Chapter 18 Her mind is made up

Becky

I don't understand what Lucas really wants why is he calling me names like it's my fault, the fact that he mistook me for his mysterious lover doesn't mean I’m disgusting, yesterday I clearly saw he wanted it, and I couldn't say no either, not when I’ve been craving for his touch since the two years of our marriage,

He didn't even consider how he hurt me last night and all the first he used on me but the only thing he had to say to me was that I was disgusting, my leg was hurting so bad that I cannot even walk even if I wanted to. I stood up from the ground as I laid back on the bed, I will rest here till he leaves for his office, I need to soak my body in hot water cause right now all my body is in pain,

Minutes later the bathroom door clicked open and he walked out, I dare not look at him or he will find something to say to me or a way to call me names, I turned toward the other side of the bed and pretended like I was sleeping, I kept hearing his movement in room as he run