LOGINVincent kept his promise. The next morning, we went to the Musée d'Orsay."It's less overwhelming than the Louvre," he said as we walked through the entrance. "More focused. Impressionists mostly. I think you'll like it."He was right. The building itself was stunning, a converted train station with soaring ceilings and natural light flooding through massive windows. The art was different too. Softer somehow. More about feeling than perfection.We wandered slowly through the galleries. Vincent didn't play tour guide this time. Just walked beside me, letting me stop where I wanted, move on when I was ready.I found myself drawn to the Monets. The way he painted light. The way everything felt alive and moving even though it was just paint on canvas."What do you think?" Vincent asked as I stared at a painting of water lilies."I think he saw the world differently than other people. Like he could see things others missed.""Maybe. Or maybe he just paid attention." Vincent stepped closer
I woke up to sunlight streaming through the windows and the smell of fresh coffee drifting from the kitchen.For a moment I just lay there, listening to the sounds of Paris outside. Church bells. Distant traffic. Someone laughing on the street below. Normal sounds. Peaceful sounds.I got up and walked to the kitchen. Vincent was already dressed, reading his newspaper with an espresso cup beside him."Morning," he said without looking up. "Coffee's ready. Croissants are from the bakery down the street. Still warm."I poured myself a cup and grabbed a croissant. "What are we doing today?""We aren't doing anything." Vincent folded his newspaper and looked at me. "You are. I have meetings all day. Business calls I've been putting off. You have Paris to yourself until dinner."My stomach dropped slightly. "Alone?""Alone. No me. No phone. No one telling you where to go or what to do. Just you and the city." He stood and grabbed his jacket from the back of the chair. "There's a map on the
Vincent froze. His lips still hovering so close to mine I could feel the warmth of his breath."Wait?" he repeated quietly."Wait." I pulled back slightly, my hands still on his shoulders. "I can't. Not like this."His expression shifted. Not anger. Not disappointment. Just understanding. He stepped back, giving me space."Okay.""That's it? Just okay?""What else would I say?" Vincent walked over to the window, staring out at the city. "You said wait. I'm respecting that."I wrapped my arms around myself. "You're not mad?""No." He turned back to face me. "Elena, I'm not Silas. I don't punish you for having boundaries. I asked a question. You answered. That's how this works.""But you wanted me to kiss you back.""Of course I did. But not because you felt obligated or confused or caught up in a moment. I want you to kiss me because you actually want to. Not because I cornered you into it."Gosh. Why did he have to be so reasonable?"I'm sorry," I said."Stop apologizing. You have noth
Vincent did not make any move towards me, he let me have that moment to myself. He let the tears flow and he remained silent beside me. He knew it was not the best time to play the "Hero to the rescue!" and I did appreciate that a lot. Finally, I looked up at him. "I'm sorry.""For what?""For being a mess. For not having answers. For missing them even when I'm here with you."Vincent smiled sadly. "Elena, you don't need to apologize for feeling things. That's the whole point of this month.""But I just told Julian I miss him. Right in front of you.""I know." He reached up and wiped a tear from my cheek. "Of course it bothers me. I'd be lying if I said it didn't. But I also knew what I was getting into when I brought you here. You don't simply erase the things you feel just a few days after walking away. You don't stop loving people just because you leave them.""I never said I loved them.""You didn't have to. It's obvious." His hand dropped from my face. "The question isn't whethe
Vincent took me to a bookstore.Not just any bookstore, Shakespeare and Company, he called it. A tiny place crammed with books stacked floor to ceiling, narrow staircases leading to hidden reading nooks, and the smell of old paper that hit me the second we walked in."This is incredible," I breathed, running my fingers along the spines."It's been here since the twenties. Hemingway used to come here. Fitzgerald. All the famous writers." Vincent gestured toward a corner where cushions were piled on the floor. "People can sleep here if they need to. The owner believes books should be accessible to everyone."I wandered through the aisles slowly, pulling random books off shelves, reading first lines, getting lost in the chaos of it all. Vincent followed at a distance, letting me explore.In a section marked "Poetry," I found a slim volume with a worn cover. I opened it randomly and read: "We are all broken. That's how the light gets in."Something about those words hit me harder than the
"You're staring at it like it might bite you," Vincent said from across the café table.I looked up from my phone, which I'd been holding for the past five minutes without actually turning it on. We'd just finished lunch near the Luxembourg Gardens, and I'd made the mistake of pulling it out of my bag."I'm debating whether to check my messages," I admitted."And?""And I'm scared of what I'll find."Vincent took a sip of his espresso. "You don't have to check them then. You could just leave it off for the entire month.""That feels cowardly.""Or self-preserving, there's a difference." He set down his cup. "What are you hoping to find? Or afraid of finding?"I turned the phone over in my hands. "I don't know. Maybe that Julian's okay. That Silas has moved on. That I didn't completely destroy everything by leaving.""Elena, look at me."I did.Vincent's expression was serious. "You didn't destroy anything. You made a choice for yourself. That's not destruction, that's self-preservatio
I didn't leave my room for the rest of the day.Couldn't. Every time I thought about going downstairs, about facing what I'd done, my chest got tight and my hands started shaking.I'd just exiled my own mother.Fuck.What kind of person does that?Around six PM, someone knocked. Soft. Hesitant."El
Silas's bedroom door closed behind us with a soft click.For a moment, we all just stood there. The three of us. The weight of what was about to happen settling over the room.Then Silas moved.He walked to me, his hand coming to the back of my neck, pulling me in for another kiss. This one slower.
Uhhhhh.I woke up sore everywhere. Good sore, though. The kind that reminded me exactly what I'd done. Who I'd done it with.Silas was already gone, his side of the bed cold. Typical. The man probably woke up at 5am looking perfect while I was here feeling like I'd been hit by a truck. A really goo
Silas's hands were methodical as he undressed me. Not rushed. Not rough. Every movement deliberate, controlled, like he was unwrapping something he owned.My shirt hit the floor. Then my bra. He traced the marks on my skin from last night's punishment, his fingers cool against the heat."Still tende







