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Maya’s POV “A what?” “It is actually a great idea,” Tara beams, hitting her palms together. “We will pair you with Jax. Make him look committed. Settled. What do you think? I can already imagine what people will say. The girlfriend with a clean reputation who tames the bad boy.” A scoff comes from Finn, and for a slight second, I actually think he is going to say something. For someone who has a larger problem in front of her, I sure am focusing on the wrong thing. Heat rushes to my face as I scoot to the edge of my seat. “I can’t… I don’t think…” “It’s brilliant,” Elliot mutters, cutting me off. His gaze sweeps over me, already deciding. “She is pretty enough to be an arm candy for Jax, and it works in our favour that she isn’t famous. Let’s do it.” I look at Jax with my panic in my eyes. Why isn’t he saying anything? As if on cue, he perks up, his grin slowly widening. “Wait a minute. I get to fake date the new PR girl? Interesting. Suddenly, I am a huge fan of this plan.” He leans in his seat and sends a wink my way. Oh no! Celeste chuckles, her hair bobbing with every moment. I, on the other hand, just sit frozen, confused at what is going on. Didn’t I resume only a few hours ago? How has so much happened in such little time? “This isn’t what I was hired for. Shouldn’t I have a say in this?” I murmur, my tongue finally deciding to work. My voice comes out calmer than I feel inside. “I came here as a PR specialist, not….” “You will be doing your job,” Tara mutters, her stoic expression directed my way. “We need Jax’s reputation smoothed out, and that is exactly what you will be doing as his fake girlfriend. You will just be going a little out of the script, but then again, don’t we all?” “Tara…” “Your professionalism is exactly what we need. It is like Celeste and Finn here. Celeste is a member of the board, and Finn is a player. The only difference is that theirs is real and yours isn’t. The story will spread, and we will control the narrative.” “As long as you keep your legs closed and your panties to yourself,” Celeste adds, having the most fun from this. “We all know Jax can be a little….erm, what’s the world? Hot. But don’t fall for his charms, please.” “And don’t argue,” Elliot adds, sealing the conversation. I see where Celeste takes her attitude from. Across the table, I meet Finn staring at me. He hasn’t spoken since Elliot walked in, but he doesn’t need to. I can tell all that he feels from how his jaw is tight and how his hands are clenched on the table. He locks eyes with me, glaring like I just committed a crime in front of him. Pulling my gaze away from him, I turn back to the room. “I…I don’t think this is appropriate.” “It’s not a request, Miss Cole,” Elliot snaps. “The only alternative you have is to walk out of this building without a job. Is that a choice you are willing to take?” My lips part and slam shut in quick succession. My son’s green eyes come into my vision. I cannot let him down. I am all he has. “I thought so too,” Elliot continues. “Jax, take her under your wing and make it look real. There are going to be conferences, public appearances, parties, name it….And for God’s sake, Jax, don’t screw it up.” I don’t think Jax’s grin can get even wider, but it does, lazily on his face. “Don’t worry, Uncle. I always make it look real. How do you think all of those ladies got their hearts broken?” Oh God! This is a bad idea. Finn’s chair scrapes the floor suddenly as he stands, and the scratching sound travels through the office. Everyone pauses, eyes darting in his direction. Even Celeste has a small frown on her face as she watches him adjust his cufflinks. He seems to take his time organizing his thoughts. He looks up, his resolve etched in his eyes. “This is a mistake, trust me. You don’t want to make Jax do something like this, with his reputation.” Elliot sighs. “You are not running this agency, Callahan. Sit down.” Finn looks at the man who is to become his father-in-law. He doesn’t do as he has just been told. At least, not immediately. Instead, his eyes stray to mine, and then, back to Elliot. “It is going to backfire. And when it happens, don’t say I didn’t warn you.” He turns around and strides out of the office. Celeste looks from his retreating figure to her father, slowly getting on her feet. “You all can go ahead. I’ll get him to come around.” “Do you know why he is suddenly interested in this?” Elliot asks Tara, with genuine bewilderment written on his face. “Finn is usually carefree, as long as he gets what he wants.” Tara shrugs, but her gaze finds mine. “I wonder what has gotten him in that mood. And for the love of God, I hope it has nothing to do with you, Maya.” This is the right time to talk. But Jax shakes his head slowly, and my lips get sealed shut. The meeting is adjourned after Elliot barks out more orders that I barely hear. My mind is still roaming the place with my new reality that has yet to sink in. When I finally stumble into the hallway, I barely have time to think about what just happened when a shadow falls over me. Jax Mercer. He falls into step with me, placing one hand around my neck. It makes me stop. Makes my thoughts freeze. That annoying grin is still on his face and I wish I could wipe it off. “So, PR Girl,” he murmurs, his eyes sliding down to my lips and then back up with an intentional slowness. “When do we start pretending we’re madly in love?”Chapter TwelveMaya's POVAt 4 PM, Lina abandons her usual duties and helps me into the black velvet gown.Eva's gown.The one I have to return in perfect condition or we're both screwed.I turn slowly in front of my mirror, taking in my reflection.The waist is snatched so tight I can barely breathe. The off-shoulder neckline sits lower than I'd like. Not revealing, exactly, but close. The train pools around my legs like dark water. One wrong step and I'll face-plant in front of Chicago's elite.Perfect."You look..." Lina gasps behind me."I look what?" I glance at her in the mirror, smiling slightly. "Come on. Say it.""Alright." She reaches for the zipper and pulls it up the rest of the way. "You look good."I give her a pointed look. "Are you joking with me? Be serious, Lina.""I am serious!" She giggles. "Just make sure nothing happens to it, or…""We're both screwed." I finish her sentence. "I've got this. Don't worry."I pair the dress with silver earrings. Knockoffs, but they
Chapter ElevenMaya's POVThe closet door swings open.I step out slowly, one foot at a time, like I'm walking through a minefield. Heat crawls up my neck. My face is burning.This is mortifying.Jax stands in the hallway, arms crossed. His eyes meet mine first, then slide past me to where Finn is emerging from the closet behind me.Finn doesn't flinch. Just stares back at Jax, jaw set, shoulders squared."What's going on here?" Jax's voice is calm. Too calm. "Everything okay?""Fine." The word comes out too fast. Too high. "Everything's fine."Jax's eyes narrow slightly. "I told you to stay away from my girl."He's looking at Finn now. The air between them crackles.Finn scoffs. He brushes past us without another word. "We're done here."Jax watches him disappear around the corner. He doesn't move until Finn's completely out of sight.Then he looks at me."What was that about, Maya?""What? You mean Finn?" I force a laugh. It sounds hollow. "He just wanted to discuss the PR strategy.
Chapter TenMaya's POVFinn pulls me into the service closet before I can react.The door clicks shut behind us, and suddenly we're surrounded by darkness. The smell of cleaning supplies burns my nose. A mop handle digs into my shoulder blade.I yank my hand away from his grip. "What is wrong with you?""We need to talk.""In a closet?" My voice comes out louder than I intended. I force it down to a harsh whisper. "What do you think people will say if they see this? You're ruining everything for me."“I don't have to be involved with you. Do you hear me? Don't you understand?Tara made it clear that…”"I don't care." His voice is too close. Too rough. "Let them say whatever they want."I can feel his breath on my face. Hot. Unsteady.The space is impossibly small. Maybe three feet wide. Our bodies are inches apart, and every time I try to step back, I hit a shelf or a bucket or the damn wall."Finn, this is insane…""I need to hear the truth, Maya.""What truth?" I push at his chest,
Chapter NineMaya's POVI couldn't sleep at night. I am anxious about how bad things could get if Ray happens to know where i live.It felt like i was standing guard for Leo, while he slept.It wasn't a nice experience. My eyelids feel very heavy, and i find myself dozing off every minute. I suddenly wished for Leo to grow up quickly. If he was bigger, we would have taken turns.The stress is on another level.I finally fall face down on my bed by 1 PM.That is when i felt less threatened. And exhaustion has won me over.I shouldn't be going to bed by this time. I'll wake up disoriented in the morning.And I have to show up early at practice at the agency tomorrow.The practice rink smells like ice and sweat and too many bodies crammed into one space.I walk in slowly, gripping my clipboard like it's the only thing keeping me upright. Reporters line the walls, cameras already raised. Of course they're here. They're always here now.The practice session today could get messy if I'm not
Chapter EightMaya's POV"You can head home early today."I look up from my desk. Tara stands in the doorway of her office, tablet in hand, looking almost... pleased?"Really?""You've earned it." She taps the screen. "Keep doing what you're doing with Jax. We're getting the exact response we need."I nod, not trusting myself to speak.The second she disappears back into her office, I grab my bag and practically sprint for the elevator. I don't want to run into Celeste. Or Jax. Or,God forbid—Finn.The doors close, and I finally exhale.Lina's surprised when I walk through the door at three in the afternoon."You're home early!" She's folding laundry on the couch, one of Leo's dinosaur shirts in her hands."Tara gave me the rest of the day off." I drop my bag by the door. "You can go. I've got it from here.""You sure?" She glances toward Leo's room, where I can hear the faint sounds of him talking to himself—probably narrating some elaborate adventure with his toys."Positive. You des
Chapter SevenMaya's POVTen steps. Twenty. Thirty.I count each step as I walk into the agency, like the numbers can shield me from what's coming. By the time I reach forty, I know it's not working. I wanted to feel safe and let my guard down.But eyes follow me down the hallway. A woman from the accounting department.Sarah? Sandra?watches me pass, her lips curled into a smirk. Two guys from the marketing department lean against the wall, whispering. One of them doesn't even try to hide his stare. Like I've commited the worst crime and they are about to throw me to the dogs.I glance down at my pants. There’s no terrible stain. Nothing out of place.So why do I feel like I'm walking naked through a firing squad?The whispers start behind me. Soft at first, then louder. I can't make out the words,I wish i could. But I catch the tone. Judgment,Amusement,Speculation.My face burns. I walk faster.Don't react. Don't give them anything.I'm about to turn the corner toward my desk when a







