“Fuck,” I groaned, balling up the seventh piece of paper and tossing it into the trash.
I’d been glued to this chair for the past eight hours, staring at a blank page. Not a single usable word. It’d been two years since I released my last book, and my publisher had been breathing down my neck for months to get something started. But here I was—burnt out, uninspired, blocked. I turned my swivel chair toward my phone. 2:03 PM. I hadn’t even gone downstairs all morning. Then again, I couldn’t blame myself. The house was too big. Everything I needed was upstairs—except the main kitchen. There was a smaller kitchenette near my room, but the real pantry was downstairs. I continued brainstorming, I had already gotten an idea, I didn’t just know how to put it. I rubbed my hands on my face, looking down at myself. Married to a billionaire and I wore nothing but a baggy t-shirt with nothing under it. You need to up your night-wear game, Dianne. Just then I heard the door open and I saw Noah, wearing a perfectly fitted black suit, his white sleeves rolled up. “Oh—shit. Sorry, I didn’t know this was your room.” His voice caught me off guard. Noah stood by the door, frozen mid-step. “It’s fine. I wasn’t expecting anyone.”I said nonchalantly, it was Noah, that lovey phase was over, so I didn’t care about how I looked in front of him anymore. My response gave him permission to continue walking down until he came beside me, crouching down to check the drawers underneath the desk. The softness of his skin brushing through my bare thighs, sending a shiver down my spine. I cleared my throat. “What are you doing here, anyway?” He started pulling out a few old journals—worn but neatly kept—setting them down one by one until I lost track. “I, uh…” He paused when he reached a red one, setting it aside with a little more care before sliding the others back into place. “I came to get my mom’s journal. This used to be her writing room.” My eyes widened. “Oh… Richard didn’t mention that,” I murmured, guilt prickling through me. He shook his head lightly. “It’s fine. It’s been unused for years,” he said, offering a faint smile that flickered and disappeared almost as quickly as it came. “Glad someone’s finally breathing life into it again.” I didn’t know much about the Wilson family. Simone had mentioned once that Noah’s mother either passed away or divorced Richard—rumors, mostly. Inever asked. And though I wanted to now, something about the softness in Noah’s features stopped me. If she wasn’t alive, I didn’t want to stir up anything painful. I sighed instead, quietly. “What?” Noah asked, probably noticing my hesitation. He tilted his head, slightly curious. “It’s okay Dianne, ask your question. I don't bite,” he said in an almost chuckling tone. “What.. Happened to your mom?” I finally asked. “She died in a car accident. Ten years ago.” “I’m sorry,” I said, my tone sincere. “Yeah, me too.” I offered a smile, understanding small, but he didn't return it, instead, he gave a quick nod, turning away to leave. “Your collar,” I said, standing up. “It’s crooked.” He paused, “What?” “Come here. I’ll fix it.” He stepped forward without hesitation, just to fill the space between. I brushed my fingers against the edge of his collar, straightening it lightly, then his neck. I didn't mean to linger, but I did anyway. “You always fix your husband’s collar like this?” he asked, voice low. My eyes met his. “Hard to do that with a husband who’s never around.” He let out a faint breath, almost like a laugh, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “You’ll get used to it.” I was done arranging his collar but my hand still lingered around his neck, making his eyes lock onto mine with an intense gaze. “We are supposed to be keeping our distance,” he reminded, his voice low and deep. “I know,” I replied, taking his hand and guiding it down to my waist, letting him feel the curve of my ass and his jaw tightened as I gently rubbed it. It sent goosebumps all over me. “Where are your panties?” he whispered, his voice laced with a raw, desperate hunger. “Not on me,” I said, lifting his other hand and placing it over my left breast, helping him caress it. His hands moved on their own then, gripping my breast gently—like he’d been wanting to do it the second he stepped into the room. He massaged it softly, making a soft moan escape my mouth. His thumb brushed over my nipple, slowly, his gaze never leaving mine before he froze still and stopped. “I can't.” he muttered. I slipped my fingers between my thighs for just a second, touching my wet walls before smearing my arousal on his fingers. His fingers twitched, like they wanted to grab and pin me against the wall. But he didn’t. Then slowly, he pulled away, his voice rough and strained. “Don’t do that again." "Why?" “Dianne?” Richard’s voice boomed from the hallway. We both jerked apart. Panic bloomed across Noah’s face. My heartbeat shot up. I wiped my fingers against the fabric of my shirt as Noah stepped back fast, like I’d burned him. His voice came closer and closer until then door creaked open, and I saw Richard’s face. “Oh,” Richard said, smiling like he’d walked into a picture-perfect scene. “Didn’t know you two were in here. Even better.” His eyes scanned the room, oblivious. “Get ready, both of you. We leave for Italy in two days — the Rossi Gala. A full family appearance.” Then, to me, “It’ll be good for press. Us, together.” I nodded, but I wasn’t sure what I was agreeing to. My gaze slid to Noah. That shadow returned in his eyes the second he looked at Richard. I didn’t know what it meant, but I felt it. A small smile almost curled on my lips. Dianne, did you just smear your wetness all over Noah’s hands? I wasn’t used to feeling this awake. God, what had this man done to me? He made me feel things I’d never felt—do things I never dreamed I would. Richard, on the other hand, made me feel… numb. It was like Noah had brought my spark back from wherever I’d buried it Thank God I wasn’t going alone with Richard—Noah was coming with us. I told myself it was no big deal. That this trip would finally wash all the Noah-induced horniness out of my system. But the way his eyes lingered on me as Richard talked and the way my body still burned from where his hands had been? I feared this wasn’t over.I downed my third glass of wine, letting the burn distract me as I sat there, waiting for Richard to get home.My first instinct when he walked through the door was to let it all out—yell, accuse, demand answers. But I held back. I told myself I’d stay calm, rational. So I waited. Waited until after dinner to bring it up.He was still working through his steak, having already cleaned off the pasta, and I stayed quiet, watching his fork scrape the last bite off the plate. Only when his dish was completely bare and he leaned back with a satisfied sigh did I finally speak.“That was good,” he said, wiping his mouth before draining his glass of water.I looked at him for a beat, then cleared my throat. “I called the school’s treasurer yesterday. Wanted to check on how things were going with Astor.”His eyes flicked to me. “And?”“He said we’re surviving. Barely.” I paused. “Haven’t you been investing?”“I have.”“Little by little, I was told.”“Just enough.”My fingers curled into fists.
I typed how to take down a photo from a blog and hit search, hoping some step-by-step YouTube tutorial would magically appear and walk me through erasing a scandal.My heels thudded softly against the rug as I waited, eyes fixed on the screen. Nothing useful popped up. Just endless fluff and clickbait. My heart sank.Frustrated, I reached for my phone and pulled up Noah’s number. I stared at it, thumb hovering but not dialing.What was I even supposed to say? Hey, can you help me scrub evidence of our car sex off the internet? Or maybe, Sorry about the scandal. Still planning to stay married?Yeah, no. I couldn’t.I was still frozen there when my phone buzzed in my hand and it was Noah. Without thinking, I answered.“Hello?”“Hi.”“You okay?”I swallowed, my breath shaky.“Noah… the photos. My ring was right there, on full display. Richard’s not dumb—and that ring he picked out is a rare blend.”He went quiet. “What photos?”My brows furrowed. Was he serious?“The photos… of us.”Sil
I lay on my bed, staring up at the ceiling, my mind running through how I’d handle the day—most importantly, the divorce.I’d been preparing for it ever since I last saw Noah, which was just two days ago. He’d been texting nonstop since then.It felt strange. Normally, I was the one reaching out first, showing up at his place. But this? This was different.I didn’t want to respond. I knew that if I did, I’d probably end up at his apartment, tangled up in his sheets again. And with the divorce looming over me, that wasn’t something I could afford to let happen.I know I said it was over, but the truth is, I wasn’t entirely ready to let him go. He had a point, and I could see now why he got so angry.I couldn’t stop replaying the things he’d said to me. Just thinking about it made my cheeks flush—he’d never spoken to me like that before.Just reply to his damn messages, Dianne.The sudden ring of the doorbell snapped me out of my thoughts. I sat up, rubbed my eyes, and pulled on my robe
Noah It was becoming harder for me to hold myself around her. Every time we made love, it always got better—she always felt too good.But before I could say anything else, the memory of her tears filtered into my brain, and I remembered that she was crying.Gently, I pulled myself out of her, causing her to gasp lightly before I settled on my back. My eyes drifted to the ceiling, and I was stuck on it for a moment, admiring the glowing chandelier that shined across the room.I took my condom off, tossing it in the trash can nearby before I turned to face her—although she refused to look at me. Something had happened, obviously. It was so easy to read her.Was it the news she broke to him about the divorce? Did he do something to her?I wanted to ask, but I decided to chug it down, starting slowly because of the mood she was in.I couldn’t think of any other thing that made her show up with tears welling in her eyes.“Are you okay?”There was a beat of silence, as if she was thinking
Last night felt like a dream. Or was it?No, it wasn’t — because the ache of him was still felt between my legs.I opened my eyes slowly, only to shut them again from the sharp rays of the sun streaming in. I turned over, nuzzling my face into the pillow.Today was my appointment with the doctor Richard arranged for me. Apparently, he thought I was reaching menopausal stage just because I had refused to have sex with him. I didn’t even know why I was going.I glanced at my wall clock — 10:45. The appointment was by 12, so I got up and started getting ready for it.Richard wasn’t available, of course, but he’d arranged a car for me, which took me there.—I kept my eyes on the road, even though I wasn’t the one driving. The city passed in blurs, but nothing really registered. I just wanted to get there already.The drive felt longer than it needed to be. Every red light tested my patience, and I caught myself tapping my fingers against my leg, faster each time we stopped.I leaned bac
I’d missed this, his lips, the taste of his saliva, all of it. I sucked on his tongue with intention, taking my time to rediscover everything I’d craved for nearly five months. Somehow, it tasted even better now.His groans, as always, fueled my confidence. I moved to his lips, and for reasons I couldn’t explain, felt the urge to suck on his bottom one. I did slowly, gently—until I tasted blood. He winced, pulling back.“Sorry,” I whispered.But he only smirked and pulled me back in, his hand gripping the nape of my neck.Right now, he wasn’t distant. He was tangled in my arms, completely wrapped up in me. And I loved it. Every bit of it. It turned me on even more, making every inch of my body acutely aware of his touch.I reached for his belt, fumbling with the buckle. The position we were in was ridiculous—it almost made me laugh. But I guess that’s what happens when Noah Wilson makes love to you. You become obsessed, willing to twist yourself into the most uncomfortable angles just