FORBIDDEN LOVE C:9

The fuck is happening. Why can't she shut her mouth. I thought that only person here is my dad who can make my nerves boil but no, here is another girl who is hell bent to test my patience. 

My mind was still thinking about her while going to my mom's room. Once I entered inside, I saw her looking outside of the window. By the look of her face, it seems like that she is lost somewhere. Her face looks so pale, no feeling of living. She has become so thin. I still remember my childhood when I was telling her that I don't want to be away from her.

Mom, I don't want to leave you, dad..dad is sending me away. Mom..." I was sniffing..I couldn't imagine my life without her. And when I listened my father conversation with my mom of sending me to Italy. I couldn't hold up and waited for my mom to come out of that room. When she comes out I broke up crying. Though I was only 5 years old but my mind was very sharp at even that age. I did not use to make friends because they were not able to control my freaking anger. Only my mom could understand me better hence I was afraid that If I go there without mom, then who will spend time with me and play with me. My mother was about to say something to me suddenly dad also came out of the room and looks at my face which has now become wet due to tears.

He made his way towrads us and bend down to my level.

"Don't cry son, your mom and I love you dear. We can't do anything other than letting you go."

"No...I don't want to go" I shouted at my dad.

"Listen, my child..you have to go ..its very important. if you stay here then how will you learn to handle things alone. You are going to rule over this kingdom. How can you rule if you don't learn to fight alone.You shouldn't have emotions. It only weakens one's power." My dad said trying to make me understand. 

I moved my face abruptly from his hands and walked to my mom and hugged her waist. 

I looked up with tears in my eyes .Her face was turned away from me. She was not looking at me. I knew she was also crying but why she was not stopping my dad. 

I was about to say something to my but she ran away without looking at me. I was screaming my mom's name continuously so that for once she will look at me and picked me up in her arms.

"One day you will understand my intention." Last word of him rang into my ear. I was crying silently with a running nose. He wiped my nose with a cloth and shut the car door before the car started. I kept my small hands on the car window and saw my dad standing there with his hands on his back. And soon his image was getting smaller.

My dad took me in his arms and started walking towards the door. I was wiggling in his arms to get myself out. He took me to the car and made me sit in the back seat and buckled up me. 

Still I did not get his damn intention. I regret leaving without fighting against my dad. Her condition is making me guilty. She looks so different. I forwarded my legs towards her bed and sat at one corner. She was saying something. I kept my ears near her mouth to listen to what was she saying.

"I am ...I a ..m sorry my baby" I understood her words. 

"Mom, look at me. Your son is here. I am here."  I couldn't control my emotion and broke down crying in front of her.

She was slowly moving her face towards my direction and stared at my face for a longer time then she forwarded her hand to touch my face slowly and ran her hands all over my face if examining that I was real. She got teared up and hugged my so tightly like her life is depended on me.

"Son..yo..you came..back, I am so sorry that I couldn't stop your dad..I am so sorry..." she was crying so hard. She hid her face in my both of hands.

"Shhh....it was in past..now look I am here" I moved her face up from my hands to let her know that I am here for real and she is not assuming anything.

We talked for longer time that we couldn't know the time but got interrupted when my phone buzzed in my pocket. I ignored it at first but when it again ringed I took out it from my pocket saw that Noah's is calling me.

"Mom, you need to sleep now...its already late.'

"No.. no ...you will run away" she tightened her hold on my wrist.

"No ..I am here..I won't go anywhere..I promise..ok?"  I told her calmly. she nodded after my assuring smile. I laid her down on the bed and covered her with duvet.

Just as I picked up his call...I heard Alex shouting voice.

"Bro, we are already here..when will you come to pick us up man. Are you intending to let us stand here till night. At least pick up our calls and check our messages." What nonsense is he saying.

"What kind of friends we will be if we do not help you in your most difficult times. We thought of surprising you......so are you coming here or not?... We are already standing outside the airport. Come fast." He said with a frustration.

"What are you both doing here." I asked him with my knitted eyebrows.

"Will you stop being emotional. I already told Noah that I can handle everything. It has been only one day since I came here...wait..how could you both leave when I trusted you both with my business. At least you both should have informed me." I asked with a bit of raised voice.

"Wait ..where is Noah and why everytime, I hear your voice first whenever Noah calls me." I asked him frustratingly.

"Beacuse dude, I know that you will never pick up my call so I always use Noah's phone to call you as simple". He told me with a casual tone.

"Give him the phone, Alex". I told him. I think he understood that I was getting frustrated as he called Noah to come over the phone.

"Have you also lost your freaking mind, Noah. I did not expect this stupidity from you. You know that you both are needed there. And you came here without even telling me." Once he came on the line, I blasted on him.

"Wait...wait...bro... listen to me....I'll explain." He said.

"Then explain." I shouted at him. This is the first time. I am behaving like this to him.

"Ok. Calm fown...First off, after the morning conversation, I became worried so I and Alex both decided to come over there. Secondly, you don't need to worry about your business here. I already have done all the important things which were needed here. And lastly we informed you through messages. We even called then. But like always you did not pick up the call just like you did in the morning.... that's it." Just as he completed his sentence, I regretted raising my voice at him.

'I am their friend. Obviously if I would be in their place, I would do the same thing.' 

"Arghhh....I am sorry, dude. I just..I just lost my sense for a second." I apologise to him feeling sad about shouting at him a while ago.

"Its ohk, I understand....so what should we do. Will you come or not." He asked.

"Yeah...yeah...I'll send my driver over there to pick both of you up. I can't come as I am with my mom right now. " I said 

"No problem" he said.

"Ok, will meet you here." I cut the call and turned around.

I started walking to the bed just then I saw a girl standing near the bed. 'This clothes, I have seen somewh....why can't she leave me.' 

It was that ugly duckling. What is she doing here. Why she always comes in front of me to test my patience. I took long strides towards her and swapped her hands away and grabbed it on her back just before it touches my mom. When she looked at me, she was again lost in her own dreamworld just like before. I again snapped my fingers in front of her to bring her out of it.

I asked her the reason of her arrival. To which she said she is here to feed her. I couldn't believe that how could they appoint this naive girl. Then she said that her aunt was supposed to come here but couldn't come. My eyes diverted to food. ' how could they provide this food to her.' I seethed in anger and asked her about the food And she opened her fucking mouth only to retaliate which angers me more. I told her angrily that there is no need of her to come here and feed my mom. But she can't stop her freaking mouth from replying me angrily. I knew that if I argue with her further which will be unnecessary, I am going to lose my sanity and also I did not want my mom to wake up as she was sleeping so peacefully so I told her in a slow dangerous voice to get out of the room. She looked at my verging nerves which were popping out and immediately she took her steps out of the room.