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Peter's walking his way towards the music room of his school. Steps are heavy, hair's messy, eyebrows are knitted and cheeks are puffed. Whoever took a glance at him will say that he's not in the mood.
Who would be happy waking up realizing that you slept while leaning on the wall of your apartment? His neck and back's sore because of the position he took while sleeping. It was unintentional, okay? He wasn't really planning on sleeping like that. He wasn't even planning on sleeping at all.
Peter let out a deep sigh before he pushed the door open and walked inside. His co-members who are already there, actually waiting for him greeted him.
"Peter! Wow, you look awful..." the girl who comes by the name Pepper said. She's holding a paper and a pen, probably making her assignment for her next class just like what she always do. She's the secretary too.
"Dude you okay?" Dave commented that gained a chuckle from the other members who are listening. Dave's boyish grin showed up which was really attractive but appeared irritating for Peter.
"Spare me the comments, I'm not in the mood," Peter groaned. He put down his bag on a vacant chair before walking to the small platform, holding his own guitar.
"Why?" Rave asked curiously. Rave's the closest to Peter. A silent type just like him and the one who really understands and knows about him. He's his bestfriend.
"I woke up at the wrong side of the bed. Literally."
Rave chuckled and shook his head after hearing the answer of his poor friend.
Peter started to connect wires on his guitar. They’ll start their practice any moment now. They're busy practicing for the upcoming stakeholders' day. They'll be performing for the night band program and for sure there'll be so much people since it'll be an open house. Just by the thought of it, Peter can feel his legs weakening.
"Guys, let's start?"
Everyone went to their positions. Rave's the drummer of the band, Dave's the main vocalist, Train's assigned on the keyboard and also the back-up vocal, and lastly, Peter's the guitarist of the band. They're not really an official band, they're like a group, formed just for this occasion.
The whole place was filled with the sound of instruments and the good singing voice Dave had. Some members are listening in awe as to how good the boys are. The girls would surely swoon once they see the performance and how good looking the performers are.
After practicing the chosen songs, fixing some errors and trying new renders, the practice finished. Peter immediately grabbed his guitar, put it inside the case and sling it on his shoulder.
"Let's go grab some lunch," Rave invited.
Peter nodded his head and then both of them got out. They found themselves sitting on a nearby convenience store, ordering some packed lunch, a drink and some sweets.
"How's your new apartment?" Rave asked in the middle of eating.
Peter swallowed his food before answering.
"It was okay, so far," he answered in a monotone voice.
"And the neighbours?"
Peter stopped for a while. He tried remembering how's his neighbours but ended up with nothing. He hadn't met any of the people living beside his room or near it. How could he met them if he's not going out and is socially awkward? He's not good at conversing with strangers and most of all not good at approaching them.
"I haven't met any of them but I bet they're good. The walls are thin but they're not really noisy. I don't know, I haven’t been there for a week after all."
Rave nodded his head at Peter before shaking it with a chuckle. He's really fond of his friend being all honest to him.
Peter might not be a talker and more of a listener. He might look cold despite of those brown orbs expressing innocence the guy possess. However, once you looked at it thoroughly, you'll never expect to see so much pain inside of it.
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After class finished, Peter quickly went home with Rave giving him a lift to his new apartment. His apartment’s far from Rave’s so the latter wanted to visit just to also check the security of the place.
They were just silently walking towards Peter's room. When they were near on Peter’s room, the door besides Peter’s apartment opened. A man, sipping a box of milk drink, stepped out and immediately noticed Peter and Rave.
"Hey," the man greeted, slightly taken aback with the new faces.
Peter was silent, secretly panicking on how to reply with the simple greeting from his neighbour.
"Hey, good afternoon," Rave greeted, realizing that his friend's not good at conversing. "I'm Rave and this is my friend Peter," Rave reached his hand for a shake.
"I'm West," West said as they shook hands. After, he then reached out his hand on Peter which the latter hesitantly received.
He's blushing. West thought when he touched hands with Peter.
Peter immediately pulled his hand back and lightly pulled the hem of Rave’s shirt. Rave automatically understand the meaning of the gesture so he excused themselves to the man.
"We're going in. We still need to finish some things but it's nice meeting you," Rave politely excused with a smile.
"Sure. It's my pleasure to meet the both of you too. Let's hang out sometimes," West replied with an enthusiastic smile. Peter couldn't help himself but to admire at how bright and warm West's smile is. He looks like a carefree person with no problem at all, that's what Peter thought.
With a good and nice goodbye, the both party parted ways. Rave and Peter went inside the apartment first while West was left on his way outside. He jerked his head on the door beside his room and remembered the blushing boy who looks really cute for him.
He shook his head.
Damn, what am I thinking?
He continued walking out, thinking if who among the two was the one singing last night. It could be the first man whose name's Rave. He had a cold and whole voice, which added to the possibility.
But it could also be Peter—the shorter guy—since he had a guitar with him. But who knows? West couldn't find answers to himself so he washed the thought for the meantime.
02Peter's currently sitting on his bed while reading a book. He's entertaining himself at the same time thinking if he should follow Rave's opinion."Go try befriending him. He looks like a good guy."Peter sighed at that.He really do but good guys scares me, Peter thought. He's not really into befriending with good guys since he knew that he can't return the treatment. He's not rude and he's not good—he's in the middle, as what he presumed. He's not interested with the rude ones either, in short, he's not befriending with anyone just for the sake of bond or entertainment.Rave's enough for him to count as a friend which he really can trust, who knows him well and who he knows well too. The others are counted as acquaintances, colleagues or something that's not close to being a friend.Peter was disrupted by his analytical thinking when he heard footsteps from the other side of the wall. His ears twitched, alarmed at
03"T-Thank you," said Peter."Are you sure you're alright? You look pale," West asked worrying about the boy's well-being.He must be shock."Yeah," Peter whispered."Are you going home?"Peter nodded."Nice! Let's walk home together! I’m also on my way home," West suggested with the wide smile on his face. Peter was caught by his smile and it was so warm and light that he couldn't say no that might wash the smile of West's lips away.In the end, Peter nodded.Both of them walked side by side on their way home. At the middle of walking, West pulled Peter on the other side as they exchange places. He put the smaller boy on the safe side so that what happened a while ago won't happen again.That realization, that small gesture of West made Peter blush. It was his first time that someone did that to him."I went to the music club a while ago. I was hoping to see you there," West started a conversat
04The scene's familiar. A night with deafening silence, cold room and dogs howling from a distance—nothing, different. That includes West, laying on his bed. Tired. Exhausted. Drained.He flinched that cause him to open his eyes when he was about to fell on his deep slumber. He's too tired, it is seen on his face. Pale skin, dark bags under his eyes and his slow movements.West heaved a deep sigh before he sat on his bed, leaning on the headboard. He reached for his phone at the side. His eyes squinted because of the light but then immediately adjusted. He scanned through his contacts and stopped at the specific name.Peter.He got Peter's number few days ago while they're walking their way home. He gathered all his courage to ask for it with the thought that Peter might not give it. But in the end he gave his number without asking as to why.Without much thought, he composed a message. It's past 12 midnight, even if he thought
05Peter didn't think twice and just agreed. They continued walking until they halted on a small diner beside the road. They went inside and sat on the empty table. The place was not crowded but not near empty either. Just enough to keep the place busy and lively."I like their palabok here," ani West kay Peter. "You should try it too," he added.Peter just got done placing the guitar on his side and his bag. He just nodded at West in agreement.West ordered two serves ofpalabokand a drink for Peter. The service was fast as the food already arrived in front of them, still hot."Eat well," said West as he started eating. He closed his eyes on satisfaction. He then raised his head to see Peter. He watched the smaller boy used the fork to grab a mouthful of food before putting it inside his mouth. Peter halted as the taste burst inside his mouth. West swear that he could see Peter's eyes sparking animatedly. That made him s
06Saturday came and just like planned, Peter went to West's room. He wore his usual attire— a sweater paired with his jeans. Even when West's room is literally next door, he still wanted to dress properly. While changing a while ago, all he could think was his appearance.Am I overdress?How do I look like?Why am I being conscious?In the end he chose to wear what he usually wear. It's comfortable and kind of suit him.Back to present, Peter's currently sitting on the floor at the end of the bed waiting for West to return. The latter excused himself a while ago to buy a drink. A milk drink in particular dahil naubusan daw ito.Peter scanned his eyes on the room. The place is neatly organized. You can't see any thing that seems odd or doesn't belong to the place. Everything coordinates to each other which put Peter into thinking.The first time he took a peek on West's room was when he shared his
07Tomorrow after that day, Peter went back to West's room. He's standing in front of the door, waiting for West to open it. His guitar's on his back as he's patiently waiting for the man. Few seconds after, the door opened, revealing West who's neatly prepared.West's wearing a black pair of jeans and a blue hoodie jacket. He has a black backpack resting on his right shoulder."Let's go?" West called Peter. Petter nodded at him then stepped back to give West the time to lock his room.They're planning to practice not inside the apartment but on somewhere else. It's actually seven in the evening— the time West preferred. Peter didn’t disagree because he doesn’t have early class tomorrow. He also believes that they won’t stay late to wherever West is taking him."Where are we actually heading?" Peter had the courage to ask when they're already inside a taxi."To a nice place. It's a surprise," West answered cheekily.
08After practicing for one week with West, Peter decided to talk to Pepper to inform her his decision. They’re inside the music room preparing for the practice later."Pepper," Peter called the girl. Pepper turns to him and walks toward him."Ano 'yon Pete?" Pepper asked."About the p-performance. I’ll...do the solo." Pepper gasped at Peter's words."Really?! I saved a spot for you, you know! Good thing that you changed your mind!” she exclaimed. “Just practice hard Pete. I can't wait to see you perform!"Peter answered with a nod before he returned to his place where he's preparing his guitar. He’s at the middle of what’s he doing when his friend—Rave went towards him."You're doing it?" asked Rave, talking about the performance.Peter turned to him and nodded. "I guess I can do it," he said in monotone.Rave's aware of Peter's fright. He's not pushing his friend to do it becau
09The class ended. Peter went to the band practice. His mind was so occupied with West that he didn't realize Rave was being extra quiet. Rave on the other side just shrugged it off, silently accepting the pain.When the practice ended, Peter went out. At least he waved his goodbye to his bestfriend before he walked away.Peter walked towards the exit gate. He’s thinking of so many things such as: will he see West? Will he finally see West outside waiting for him? Though impossible because he hadn’t received a message from West saying that he’s going home. But still, Peter can't help but to hope that he'll see West at the exit, waiting for him just like before.I wanted to see him...Peter was not focusing on the path he was walking. He’s looking down and spacing out. When he’s almost near the gate, someone accidentally bumped into him causing him to fall on the cemented ground and gain a scratch on his palm