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Maya’s POV Finn steps in beside me, without Celeste, his fiancée. Still, I look out for her, amidst the roaring of blood loud against my ears. The elevator doors slide shut, and at once, I am so aware of the man I was madly in love with. My back presses against the cool railing, and I try to pretend to breathe normally, taking it slow. I pretend like my pulse isn’t thundering through my ears. Finn stands next to me, like six years haven’t changed a thing. His cologne is sharper than I remember, but still the same. Smoke and cedar, laced with a note that makes my throat ache. The one I personally picked out for him. He still hasn’t changed it. His eyes remain glued to the doors, and a loud silence stretches between us, so loud that it makes me move uneasily on the spot. His eyes watch mine closely, from our reflection on the steel walls. I swallow, feeling my heart trying to claw its way out. Finally, just when I think I cannot take one more minute of this silence, he turns. “You’ve got nerve,” he begins, his voice edged with ice. “Walking back in here like nothing happened.” I swallow again, keeping my tone neutral. “Nothing happened, Finn. And I am here to do my job. That is all this is.” His laugh is humourless and short. “Your job, right? Was that what that night was about? You left without a word. I was in a hospital bed undergoing surgery, Maya. Have you always been such a horrible person?” “Finn…” There is so much more that he has no idea of. So much more that I can’t tell him. “Does Tara know?” I shake my head. “You shouldn’t have come to Chicago, Maya,” he murmurs, leaning away from the wall. “The funny thing about ghosts is that they always come back to finish what they started.” My forehead scrunches in confusion. “I am… I don’t…” The elevator dings, and the doors slide open. Finn steps out first, disappearing behind a wall without as much as a glance back. I rush out to follow Finn. I have to warn him not to tell Tara anything. She was explicit about her rule that I must not have had any history with the players. If she gets to know that I dated Finn all those years back, or worse, that I have a son for him, my job here at the arena is going to be gone in the blink of an eye. “Finn!” I call desperately, trying to catch up with him. But suddenly, Tara appears out of nowhere, a frown settling on her face as she stops me in my tracks. She looks from Finn’s retreating figure to my dishevelled self, my breath coming out in pants. “What was that about?” My lips open, and then I swallow immediately. “Nothing, I …” “Finn was just being a jerk,” Jax says from behind me, and I release a breath I didn’t know I was holding. “Maya was trying to speak with him about his schedule, and he wasn’t exactly responsive. You know how he has gotten since he got engaged to Celeste. He acts like he is the boss around here.” “He does not,” Tara counters, then narrows her eyes in our direction. “Remember the rules, Maya. One wrong step and you are out. I am not going to tell with a mess like the last time.” “Of course,” I answer in a clipped tone. Tara pulls away from me, and I turn to Jax. He winks at me, just as Tara stops in her tracks and whips her head around. “There’s another meeting, Maya. In my office. Right now.” “Good luck,” Jax whispers, already pulling away. “And you too, Jax.” He stops. “Me?” “My office.” We walk in together, eyeing the number of chairs that have been moved in. “Sit,” Tara instructs, her eyes flicking to me for a brief second before she walks to her desk, turning on her laptop. Finn is here as well, along with Celeste, so I make it a point to sink into the farthest chair and just hope he says nothing about us. Celeste offers me a disdainful smirk, like she has a personal beef with me or something. Before I can take in one more breath, the door barges open and an older man strides in, all silver hair, sharp jaw, and cold eyes. I place the resemblance immediately. He has to be Celeste’s father. That makes him Mr. Hale, the largest shareholder of the Northline Sports Agency. The room shifts with his dominance. I can tell that Jax isn’t exactly a fan of how he scoots away. “Ticket sales are down,” he announces without sitting. “And the Mercers are trying to bleed us try. Very soon, they will start poaching our players. I assume they are already making plans to reach out to Jax. They might try for Finn, but he is engaged to Celeste, which ties down his loyalty to us.” Does he always do this? Speak about people as if they are not in the same room as him? I risk a glance at Finn. A muscle twitches in his jaw. He doesn’t like this either. “We need to fix this.” All heads turn to Jax, who is sitting at the far end of the room like none of this has anything to do with him. He raises his head when he sees Mr. Hale watching him too, and then a smirk stretches on his face. “Good morning to you, too, Uncle Elliot,” he drawls. “Sleep well?” So Jax is Mr. Hale’s nephew. Interesting. That makes Celeste his cousin. Is this a family-owned business? Elliot ignores his carefully intended jab. “The rumors about you being on drugs end now, Jax. I don’t care if they are true or false. Perception is everything, and right now, we are being burned by the flames of that rumor. Not to mention your reputation for being a heartbreaker.” Jax leans back in his chair, bringing one foot across the other. “This isn’t as hard as you make it sound, Uncle. I can charm my way through a press conference, like you have always made me do. Problem solved. Easy, right?” It feels like there is a family problem somewhere in there, and I shouldn’t be here, listening to all of this. Tara clears her throat noisily, interfering in the brooding war. “You have been charming your way through all this while, Jax. And the gossip columns are still full of your name. We need something bigger.” Silence falls over the room, sliced through at intervals by Elliot’s impatient feet as he paces the length of the space. Then Tara’s eyes strayed, straight to me. “Maya,” she chirps suddenly, a mischievous glint shining through her eyes. “You are new. Unknown in Chicago. Perfect!” I frown. “Perfect for what?” “I have an idea,” she breathes as her red lips curve. “Why don’t we run a fake dating campaign?”Chapter TwelveMaya's POVAt 4 PM, Lina abandons her usual duties and helps me into the black velvet gown.Eva's gown.The one I have to return in perfect condition or we're both screwed.I turn slowly in front of my mirror, taking in my reflection.The waist is snatched so tight I can barely breathe. The off-shoulder neckline sits lower than I'd like. Not revealing, exactly, but close. The train pools around my legs like dark water. One wrong step and I'll face-plant in front of Chicago's elite.Perfect."You look..." Lina gasps behind me."I look what?" I glance at her in the mirror, smiling slightly. "Come on. Say it.""Alright." She reaches for the zipper and pulls it up the rest of the way. "You look good."I give her a pointed look. "Are you joking with me? Be serious, Lina.""I am serious!" She giggles. "Just make sure nothing happens to it, or…""We're both screwed." I finish her sentence. "I've got this. Don't worry."I pair the dress with silver earrings. Knockoffs, but they
Chapter ElevenMaya's POVThe closet door swings open.I step out slowly, one foot at a time, like I'm walking through a minefield. Heat crawls up my neck. My face is burning.This is mortifying.Jax stands in the hallway, arms crossed. His eyes meet mine first, then slide past me to where Finn is emerging from the closet behind me.Finn doesn't flinch. Just stares back at Jax, jaw set, shoulders squared."What's going on here?" Jax's voice is calm. Too calm. "Everything okay?""Fine." The word comes out too fast. Too high. "Everything's fine."Jax's eyes narrow slightly. "I told you to stay away from my girl."He's looking at Finn now. The air between them crackles.Finn scoffs. He brushes past us without another word. "We're done here."Jax watches him disappear around the corner. He doesn't move until Finn's completely out of sight.Then he looks at me."What was that about, Maya?""What? You mean Finn?" I force a laugh. It sounds hollow. "He just wanted to discuss the PR strategy.
Chapter TenMaya's POVFinn pulls me into the service closet before I can react.The door clicks shut behind us, and suddenly we're surrounded by darkness. The smell of cleaning supplies burns my nose. A mop handle digs into my shoulder blade.I yank my hand away from his grip. "What is wrong with you?""We need to talk.""In a closet?" My voice comes out louder than I intended. I force it down to a harsh whisper. "What do you think people will say if they see this? You're ruining everything for me."“I don't have to be involved with you. Do you hear me? Don't you understand?Tara made it clear that…”"I don't care." His voice is too close. Too rough. "Let them say whatever they want."I can feel his breath on my face. Hot. Unsteady.The space is impossibly small. Maybe three feet wide. Our bodies are inches apart, and every time I try to step back, I hit a shelf or a bucket or the damn wall."Finn, this is insane…""I need to hear the truth, Maya.""What truth?" I push at his chest,
Chapter NineMaya's POVI couldn't sleep at night. I am anxious about how bad things could get if Ray happens to know where i live.It felt like i was standing guard for Leo, while he slept.It wasn't a nice experience. My eyelids feel very heavy, and i find myself dozing off every minute. I suddenly wished for Leo to grow up quickly. If he was bigger, we would have taken turns.The stress is on another level.I finally fall face down on my bed by 1 PM.That is when i felt less threatened. And exhaustion has won me over.I shouldn't be going to bed by this time. I'll wake up disoriented in the morning.And I have to show up early at practice at the agency tomorrow.The practice rink smells like ice and sweat and too many bodies crammed into one space.I walk in slowly, gripping my clipboard like it's the only thing keeping me upright. Reporters line the walls, cameras already raised. Of course they're here. They're always here now.The practice session today could get messy if I'm not
Chapter EightMaya's POV"You can head home early today."I look up from my desk. Tara stands in the doorway of her office, tablet in hand, looking almost... pleased?"Really?""You've earned it." She taps the screen. "Keep doing what you're doing with Jax. We're getting the exact response we need."I nod, not trusting myself to speak.The second she disappears back into her office, I grab my bag and practically sprint for the elevator. I don't want to run into Celeste. Or Jax. Or,God forbid—Finn.The doors close, and I finally exhale.Lina's surprised when I walk through the door at three in the afternoon."You're home early!" She's folding laundry on the couch, one of Leo's dinosaur shirts in her hands."Tara gave me the rest of the day off." I drop my bag by the door. "You can go. I've got it from here.""You sure?" She glances toward Leo's room, where I can hear the faint sounds of him talking to himself—probably narrating some elaborate adventure with his toys."Positive. You des
Chapter SevenMaya's POVTen steps. Twenty. Thirty.I count each step as I walk into the agency, like the numbers can shield me from what's coming. By the time I reach forty, I know it's not working. I wanted to feel safe and let my guard down.But eyes follow me down the hallway. A woman from the accounting department.Sarah? Sandra?watches me pass, her lips curled into a smirk. Two guys from the marketing department lean against the wall, whispering. One of them doesn't even try to hide his stare. Like I've commited the worst crime and they are about to throw me to the dogs.I glance down at my pants. There’s no terrible stain. Nothing out of place.So why do I feel like I'm walking naked through a firing squad?The whispers start behind me. Soft at first, then louder. I can't make out the words,I wish i could. But I catch the tone. Judgment,Amusement,Speculation.My face burns. I walk faster.Don't react. Don't give them anything.I'm about to turn the corner toward my desk when a







