Chapter 19: Divorce

Lucas

It’s been a month since after what happened, I still have not been able to erase the memory of that night from my head, somehow I regret that that night happened and somehow I don't regret it.

But I find it hard to concentrate on work these days and it’s crazy especially when Becky is no longer talking to me, I want so much to tell myself that I’m happy and it's what I’ve been wanting for a long time for her to stop talking to me but the more I try to convince myself the harder it becomes cause I know deep down in my heart that I’m confused about so many new feelings that I’m experiencing..

I was still in thought when my office door clicked open and Benita walked in,

“Babe…” She called happily as she ran to hug me, but for some reason I no longer felt the same happiness and craving I used to feel whenever I missed her

“Babe what's wrong?” She asked and sat on my lap as she cupped my face,

“Nothing” I forced a smile

“Why do I feel like you're not happy to see me?”

“Why would you