MasukChapter Three.
Gina.
It's the day of the mating ball, and true to his word, I am sitting right next to him.
“Gina,” he murmurs so that only I can hear, leaning in close. I taste champagne on his breath. “Sit here.”
He waves toward the seats of honor, wedged between him and Ashley. The pack’s elite cluster around: betrothed couples glowing in moonlit blues and silvers, matriarchs trading knowing glances. I drop onto the carved oak bench, my mother moving behind us to pour Brandon more wine. Her face is ashen; I catch her gaze for a heartbeat and she bows her head, shame and sorrow tangled in her eyes.
Brandon’s fingers graze my arm as he settles in. The contact sends a shot of revulsion through my veins yet I shiver anyway. Ashley, shimmering beside him like a new moon, smiles at me with false sweetness. He leans close to her ear, and I hear every hushed promise:
“…can’t wait until tonight, love.” I know he is doing everything on purpose, whispering the very same things he had whispered in my ears a few months back.
A hot knot of humiliation coils in my gut. I want to stand, scream, tear him out of this throne room but I’m pinned by the weight of everyone’s gaze, by the flicker of hope in my mother’s posture, by the knowledge that one false move could doom us both.
From this seat, I watch her my mother, forced to serve the very people who shattered her daughter’s heart and killed her grandchild. She moves like a ghost, silent footfalls across the polished floor, as though the music of the violins in the corner might shatter her. She’s pouring wine for the council lords now, their wolfish eyes assessing every drop. I clench my fists until my knuckles whiten.
I want to go take my mother's hand and get her out of there, but I couldn't. That was like signing both our death sentences. So instead I just watched in silence, my heart breaking at each insult she got.
Soon Brandon took Ashley's hand leading her to the dance floor,
"You can go now, you are no longer needed." Brandon said smugly as he led Ashley to the dance floor.
I got up and started walking away, when the air suddenly changed with murmurs across the hall.
I turned around to see what the fuss was all about and that's when I saw them two men walking forward, and the couples and people making a way for them to pass through.
I knew one of the men, not personally ofcourse but his face was often in the headlines, though he looked much more handsome if I was being honest.
The way he carried himself, the way he walked simplified grace and power.
Alpha Ryan, he was the alpha of an all alpha pack. The most feared and dangerous pack across the west. His reputation for no mercy and ruthlessness precided him.
My face went to Alpha Brandon, clearly alpha ryan was walking towards him. Brandon immediately let go of Ashley and bowed in respect to Alpha Ryan as he approached.
"I am so sorry I had no idea you were coming I would have had my men come get you." Brandon said, even him, he shattered in the face of Alpha Ryan and to be honest I liked watching him squirm powerless.
But Ryan doesn’t glance at him. His eyes are locked on me or someone in my direction, he does not even acknowledge Brandon he just keeps walking towards me.
My heart starts beating so fast, I am full of confusion. What the hell is going on. The room goes completely silent especially after he ignored our alpha and all eyes are now one me as he approaches.
I rise on unsteady feet, gaze locked on his boots moving across the marble. My heart clenches headline stories I’d glimpsed, tales of his pack’s ruthless strength, his own reputation as a conqueror. But he carries no triumph in his eyes. Instead, there’s a strange softness, a hunger like none I’ve ever known.
He stops a few inches away from me, his eyes locked on mine. But his face completely expressionless.
I swallow, my mouth suddenly dry. My pulse drums against my throat. All of me quakes, and I can’t tell whether it’s dread or desire or something deeper, something destined.
“mate,” he says, his voice low enough that only I can hear and somehow, the walls absorb it and bounce it back, so every head turns and every breath catches. My name on his lips feels like a benediction and a curse.
I barely nod. My tongue fails me. What does he mean mate.
He steps forward. His palm brushes my waist, firm and warm through the silk of my gown. A breath of heat travels up my spine. “Mate.”
The single word trembles between us as he repeats it. It humbles me. I see Ashley’s mouth fall open. I see Brandon’s jaw clench as though he’d bite his own tongue rather than speak another word. The council elders lean forward, interest lit in their aging eyes.
I want to speak object, deny, run but my throat locks and my legs are too heavy I can barely move.
Ryan’s other hand settles on my hip, a careful claim, a promise of protection. All eyes shift to us. Even the guards at the door pause with gasps all over the room
A perfumed hush envelops the hall. My mother’s tray tilts; a ruby drop of wine trembles on the rim. I bite my lip to stop the tremor in my voice.
His gaze deepens. He leans in so that the heat of his breath fans my cheek. I smell pine and earth, secrets hidden beneath layers of forest. His voice is a rumble against my skin.
“Kiss me.”
The single demand sends a ripple through the hall. Silence follows, absolute and breathless. Faces swim around me: shocked, intrigued, eager. A hush so thick I can taste it on my tongue.
“Kiss me.” His words echo again, this time soft but urgent, and final.
GinaThe fire burns low in the grate. Shadows slip across the walls, long and restless, as if they can’t find peace either.I should go to bed.But my body won’t move.I sit in the same spot long after Dante leaves me alone, staring at the dying embers. My thoughts twist and tangle until I can’t tell which ones are mine and which ones are old echoes of everything I was taught to believe.I was nothing.I was a burden.I was a mistake.Except now…none of that is true.I am a daughter.I am an heir.And I might be a mother.My hand drifts to my belly, the gesture automatic. Even the possibility that something tiny and alive is growing inside me is more terrifying than anything I’ve faced.Because what if I ruin it?What if I break this the way I break everything else?A soft knock interrupts the spiral.For a moment, I think about pretending I’m asleep. But I already know who it is.“Come in,” I call, though my voice sounds distant to my own ears.The door creaks open. Rose slips inside
GinaI don’t look back.Even when the cold wind rises behind me, whipping hair across my cheek like a plea, I keep walking.Because if I turn around and see him standing there in that clearing, watching me leave I don’t know if I’ll have the strength to keep going.My legs feel like they’re made of glass. Every step could shatter me.But I force myself to focus on the trees ahead, the iron gate that’s barely visible through the mist.This is my choice.I tell myself that over and over, like a prayer. Like a curse.This is my choice.When I reach the threshold of the estate grounds, two guards watch me warily. They don’t speak as they push the wrought-iron gate open just wide enough to let me pass.Their eyes say enough, that they don’t know what to make of me. That maybe they pity me. Or fear me.I don’t care.All I care about is the silence waiting inside the house.I step over the threshold. The gate clangs shut behind me with a finality that rings in my bones.Inside, the hall feel
RyanI don’t move.I stand there in the cold, my breath fogging the air, and watch her disappear back down the path toward Dante’s estate.Her cloak flutters behind her like a shadow I can’t catch.Even when she’s out of sight, I still don’t move.Because if I do, if I turn around, if I let my legs carry me back to the car I think I’ll fall apart.The wind is bitter against my skin. It seeps into my bones. But none of it feels as cold as the emptiness hollowing out my chest.This isn’t how I thought it would end.Not with her walking away from me.Not with me letting her.If you decide you want me, I’ll be here.I meant every word. And maybe that’s the worst part.Because I’m not the boy I was when I first met her. I’m not naive enough to think love is enough to heal every wound. But even knowing that, I still can’t imagine a life where I don’t wait for her to come back.I drag a hand over my face, trying to scrub away the sting in my eyes. My palm comes away wet.Goddess, what is wro
Gina I didn’t sleep that night.After I left Dante in the study, I went to my room and sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the flames flickering in the small hearth.They burned down to embers while my thoughts burned brighter.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Ryan’s face in the clearing his voice breaking as he told me he would love our child no matter what I decided.I heard my own mother’s voice, too, echoing in the quiet.You were always stronger than you believed.But I didn’t feel strong.I felt like I was standing on a precipice, with no way to step back and no guarantee the ground would catch me if I fell.By dawn, I knew what I had to do.I dressed in silence, pulling on a heavy wool cloak and tucking my hair under the hood. The estate was quiet as I slipped out too quiet, as if everyone else was holding their breath, waiting to see what I would choose.Outside, the air was sharp and clean. Frost clung to the edges of the stone steps and turned the bare branches to lace
GinaAfter Ryan left the courtyardhis scent lingering like a promise I didn’t go back inside right away.I stood in the doorway, my hand pressed to the rough wood, trying to quiet the war in my chest.I had never imagined a life where I could choose. Where no one owned my fate no alpha, no parent, no ancient pack feud.But choice was a terrifying thing.When the wind finally grew too cold to bear, I stepped back into the hall. The quiet was so absolute it made my ears ring. Every footstep echoed like an accusation.At the end of the corridor, a door stood open. The study.I knew without looking that Dante was in there. Watching. Waiting.My heart fluttered a soft, unsure beat and I nearly turned back.But I was done running.Slowly, I crossed the threshold.He was at the window, silhouetted by pale winter light. His coat hung from the back of a chair, and his shoulders looked heavier without it, as if the weight he carried had finally sunk into his bones.For a moment, he didn’t turn.
GinaI stayed on that wall until the sun rose fully over the trees.For the first time in what felt like forever, I let myself feel everything. Not just the fear or the anger or the disappointment but the strange, aching hope that maybe…somehow…I could start over.When I finally climbed down, my legs were stiff with cold. I made my way back to the house slowly, bracing for more questions I didn’t know how to answer.But the courtyard was empty. Silent except for the creak of the iron gate.I almost made it inside without seeing him.Almost.But the moment I set foot on the threshold, Ryan’s scent hit me sharp, familiar, and impossibly comforting. My heart stuttered.I turned.He was standing just beyond the gate, hands clenched at his sides, jaw tight. His hair was windblown, his eyes hollow.He looked like he hadn’t slept, like he’d run the whole way here.For a second, neither of us moved.Then, without a word, I stepped outside again and closed the door behind me.He didn’t wait fo







