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Jake’s [POV]
“Kristen?”
“Yes, sir?” Kristen’s voice came through on my intercom.
“Get me, Natsuo Hattori, on the line.”
“Right away, sir,” she replied.
A few minutes later, I saw a green light flash on my office phone, and I pressed the little button next to it.
“Natsuo?”
“Hello, Mr. Middleton,” Natsuo replied immediately in his thick Japanese accent.
“It’s very nice to hear from you.”
“I wanted to discuss a new contract with you,” I said.
“Hopefully, you can pass this conversation along to your boss. I think it will be mutually beneficial.”
“We are talking with other contractors at the moment, Mr. Middleton,” he replied, sounding reluctant.
“That’s because you haven’t heard our new rates,” I told him, spinning my tone into one I hoped was appealing.
“Trust me, Mr. Hatanaka is going to be interested in hearing about this.”
“I…will see what I can do,” Natsuo said, at last.
“May I make a suggestion?”
“Of course.”
“Convince Mr. Hatanaka to attend the meeting that’s taking place in five days at my corporate office,” I said.
“It shouldn’t be too difficult, considering you are both in California at the moment.” Natsuo paused for a moment.
“How did you know that?”
“I make it my business to know these things,” I replied. He laughed lightly.
“Mr. Hatanaka worked with your company almost a year ago now,” he said.
“He was not so happy with the job that was carried out. But I think…with you…it might be different.”
“Thank you, Natsuo,” I smiled.
“Coming from you, that’s high praise.”
“I shall tell Mr. Hatanaka all about you the Major CEO.”
“Is that what they call me?”
“It is unusual,” Natsuo pointed out, “for a CEO of a major maritime shipping company to have served in the army.”
“It’s my discipline that’s helped me climb so far, so fast,” I said, still trying to market myself to land this contract.
“Be sure to explain to Mr. Hatanaka that he worked with this company before I was at the helm of it. That was the only reason he was unhappy with the partnership. It’s going to be different this time.”
“I shall tell him.”
“And the meeting?”
“I will confirm with your receptionist in two days.”
“Excellent,” I nodded.
“Thank you, Natsuo.”
“Of course, Mr. Middleton,” he said.
“And if all goes well, it will be a pleasure to meet you finally after so many phone conversations.”
“Well then, we’ll have to make sure all goes well, won’t we?” He laughed, sensing my hint.
“I shall do my best,” he said.
“Good day to you, Mr. Middleton.” I hung up and leaned back in my swivel chair.
It had been a long day, and my back was aching, but I still had a meeting to attend across town, and it would take me at least a half hour to get there.
I poured myself a glass of water and sipped it slowly as I checked the time.
It was already six o’clock, and the sun was sending violent rays of orange and red streaking across the sky.
Some days, the view was my only solace. I was just about to get out of my seat when I heard a knock at the door.
“Come in,” I called, wondering if I should change my shirt before I headed to the meeting.
Kristen entered with an apologetic look on her face. When I had first hired the girl three months ago, she had struck me as too timid for the job.
I had expected her to quit after the first week, but oddly enough, she had managed to fit in well.
She was well-organized, efficient, and quick on her feet.
She handled my brusque moods and complicated instructions without complaint and never forced me to repeat myself.
She had been my third receptionist in two months, and I was thankful that she had stayed, if for no other reason than to spare me the irritation of interviewing yet another candidate for the job.
My friends and colleagues, however, assumed I was happy for another reason.
But as I had assured them all repeatedly, Kristen’s looks had nothing to do with it. Yes, she was tall, slim, and pretty, but there was also something about her that unsettled me.
I could never quite put my finger on it. Her long hair was a rich summery auburn that brought out the gold in her hazel-brown eyes.
Her smile was almost shy when it appeared at all, and I had noticed a few weeks ago that she had a dimple on her right cheek, but not on her left.
They were odd observations, and I didn’t trouble myself to analyze them too deeply.
I just needed her to get the work done and get it done well.
Still, now and again, I found myself wondering what exactly it was that I found so unsettling about Kristen.
It nagged at the back of my mind, but I never allowed myself enough time to dwell on it long enough to figure out what it was.
“I’m sorry to disturb you, sir,” she said.
She was wearing a dark pencil skirt, a white collared shirt with roll-up arm cuffs, and black heels that were exceptionally sensible.
She had tied up her hair into a knot at the back of her head so I could see the heart shape of her face.
Again, I felt that familiar little nagging that told me I was missing something obvious, but I pushed it aside and gestured for her to come in.
“You’re not disturbing me,” I said.
“I just finished my call. What’s the problem?”
“Uh…your babysitter is on line two,” she told me.
“She asked to speak to you.” Slightly annoyed, I nodded.
“Thank you, Kristen,” I said.
“I’ll speak to her now.” Kristen backed out of the office immediately and closed the door behind her.
I picked up the phone and accepted the call on line two.
“Janet?”
“Hi, Mr. Middleton,” Janet’s nasal voice spoke from the other line.
“I was just calling to ask if you were on your way?” I frowned.
“On my way where?” “Home, of course.” I checked my watch again. “It’s six o’clock.” “Um…six-twenty now, actually,” she replied. “I won’t be home for another couple of hours, Janet,” I said.
Kristen’s [POV]I sighed with relief as I entered my shoebox apartment. It was nice to be back home after a long day of work.I hadn't seen Jake very much over the last few days because he was busy ferrying Noah around, having yet to find the right babysitter.So, he was mostly just working from home. I got about fourteen emails from him daily, but they were always polite and strictly professional.It wasn't like he was ignoring the fact that we had slept together, however. He generally called me in the evenings once he had put Noah to bed.It was always a five-minute conversation about general things, but I knew the real purpose was to show me he wasn't turning back into a jackass.I appreciated the effort I knew how difficult it must have been for him to juggle work and fatherhood.To help him, I had done some research during my lunch break and put together a list of babysitters in the area
Jake’s [POV]Déjà vu. That’s what it felt like as I turned underneath my warm sheets as little rays of sunlight peeping through the cracks in the blinds. I was still groggy, just coming out of a heavy sleep, but I couldn’t bring myself to think because there was this feeling that engulfed me. Everything was perfect. I could feel the blissful contentment that came with knowing everything in your world was in perfect order. I could feel her next to me, and the feel of her body curved in next to mine was heaven.We didn’t have any place to be because this was our honeymoon and neither one of us had to report anywhere. We were back home, and even though it was only for a week, it was enough.I would wrap my arms around her and kiss her awake. She would turn in my arms and laugh, and then we would wrestle and play until our play turned into lovemaking that finished with
Kristen’s [POV]There were still a few tears glistening on his eyelashes. He was a beautiful man, and there was something intensely attractive about how vulnerable he was allowing himself to be in front of me. All I wanted to do was make him feel better. All I wanted to do was soothe him, body and soul.Even his apology cut through me. I could tell he was sincere, and I could tell it was the broken man inside of him that had caused him to lash out and turn away from me. Hurt as I had been, I could understand where that had come from now, and I forgave him readily.I stared at his perfect blue eyes, hollowed in with emotion. He was trying to sort out all the complicated feelings he had been avoiding all this time, and I could imagine how hard that was. A part of me knew that getting deeper into this with Jake was just leading up to heartbreak in the future, but how could I turn away from him now? Maybe this was the reason I had moved here to San Diego. Maybe I had come here to save Jak
Jake’s [POV]It had been an exhausting day, and I was grateful that Kristen had offered to look after Noah. I couldn’t imagine sitting through all those meetings with a four-year-old in tow. I arrived at my apartment building and pulled into my usual spot. I had just unbuckled my seatbelt when a call came in. I looked down and saw that it was my aunt. It had been a while since I’d last spoken to her, and I didn’t want to miss her call.“Hey, Aunt Margo,” I said.“Jacob,” she said, using my full name as she always did. “You’ve forgotten me.”I smiled. “I’m sorry, Aunt Margo,” I said apologetically. “I should have called you.”“I haven’t seen you and your boy in over a year.”“That can’t be,” I said, frowning to remember when we’d last visited her.“One year and three months exactly,” she continued. “Noah wasn’t even three at the time.”“Wow,” I said, amazed by how much time had passed. “Has it been that long?”“When are you coming to visit me?”I sighed. “I don’t know, Aunt Margo… I ca
Kristen’s [POV] “I’m handing in my two weeks’ notice,” I said as I sipped my lemonade. “What?” Melody asked, gawking at me over her plate of linguini. “It’s been two weeks now, and things still haven’t thawed out between us. I mean, he talks to me, and he’s polite; it’s not like it was the first time he freaked out, but still… He didn’t even acknowledge what happened that night. Nor does he talk to me with any sense of familiarity. It’s like we’ve gone back to being strangers. Except that we’re not strangers not anymore.” “You sound hurt.” “I am hurt,” I admitted. “We had a connection at dinner, Mel; if I'm honest, we had a connection long before that. He was the one who asked me out in the first place. He initiated dinner, and he picked me up, and things were going great until we sat down at the restaurant. Then we started talking, and things seemed to be going well, and then… He just blanked.” “Blanked?” Melody repeated. “It was like he wasn’t even there for a second,” I sai
Jake’s [POV]“Daddy,” Noah asked, staring up at me as I applied some aftershave in the bathroom. “Where are you going?”I paused for a moment, wondering what I should tell him. I decided the safest bet would be to blame it on work. It was the reason he was most accustomed to hearing, and I wasn’t even sure if Noah would be aware of the practice of dating. I knew I certainly didn’t want to have to explain it to him.“I have a work dinner, buddy,” I replied, ruffling his hair with my hand.“You look different than when you’re going to work,” he said observantly.He was right about that. Usually, I wore suits, blazers, or collared, long-sleeved dress shirts with dark pants. Today, I was wearing dark jeans with a laid-back, dressed-down shirt that made me feel more like myself. Or more specifically, it made me feel like the man I had been in the early days of my military career, around the time I had met and fallen in love with Daphne.“You’re right,” I said. “I do look a little different







