulled Emma and Liv, and their other good friends Jenny and Kat, through the past few months with Emma’s illness, and it was actually because of their efforts that Emma had received the transplant from a private donor.
“You don’t have one because you have Abe. And I don’t have one because I have more than enough on my plate without bringing a man into it all.”
“Yeah, yeah.” Nigel flapped his hands at her. “OK, let’s clean this place up, doll.”
Liv looked around her spacious living room and glanced over at the kitchen. Jenny and Chris had cleaned up quite a bit since they were taking several things back to Jenny’s restaurant, but there were still towering stacks of dishes on her countertops, and the wine glasses had to be rinsed out and dried by hand. The living room was a wreck, with chairs and tables in the wrong places and paper from Emma’s presents strewn over every surface. The banner Nigel had prepared was still hanging above the fireplace, and there were some platters of food scattered around.
“No, it’s OK,” she said. “I’ll do it all before I go to bed.”
Nigel raised his eyebrows. “Supermodels do not do the dishes, Liv. Supermodels hire people to do the dishes. I can have Carol come over tomorrow morning and clean up.”
Liv shook her head. Her mother had cleaned houses for years to make ends meet after running away from Liv’s abusive father, and Liv was her mother’s daughter. No way was she able to leave dishes unwashed and go to sleep: everything needed to be done before she could get into bed. She may be earning millions and live in a huge house and have graced the cover of every major magazine, but she could still wash a freaking wine glass and move a goddamned chair.
“Go home, Nigel,” she said. “You worked your ass off for the past few days. Leave everything else with me, OK? Get some rest, sleep in tomorrow. I’ll see you on Monday.”
“Really?” he asked.
“Yeah, really. Thanks again, Nigel. It was perfect.”
“My pleasure. Goodnight, doll.” He put on his coat and headed down the stairs and out the front door. She closed it behind him and set the security system before sighing at the pleasure of being home alone. She went back up to the kitchen and poured a half-glass of white wine, gazing out the window while she drank. Slowly, she started to unwind.
Sipping her wine, Liv wandered down the hall to her bedroom and slipped out of her tight dress and towering high heels. She donned a pair of jeans and a loose sweater, then went into her attached bathroom to tie her long auburn hair back. She was a tall, slim woman with large breasts (all natural, at least for now) and curves that had been photographed in hundreds of bikinis and pieces of lingerie, as well as numerous items of clothing by top designers. Olivia Jameson was in demand, she was hot; she was also thirty years old now, and fully aware that her days in the industry were numbered.
She went back to her kitchen and ran hot water into the sink. On a coffee table in the living room her cell phone beeped, indicating that she had received a text.
She dried her hands and picked up the phone, wondering if Nigel had arranged for Carol to come and clean after all. If he had, Liv was cancelling her. No way Liv was ruining her cleaning lady’s Saturday morning. Her Mom had spent many a weekend cleaning up after parties at rich people’s houses, and Liv had always thought that even the woman who scrubbed the toilets was entitled to a day off.
Liv saw that she had received three new messages. She opened the first one, then froze. The text said, ‘HOPE YOU ENJOYED EMMA’S PARTY. WHEN DOES THE BITCH DIE OF CANCER?’
Liv gasped. How does he know about the party? About Emma? Was he – is he watching my house?
She stirred in his arms now, made a soft sound in her throat. He kissed her eyelids and she smiled, opened them up slowly. “Good morning,” Dallas said, his voice husky with emotion.“Hi,” she said. “You were watching me sleep?”“You know it.” He ran his fingers through her hair. “You’re so beautiful, baby.”She searched his eyes, and she saw that he was telling her the truth. Tears slid down her cheeks as the miracle of that truth just washed over her, overwhelmed her with its sweetness.“I love you, Olivia.” He kissed her, then gently wiped the tears with his thumbs. “More than I can ever say.”“I love you too.” Her voice trembled, and he pulled her closer. They lay quietly for a few minutes, just listening to each other breathe, loving the closeness and warmth between them.“Hey,” he said suddenly. “It’s Christmas in a couple of weeks…”She propped herself up on one arm, and gazed at his handsome face. “It is indeed. You got any plans?”“No. Jim and Chris are off back home, and Dea
“Do you – do you blame me for what happened? For what that sick fuck did to you in the conference room, and for the end of your career?”“No.”“But how can you not?” he asked, and she heard the despair in his voice. “Because I only blame one person, and he’s dead. You killed him as he held a knife to my throat and whispered in my ear that he was going to slash it wide open. Greg Wallace did all of this to me, and I know that he was sick and maybe one day I’ll feel pity for him… but right now, I’m angry as hell at him. Only at him.” Her eyes held his. “I know what it cost you to pick up that rifle again, babe, what you risked losing of yourself by doing that. I know how slim the chances were that you were going to make that shot. But you did it anyway, and you saved my life. I love you for that.”“You do?”“Yes. I do.” She got to her feet, and came to him. She stood right in front of him, close enough for him to feel her body heat. “I love you.”Dallas reached for her now, pulled her
Dallas opened his front door and stared in confusion at the woman with long blonde hair standing there. “Hi. Can I help you?”She lowered the scarf covering her face and she smiled. “Hi, Dallas.”He almost reeled backwards in shock. “Olivia,” he said. “What – what are you doing here?”“I want to talk to you,” she said. “Can I come in?”“Uh, sure.” He stepped aside. “Let me take your coat.” He managed to get it off her body without actually touching her.“Thank you.”They stared at each other. Dallas’ eyes took in the bandage on her face and he winced.Your fault, man. All yours.Olivia saw his grimace, and she felt hurt pierce her chest.He thinks you’re so ugly, he can’t even bring himself to look at you.She took off the blonde wig and shook out her hair. “Courtesy of Kat,” she said. “She put on a red one and Jim drove off with her just now. Just in case the press followed us, you know.”His face tightened at the mention of the press. He’d dealt with them in the past, of course, sin
Ten days laterKat stood in the middle of her living room, hands on her hips, staring at Olivia in complete disbelief. She was exasperated and angry, and all those things that she’d been longing to say to Liv for the past week were bubbling away just below the surface. She’d refrained from saying any of them, in deference to Liv’s fragility, but she was doing better now, and Kat felt that the time for a ‘come-to-Jesus’ talk had finally arrived.Jim was next to Kat, and he laid a calming hand on her arm. “Liv,” he said. “I really, really think you’ve got that wrong. In fact, I know you do.”“And I’m really, really sure that I don’t,” Liv shot back. “I don’t care what he says… he actually thinks I’m ugly and repulsive. That’s why he’s so polite and distant every time we talk. That’s why he barely touches me, and won’t look at me when he’s anywhere close to me.”Kat took a deep breath. “He does not think that about you. Dallas thinks that this is all his fault. He promised to protect yo
Dean, Jim and Chris were standing by the elevator when the women stepped off. Kat and Jenny were both supporting Emma, who seemed about ready to collapse. Dean jumped forward, took Emma in his arms.“You OK?” he said. She shook her head, pale and shaken. “Not yet. Where is she?”“They’re stitching her up right now,” Chris said, keeping his voice low, trying to keep them calm. “The doctor said she’d be out in ten minutes with an update.”The women nodded and looked around.“Where’s Dallas?” Kat said.The men looked troubled. “In the waiting room,” Chris said. “He’s – he’s not doing so well.”“He blames himself?” Jenny asked quietly.“Yeah,” Chris said. “Come on, this way.”They all stood in the hallway, staring into the waiting room at Dallas. He was slumped over in a chair, his elbows on his knees, his head in his hands. His huge body looked diminished, somehow, and he was the very picture of despair and helplessness.Jenny would never know what made her do it; all she knew was that
Dallas was on his stomach, his rifle set up and his finger on the trigger, his friends behind him. They were all watching the monitor, the guys in horror, Dallas coolly, reassessing the angle of the curve. Olivia and Greg were standing now, and that actually helped things immeasurably. He ignored the fact that Greg was cutting Olivia’s left cheek; ignored her clear distress. Then he realized that he couldn’t just pretend that she wasn’t there.He knew that this may well be the last time he saw Olivia alive, and he wanted to take one final look, to see how she was in what were possibly her final few seconds. No turning away from her terror, no denying the pain she was in, no hiding from just how badly he’d failed her. If he was going to hate himself for the rest of his fucking life, Dallas had to know for what exactly he was to blame.I am so sorry, sweetheart. I fucked this up so bad.On the monitor, Dallas looked at her, devoured her. Greg had her turned to face the window now and he







