LOGINChapter Nine
Maya's POV
I couldn't sleep at night. I am anxious about how bad things could get if Ray happens to know where i live.It felt like i was standing guard for Leo, while he slept.
It wasn't a nice experience. My eyelids feel very heavy, and i find myself dozing off every minute. I suddenly wished for Leo to grow up quickly. If he was bigger, we would have taken turns.
The stress is on another level.
I finally fall face down on my bed by 1 PM.
That is when i felt less threatened. And exhaustion has won me over.
I shouldn't be going to bed by this time. I'll wake up disoriented in the morning.
And I have to show up early at practice at the agency tomorrow.
The practice rink smells like ice and sweat and too many bodies crammed into one space.
I walk in slowly, gripping my clipboard like it's the only thing keeping me upright. Reporters line the walls, cameras already raised. Of course they're here. They're always here now.
The practice session today could get messy if I'm not careful. My eyes find Jax first. He's on the ice, stick in hand, grinning at something one of his teammates said. Then he spots me. The grin widens. He raises his stick in a mock salute.
Why won't he just leave me alone?
He doesn't know he's making everything worse. Or maybe he does and just doesn't care.
I look down at my clipboard. Statistics. Shot percentages. Penalty minutes. None of it matters, but I stare at it anyway. I have to pretend I'm working. Pretend I have a reason to be here.
A cramp twists low in my abdomen. I press my hand against my stomach and breathe through it.
Not now. Please, not now.
When I look up, Finn's on the ice.
He's executing a drill. He makes sharp turns, quick stops, perfect shots. The puck slams into the net over and over, each hit precise and controlled.
And he keeps glancing over at me.
Not obvious. Not overt. But I catch it every time. His eyes flick toward where I'm standing, just for a second, before he refocuses on the drill.
What is he doing?
It feels like he's trying to prove something. Like every shot, every move, is a statement.
I'm better than Jax.
I'm still here.
Look at me.
Or maybe my brain is just making things up. Maybe I'm reading into nothing because I'm exhausted and cramping and trying not to think about Ray's face in the grocery store.
Jax skates past me. He slows, glides backward so he's facing me, and winks.
"What's up, PR Girl?"
I nod but don't answer. My attention is still on Finn.
Jax notices. Of course he does.
He pushes off and skates over to Finn, cutting him off mid-drill.
"What's going on, man?"
Finn doesn't stop moving. He circles around Jax, stick tapping the ice. "What are you talking about?"
"You gonna stop staring at my girlfriend?"
Finn's jaw tightens. "I wasn't staring."
"Yeah, you were." Jax follows him, matching his pace. "Don't think I didn't see you. It's creeping her out. You look like you're going to eat her”
"I said I wasn't staring." Finn's voice is flat and cold. "What's it with you? Get lost."
Jax grins. "I knew I caught you. Having eyes for another guy's girl. You, of all people."
The coach's whistle cuts through the air, sharp and shrill.
"Mercer! Callahan! Save the drama for the locker room!"
Jax smirks and skates away. Finn stays where he is for a moment, shoulders rigid, before rejoining the drill.
The rest of practice drags on forever.
Every drill feels like a competition. Jax showing off for the cameras. Finn pushing harder than necessary, like he's trying to prove something to everyone in the room.
I stay glued to my spot by the boards, clutching my clipboard, counting down the minutes until I can leave.
When the final whistle blows, I don't wait. I grab my bag and head for the exit as fast as I can without running. I won't want jax to come up to me and start with his usual ridiculous nonsense.
Just get to the car. Just get out of here.
I'm almost at the door when a hand closes around my arm.
I spin around,I feel my heart in my throat.
Finn.
"What are you…"
"We need to talk."
His grip isn't rough, but it's firm. He's not letting go.
"I don't think that's a good idea." I try to pull my arm free. He doesn't budge.
"I don't care what you think."
His voice is low, controlled. But there's something underneath it. Something I can't quite name.
"Finn, let go."
"Not until you listen."
I glance around. A few reporters are still lingering near the rink, packing up equipment. If they see this. I* they get a photo… It will go viral and i will be in big trouble.
"Someone will see," I hiss.
"Let them see if they want to."
"Are you insane?"
"Maybe." He steps closer. Close enough that I can smell the faint traces of his cologne beneath the sweat. "But we're talking. Now."
"We’re talking Here?"
"No." He releases my arm and jerks his head toward a side hallway. "Over there."
I hesitate. Every instinct tells me this is a bad idea. But the look on his face…
He's not going to let this go.
I follow him.
The hallway is narrow and dimly lit. Storage closets line one side. The sound of the practice rink fades behind us.
Finn stops halfway down and turns to face me.
"What were you thinking?" he says.
"What?"
"At the rink. With Jax. What were you thinking?"
I stare at him. "I was doing my job."
"Your job." He laughs, but there's
no humor in it. "Right. Your job is to parade around with Jax like you're his…"
"His what?" My voice rises. "Say it."
He doesn't.
Chapter TwelveMaya's POVAt 4 PM, Lina abandons her usual duties and helps me into the black velvet gown.Eva's gown.The one I have to return in perfect condition or we're both screwed.I turn slowly in front of my mirror, taking in my reflection.The waist is snatched so tight I can barely breathe. The off-shoulder neckline sits lower than I'd like. Not revealing, exactly, but close. The train pools around my legs like dark water. One wrong step and I'll face-plant in front of Chicago's elite.Perfect."You look..." Lina gasps behind me."I look what?" I glance at her in the mirror, smiling slightly. "Come on. Say it.""Alright." She reaches for the zipper and pulls it up the rest of the way. "You look good."I give her a pointed look. "Are you joking with me? Be serious, Lina.""I am serious!" She giggles. "Just make sure nothing happens to it, or…""We're both screwed." I finish her sentence. "I've got this. Don't worry."I pair the dress with silver earrings. Knockoffs, but they
Chapter ElevenMaya's POVThe closet door swings open.I step out slowly, one foot at a time, like I'm walking through a minefield. Heat crawls up my neck. My face is burning.This is mortifying.Jax stands in the hallway, arms crossed. His eyes meet mine first, then slide past me to where Finn is emerging from the closet behind me.Finn doesn't flinch. Just stares back at Jax, jaw set, shoulders squared."What's going on here?" Jax's voice is calm. Too calm. "Everything okay?""Fine." The word comes out too fast. Too high. "Everything's fine."Jax's eyes narrow slightly. "I told you to stay away from my girl."He's looking at Finn now. The air between them crackles.Finn scoffs. He brushes past us without another word. "We're done here."Jax watches him disappear around the corner. He doesn't move until Finn's completely out of sight.Then he looks at me."What was that about, Maya?""What? You mean Finn?" I force a laugh. It sounds hollow. "He just wanted to discuss the PR strategy.
Chapter TenMaya's POVFinn pulls me into the service closet before I can react.The door clicks shut behind us, and suddenly we're surrounded by darkness. The smell of cleaning supplies burns my nose. A mop handle digs into my shoulder blade.I yank my hand away from his grip. "What is wrong with you?""We need to talk.""In a closet?" My voice comes out louder than I intended. I force it down to a harsh whisper. "What do you think people will say if they see this? You're ruining everything for me."“I don't have to be involved with you. Do you hear me? Don't you understand?Tara made it clear that…”"I don't care." His voice is too close. Too rough. "Let them say whatever they want."I can feel his breath on my face. Hot. Unsteady.The space is impossibly small. Maybe three feet wide. Our bodies are inches apart, and every time I try to step back, I hit a shelf or a bucket or the damn wall."Finn, this is insane…""I need to hear the truth, Maya.""What truth?" I push at his chest,
Chapter NineMaya's POVI couldn't sleep at night. I am anxious about how bad things could get if Ray happens to know where i live.It felt like i was standing guard for Leo, while he slept.It wasn't a nice experience. My eyelids feel very heavy, and i find myself dozing off every minute. I suddenly wished for Leo to grow up quickly. If he was bigger, we would have taken turns.The stress is on another level.I finally fall face down on my bed by 1 PM.That is when i felt less threatened. And exhaustion has won me over.I shouldn't be going to bed by this time. I'll wake up disoriented in the morning.And I have to show up early at practice at the agency tomorrow.The practice rink smells like ice and sweat and too many bodies crammed into one space.I walk in slowly, gripping my clipboard like it's the only thing keeping me upright. Reporters line the walls, cameras already raised. Of course they're here. They're always here now.The practice session today could get messy if I'm not
Chapter EightMaya's POV"You can head home early today."I look up from my desk. Tara stands in the doorway of her office, tablet in hand, looking almost... pleased?"Really?""You've earned it." She taps the screen. "Keep doing what you're doing with Jax. We're getting the exact response we need."I nod, not trusting myself to speak.The second she disappears back into her office, I grab my bag and practically sprint for the elevator. I don't want to run into Celeste. Or Jax. Or,God forbid—Finn.The doors close, and I finally exhale.Lina's surprised when I walk through the door at three in the afternoon."You're home early!" She's folding laundry on the couch, one of Leo's dinosaur shirts in her hands."Tara gave me the rest of the day off." I drop my bag by the door. "You can go. I've got it from here.""You sure?" She glances toward Leo's room, where I can hear the faint sounds of him talking to himself—probably narrating some elaborate adventure with his toys."Positive. You des
Chapter SevenMaya's POVTen steps. Twenty. Thirty.I count each step as I walk into the agency, like the numbers can shield me from what's coming. By the time I reach forty, I know it's not working. I wanted to feel safe and let my guard down.But eyes follow me down the hallway. A woman from the accounting department.Sarah? Sandra?watches me pass, her lips curled into a smirk. Two guys from the marketing department lean against the wall, whispering. One of them doesn't even try to hide his stare. Like I've commited the worst crime and they are about to throw me to the dogs.I glance down at my pants. There’s no terrible stain. Nothing out of place.So why do I feel like I'm walking naked through a firing squad?The whispers start behind me. Soft at first, then louder. I can't make out the words,I wish i could. But I catch the tone. Judgment,Amusement,Speculation.My face burns. I walk faster.Don't react. Don't give them anything.I'm about to turn the corner toward my desk when a







