LOGINChapter Seven
Maya's POV
Ten steps. Twenty. Thirty.
I count each step as I walk into the agency, like the numbers can shield me from what's coming. By the time I reach forty, I know it's not working. I wanted to feel safe and let my guard down.
But eyes follow me down the hallway. A woman from the accounting department.Sarah? Sandra?watches me pass, her lips curled into a smirk.
Two guys from the marketing department lean against the wall, whispering. One of them doesn't even try to hide his stare. Like I've commited the worst crime and they are about to throw me to the dogs.
I glance down at my pants. There’s no terrible stain. Nothing out of place.
So why do I feel like I'm walking naked through a firing squad?
The whispers start behind me. Soft at first, then louder. I can't make out the words,I wish i could. But I catch the tone. Judgment,Amusement,Speculation.
My face burns. I walk faster.
Don't react. Don't give them anything.
I'm about to turn the corner toward my desk when a voice cuts through the noise.
"My office. Now."
I stop abruptly.
Tara stands in her doorway, arms crossed, wearing that same expression she had on my first day. The one that says you're already on thin ice.
She doesn't wait for a response. Just turns and walks inside.
I follow, dragging my feet like a prisoner heading to execution.
This is it.This is the moment she fires me.
She probably thinks I've raised too much dust. Too much drama. Not what she signed up for.
"Sit."
Her voice is clipped. She points to the chair across from her desk.
I sink into it, smoothing the creases on my pants even though there's nothing to smooth. My fingers lace together in my lap. I brace for impact.
Tara reaches for the tablet on her desk. She taps the screen once, twice, then turns it toward me.
The photos fill the display.
Me and Jax at the rink. His arm around my waist. Both of us smiling for the cameras.
Next photo: Finn in the background, jaw tight, eyes dark.
My throat closes.
"What," Tara says slowly, "is this?"
"I…" My voice cracks. "Me and Jax, we were just…"
"Say no more."
She holds up a hand. A smile. An actual smile,spreads across her face.
"I didn't know you could perform this well. Though I had some hope in you." She taps the screen again, lingering on the photo of Jax and me. "This is perfect."
I blink. "What?"
"This is exactly what I wanted." She sets the tablet down and leans back in her chair. "Keep it up. Whatever you're doing, don't stop."
My mouth opens, but nothing comes out.
"But Finn…" The words finally break free. "I didn't mean to hurt him. This is already too much for him to handle. I don't know how far this will go or how bad it could…"
"Finn is engaged." Tara's voice sharpens. "To Celeste. They'll get married eventually, and that is none of your concern."
Her eyes pin me in place. She’s using her stern voice again.
"From now on, you'll be closer to Jax. Understood?"
She reaches for a folder on her desk and slides it across to me.
My hands shake as I take it.
"I had this put together when I realized you were getting somewhere," she says. "This is your schedule from now on. Mind you, this is part of your job."
I flip the folder open. Pages and pages of events. Dates and times and locations.
Charity gala - two weeks
Restaurant opening - three weeks
Hockey gala - one month
Each one marked with a note: Attend with Jax Mercer.
"These are all the public appearances you'll make with Jax," Tara continues. "Make every single one count."
She waves her hand,showing me it was time to get out of her office.
I open my mouth. Close it. No words come.I stand and leave.
The hallway feels longer on the way out. I stare at my phone screen, not really seeing it. Just needing something to look at. Something to keep my hands busy.
I'm so focused on the screen that I don't see that until I've walked into something.Actually someone sold.
"Jax, listen, I don't…"
The words die.It's not Jax.
Celeste stands in front of me, ice-blue eyes gleaming. Her curly hair is pulled back in a sleek ponytail, not a strand out of place.
"I'm sorry," I say quickly. "I wasn't looking…"
"No need for that."
She tucks a stray lock behind her ear, the movement slow and deliberate. Her gaze slides over me like I'm something she found on the bottom of her shoe.
"It seems you're having a lot of fun here."
"I'm just…"
"Enjoying your fifteen minutes?" She folds her arms.
“Excuse me?
"Don't get too ahead of yourself. Thinking that this…" She gestures vaguely between us, as if encompassing the entire agency. "...whatever it is, is real. Or that Jax will love you and it'll last."
A laugh escapes her. Sharp and cold.
"I'm afraid you'll be very disappointed. Jax isn't that kind of guy. He gets bored easily. When he's done with you, he'll just toss you to the side.You aren't the first" She leans in slightly. "Ask any of his exes."
My jaw tightens. "I'm here to work. That's all."
The words come out calmer than I feel.
"Come on, girl." Celeste tilts her head, still smiling. "Don't beat yourself up too much. You're here for work, right? We shall see”
She steps closer. Our shoulders brush. Or rather, she deliberately rams hers into mine as she walks past.
I stand frozen, fists clenched at my sides.
I didn't sign up for this.
But where else would I go? Jobs aren't exactly growing on trees. I have Leo at home. Bills to pay. Rent due in two weeks.
I'll sit. I'l
l play along.
I won't have to do this forever. Right?
I close my eyes and take a breath.
Let's see where this takes me.
Chapter TwelveMaya's POVAt 4 PM, Lina abandons her usual duties and helps me into the black velvet gown.Eva's gown.The one I have to return in perfect condition or we're both screwed.I turn slowly in front of my mirror, taking in my reflection.The waist is snatched so tight I can barely breathe. The off-shoulder neckline sits lower than I'd like. Not revealing, exactly, but close. The train pools around my legs like dark water. One wrong step and I'll face-plant in front of Chicago's elite.Perfect."You look..." Lina gasps behind me."I look what?" I glance at her in the mirror, smiling slightly. "Come on. Say it.""Alright." She reaches for the zipper and pulls it up the rest of the way. "You look good."I give her a pointed look. "Are you joking with me? Be serious, Lina.""I am serious!" She giggles. "Just make sure nothing happens to it, or…""We're both screwed." I finish her sentence. "I've got this. Don't worry."I pair the dress with silver earrings. Knockoffs, but they
Chapter ElevenMaya's POVThe closet door swings open.I step out slowly, one foot at a time, like I'm walking through a minefield. Heat crawls up my neck. My face is burning.This is mortifying.Jax stands in the hallway, arms crossed. His eyes meet mine first, then slide past me to where Finn is emerging from the closet behind me.Finn doesn't flinch. Just stares back at Jax, jaw set, shoulders squared."What's going on here?" Jax's voice is calm. Too calm. "Everything okay?""Fine." The word comes out too fast. Too high. "Everything's fine."Jax's eyes narrow slightly. "I told you to stay away from my girl."He's looking at Finn now. The air between them crackles.Finn scoffs. He brushes past us without another word. "We're done here."Jax watches him disappear around the corner. He doesn't move until Finn's completely out of sight.Then he looks at me."What was that about, Maya?""What? You mean Finn?" I force a laugh. It sounds hollow. "He just wanted to discuss the PR strategy.
Chapter TenMaya's POVFinn pulls me into the service closet before I can react.The door clicks shut behind us, and suddenly we're surrounded by darkness. The smell of cleaning supplies burns my nose. A mop handle digs into my shoulder blade.I yank my hand away from his grip. "What is wrong with you?""We need to talk.""In a closet?" My voice comes out louder than I intended. I force it down to a harsh whisper. "What do you think people will say if they see this? You're ruining everything for me."“I don't have to be involved with you. Do you hear me? Don't you understand?Tara made it clear that…”"I don't care." His voice is too close. Too rough. "Let them say whatever they want."I can feel his breath on my face. Hot. Unsteady.The space is impossibly small. Maybe three feet wide. Our bodies are inches apart, and every time I try to step back, I hit a shelf or a bucket or the damn wall."Finn, this is insane…""I need to hear the truth, Maya.""What truth?" I push at his chest,
Chapter NineMaya's POVI couldn't sleep at night. I am anxious about how bad things could get if Ray happens to know where i live.It felt like i was standing guard for Leo, while he slept.It wasn't a nice experience. My eyelids feel very heavy, and i find myself dozing off every minute. I suddenly wished for Leo to grow up quickly. If he was bigger, we would have taken turns.The stress is on another level.I finally fall face down on my bed by 1 PM.That is when i felt less threatened. And exhaustion has won me over.I shouldn't be going to bed by this time. I'll wake up disoriented in the morning.And I have to show up early at practice at the agency tomorrow.The practice rink smells like ice and sweat and too many bodies crammed into one space.I walk in slowly, gripping my clipboard like it's the only thing keeping me upright. Reporters line the walls, cameras already raised. Of course they're here. They're always here now.The practice session today could get messy if I'm not
Chapter EightMaya's POV"You can head home early today."I look up from my desk. Tara stands in the doorway of her office, tablet in hand, looking almost... pleased?"Really?""You've earned it." She taps the screen. "Keep doing what you're doing with Jax. We're getting the exact response we need."I nod, not trusting myself to speak.The second she disappears back into her office, I grab my bag and practically sprint for the elevator. I don't want to run into Celeste. Or Jax. Or,God forbid—Finn.The doors close, and I finally exhale.Lina's surprised when I walk through the door at three in the afternoon."You're home early!" She's folding laundry on the couch, one of Leo's dinosaur shirts in her hands."Tara gave me the rest of the day off." I drop my bag by the door. "You can go. I've got it from here.""You sure?" She glances toward Leo's room, where I can hear the faint sounds of him talking to himself—probably narrating some elaborate adventure with his toys."Positive. You des
Chapter SevenMaya's POVTen steps. Twenty. Thirty.I count each step as I walk into the agency, like the numbers can shield me from what's coming. By the time I reach forty, I know it's not working. I wanted to feel safe and let my guard down.But eyes follow me down the hallway. A woman from the accounting department.Sarah? Sandra?watches me pass, her lips curled into a smirk. Two guys from the marketing department lean against the wall, whispering. One of them doesn't even try to hide his stare. Like I've commited the worst crime and they are about to throw me to the dogs.I glance down at my pants. There’s no terrible stain. Nothing out of place.So why do I feel like I'm walking naked through a firing squad?The whispers start behind me. Soft at first, then louder. I can't make out the words,I wish i could. But I catch the tone. Judgment,Amusement,Speculation.My face burns. I walk faster.Don't react. Don't give them anything.I'm about to turn the corner toward my desk when a







