LOGINEliana’s POV
The Grayson Manhattan office building was so sleek and over-designed it looked like a Bond villain’s second home.
Marble everywhere. Mirrors polished to a criminal shine. And enough subtle security to make me feel like I’d accidentally walked onto a CIA black site in heels.
I stood at the reception desk in a navy dress that said “future wife of a billionaire” and not “woman who was planning his elegant murder last night.”
“Miss Rivera,” the assistant said with a polite, practiced smile. “Mr. Grayson is expecting you. They’re already upstairs with the planner.”
Of course they were. He was already here.
Which meant he had the upper hand. Again.
I smiled sweetly and followed her into the elevator, already bracing myself for whatever version of Alexander I’d meet today—The Ice King? The Arrogant Tease? The One I Secretly Fantasized About Despite Hating Him?
We stepped into a bright lounge overlooking Central Park. A massive whiteboard was covered in mock-ups of wedding venues, color palettes, and guest list drafts.
And there he was.
Alexander stood by the windows, looking like he’d stepped out of a Forbes spread. Tailored charcoal suit. No tie. Hands in his pockets. Cold and composed as ever.
The moment he saw me, his eyes dragged over me with that same unbearable calm. The kind that made my skin feel like a battlefield.
“Eliana,” he said.
I gave him a tight smile. “Alexander.”
We were civil. Professional. Possibly homicidal.
The event planner, a sprightly British woman named Camille, clapped her hands as if we were her favorite couple and not a business arrangement wrapped in diamonds and disdain.
“You two are just so chic together,” she beamed. “Very old money meets high fashion—exactly what the media eats up. Shall we begin?”
Alexander gestured for me to sit beside him on the velvet sofa.
I did. Slowly. Carefully. The closer I got, the more aware I became of the heat radiating from his body and the scent of cedarwood and sin clinging to his skin.
Camille flipped through her iPad. “So, engagement party. You mentioned wanting something intimate but high-impact.”
“That’s right,” I said. “Classy but not cold. Exclusive but not obnoxious.”
“Like you,” Alexander murmured.
I didn’t look at him, but I felt the smirk.
Camille laughed. “Oh, I love a couple who teases each other. It’s so real.”
I turned to him slowly. “If he gets any more real, I might just strangle him with a satin napkin.”
“She’s kidding,” Alexander said smoothly, wrapping an arm around the back of the couch behind me. “She’s very into crime podcasts lately.”
Camille giggled. “Adorable. You’re like the couple version of a murder-suicide waiting to happen.”
I blinked. “Thank you?”
We went through catering options, color schemes, and floral arrangements while Alexander occasionally leaned in, just enough for our shoulders to brush. Every time, my breath caught like I hadn’t spent the last ten years perfecting how not to show emotion.
After I move in, I’d have to spend every night with him, so I was clinging to my freedom while it lasted. The prospect of sharing a room, a bed with Alexander was...unnerving.
An unexpected heat ran between my legs.
We were thirty minutes into flower samples and venue mockups, and I was barely hanging on to the thread of the conversation. Camille was talking—something about seasonal peonies or color palettes that wouldn’t “clash with Eliana’s aura,” whatever that meant—but my brain was off the clock.
Because he was sitting beside me.
His thigh brushed mine every time he shifted. His fingers tapped against his knee in slow, thoughtful rhythm, like a countdown to something I couldn’t name. And then there was the heat—just his presence radiated enough heat to fog my concentration.
I remembered the club.
His voice against my neck.The way he looked at me like he already knew what I sounded like falling apart.I tried to shut it down.
But my body had other ideas.
My eyes drifted from the planner’s tablet to his hands. Long fingers. Sharp knuckles. Precise and possessive.
God, those hands.
“...Eliana?” Camille said.
I blinked.
“What?” I asked, a little too quickly.
She tilted her head, confused. “I asked whether you preferred warm neutrals or jewel tones for the ceremony design. You looked a little... lost.”
“Oh,” I said, straightening. “Sorry. I was just thinking.”
Alexander turned slowly toward me, the barest smirk tugging at his mouth.
“I’ll bet you were,” he said under his breath.
I shot him a look. “Don’t start.”
“I didn’t say anything.”
“You didn’t have to.”
His voice dropped, too low for Camille to hear. “Tell me, was it the memory of my hand on your thigh or the way you looked at me like you wanted to kill me and kiss me?”
My stomach flipped. My glare faltered.
He leaned in, his breath teasing the shell of my ear. “You’re not good at hiding your thoughts, darling. Especially when they’re dirty.”
I shoved his leg with my knee—gently, because unfortunately we were pretending to be in love—but he only laughed under his breath and sat back.
Smug bastard.
Camille, oblivious, flipped to a new tab on her iPad. “Now! Let’s look at table arrangements.”
Camille eventually pulled up table arrangement mock-ups. “We also need a few engagement photos for press packets. I was thinking something soft and romantic—maybe candid shots?”
Alexander leaned forward. “We don’t do candid.”
“Maybe we should try,” I said. “Loosen up the death glare a little.”
He arched a brow. “You’re not exactly sunshine and kittens yourself.”
“We can fake it,” I said sweetly. “Like everything else.”
“Oh, I can fake it,” he murmured, low and sharp. “Question is—can you hold a smile for the camera without baring your teeth?”
I turned to him with a smile so bright it could shatter glass. “Try me, darling.”
Camille practically squealed. “This is so exciting. I love chemistry like this. It’s electric.”
I was ninety percent sure she thought we were soulmates.
I was also ninety percent sure I was going to commit a felony with a dessert fork.After the meeting, she gave us a moment to “enjoy the view.” Read: pretend to be in love long enough for her to take a few unofficial behind-the-scenes shots.
Alexander shifted closer.
“Put your hand on my leg,” I muttered without looking at him.
“Is that a request or a challenge?”
“Just do it. Make it look natural.”
His hand slid to my thigh—heavy, warm, slow. Too natural.
I sucked in a breath.
“Relax,” he said near my ear. “We’re supposed to look like we enjoy this.”
“Enjoy is a strong word.”
“I could make it accurate.”
My heart did an awful little flip. “I’d rather you didn’t.”
“And yet,” he said, eyes on mine, “you haven’t told me to move it.”
I hated that he was right. I hated that his touch burned through the silk of my dress like it was skin.
I hated that pretending to be his fiancée made my pulse race like I was actually getting married to him.
I turned toward him, trying to match his game. “Just because I let you touch me doesn’t mean I like it.”
He smiled, slow and lethal. “No. But it does mean you want more.”
I pulled back slightly. “I don’t. Don't get ahead of yourself, were just pretending”
I stood abruptly. “Meeting’s over.”
He followed me to the elevator, amused and unhurried.
“You’re really good at pretending to hate me,” he said once the doors closed.
“That’s because I don’t have to pretend.”
He smiled.
And for the first time, it looked real.
Alexander’s POVThe silence in the car was louder than any argument.Eliana sat pressed against the door like I carried a contagion, eyes fixed on the city lights bleeding through the tinted windows. She didn’t say a word. Not when the driver asked if she was comfortable, not when I told him to raise the divider. Her chin was tilted in that haughty way she always wore when she wanted me to know she was furious but too proud to start the fight.Good. I wanted the fight.Because every second replayed in my head—the sight of her in that final gown, the feel of her leg hooking around my waist, the taste of her mouth under mine before we were interrupted—and it was driving me to the brink of fucking madness.And worse than that? The thought that when she looked in the mirror, flushed and trembling, she wasn’t thinking of me at all. She was thinking of him.Matt.The name alone was enough to make my grip on the armrest turn lethal.By the time we reached the penthouse, my self-control was a
Eliana’s POV Of course, I couldn’t stand him right now. The audacity of Alexander Grayson was unmatched—brooding in his pressed suits, scowling like the world owed him something, and looking at me like I’d committed a personal crime by existing.And now, I had to be trapped in the same boutique with him.Dress testing. My wedding dress testing. Which, thanks to our arrangement, meant he had to sit there and judge every lace, every seam, every illusion neckline the poor stylist pinned to my body.I muttered under my breath as I followed the assistant into the fitting room. “Great. Nothing screams romance like playing dress-up for the man I can barely breathe around without wanting to either strangle him or…”I cut myself off before my thoughts turned inappropriate.The first dress was beautiful. Flowing satin, delicate beadwork. Too much like something out of a princess fantasy. I stepped out, smoothing my hands down the skirt.Alexander’s head lifted slowly from where he sat, legs sp
Alexander’s POV The clink of silverware against porcelain was the only sound in the penthouse dining room.Eliana sat across from me, perfect posture, her hair tucked behind one ear as though she hadn’t a care in the world. Except she did. I could see it in the deliberate way her eyes stayed fixed on her plate instead of meeting mine. She hadn’t so much as glanced in my direction since last night, when I found those damned roses sitting in her room with that pathetic little note from her ex.Matt.Even thinking his name made my jaw flex.I cut into my eggs with more force than necessary, the knife screeching faintly against the china. She didn’t flinch. Didn’t react at all, which only made my irritation spike. The silent treatment. A childish tactic, and one she wasn’t nearly skilled enough to pull off against me.“You always this quiet in the mornings,” I drawled, leaning back in my chair, “or are you practicing for sainthood?”Her fork paused mid-air. Barely. Then she carried on, t
Eliana's POVAfter the holidays, the year seemed to sprint forward without asking me if I was ready. One minute it was Thanksgiving, and the next I was knee-deep in wedding planning, family obligations, and a constant stream of questions I didn’t have the energy to answer.January was supposed to feel like a fresh start. Instead, it felt like standing at the base of a mountain with no way around it, only up.“You sound exhausted,” Katherine’s voice crackled through the speakerphone. She was the only person I could complain to without restraint. “You need a break, Eliana. A proper one. Spa trip, weekend away, something.”I flopped back on my bed, staring up at the ceiling. “You hate spas. You called them overpriced naps the last time I suggested one.”“That’s because I hate them. You, on the other hand, need it. Take Alexander with you. It’ll count as bonding. Isn’t that what couples do?”A laugh slipped out before I could stop it. “Bonding? Katherine, this isn’t a normal relationship.
Alexander's POVThe numbers on the screen blurred.I stared at them until the rows and columns fused into a meaningless haze, the glow of the monitor doing nothing to drown out the memory clawing its way back to the surface.Eliana’s face.Her breathless, flushed skin against mine.The sound she made when I kissed her like I wanted to devour every inch of her.But then she called it a mistake. A mistake?She didn’t need to say it, but I saw the clear desire in her eyes anytime we were together. She wanted this just as much as I do but why does it have to be so complicated? I tightened my grip on the pen in my hand until the metal creaked. Work was supposed to be my anchor, my shield, the place I could bury every distraction until it suffocated. But nothing—not balance sheets, not acquisition reports, not a thousand meetings stacked back-to-back—could erase the image of her arching into me on that hospital bed or the taste of her desire on my tongue that night in Hawaii. I’d almost l
Eliana’s POV The phone rang past midnight.I almost ignored it. Alexander had been on edge all week—calls at ungodly hours, meetings that stretched until dawn, tension in his jaw so tight it looked carved from stone. I figured it was business again, another crisis only a Grayson could solve. But when I picked up and heard Christian’s voice instead of his, my blood ran cold.“Eliana,” he said, clipped, urgent. “Don’t panic. There’s been a small accident. Alexander’s at St. Luke’s Hospital. He’s stable, but you should come.”Stable. Small accident. Words meant to calm, but my chest constricted until it was impossible to breathe. My mind filled in the blanks he didn’t give me—twisted metal, flashing sirens, Alexander’s body sprawled and broken on asphalt.I didn’t remember throwing on a coat or shoving my feet into shoes. Didn’t remember locking the penthouse door. The only thing I remembered was the cab ride, knuckles white on my phone, whispering his name like a prayer I didn’t even b







