Chapter 24 Get back to fit

Lucas

I hate my life, hell! I feel like dying, these days all I do is lock myself up in a room and count my mistakes over and over again wishing there is a way I can turn back the hands of time or even rewind time so I couldn't have made the terrible mistake that has cost me everything,

I have lost the zeal to live again, to me it feels like I’ve lost everything, my whole life has crumbled before me and I can't even do anything about it, being in my room is the only place I want to be right now, I can't stop hating myself for all I did to Becky, I feel like I deserve everything that's happening to me,

All because of Benita I lost Becky, how could Benita cheat on me, why would she waste my time and deceive me that she love me only for me to realize she's in a relationship with her boss, why would she fool me just because she wanted to destroy Becky’s happiness, she knew she never loved me and she still came to me, she used me in destroying my marriage and I was such a fool to have f