This is for the girls that have pure hearts but dark and twisted fantasies. Let’s walk on the edge of the knife together.
Disclaimer: In no way or form does the author condone gender-based violence and any assault, especially on women. When a woman says no, a man should listen, understand, and do as told.
This is a work of fiction with dark fantasies brought to life.
Trigger warnings: Violence, Explicit Language, self-harm, sex, and Non-consensual sexual activities.
The male leads are not morally gray, they are just bad bad men.
Book tropes: Age gap, Non-consensual, forced marriage, mafia, strong and fierce female lead, and dark romance.
BOOK 1: THE EXTERMINATOR'S WIFE
SERENE’S P.O.V
“It’s time.”
Time for my slaughter.
Time for my demise.
Time for the end of me.
I balled my hands into fists, ready to swing them to anyone who dared carry me out of the car.
I knew it was futile though. I knew resisting would make the matter worse. Never had a thought ever passed through my brain that I would find myself in such a situation.
“No.” I spat out fiercely with the guards standing outside my door, waiting for me to open it but I would never.
“You have to, Serene.”
“No, I don’t Dad.”
I actually did. I knew my only option was to obey.
I shouldn’t have come home. Getting a call from my father telling me to come home hadn’t set off any warning bells in my head. If only I’d known what he would tell me, I wouldn’t have come.
Blaming him was unfair though. He was just a pawn on the chessboard, taking orders, and this time the orders were to get his only daughter home and prepare her for marrying whoever knows who.
I desperately shook my head. “ Over my dead body.”
“Serene, I’ve let you sulk and grumble, but this is not the day to disobey. The order has been given. We will comply and you will be a good wife.”
I scoffed, not in this lifetime.
Never.
“You don’t even know who or where I’m being carted off to. Do you even care?”
It was a low blow, I knew it, but I was too hurt to be reasoned with. Of course he cared. He was my dad. I loved him to death. He tried to keep me out of his world as much as he could but finally it swallowed me in. It would have been better if he had arranged the wedding but his boss had—Don Slade. Slade was a cruel and evil man. He was a man you had to always stay on his good books or the consequences would be too much to bear.
The church was before us, just a few steps to my unknown destiny. The thought of it made my chest tighten, and suddenly I couldn't get enough air. I was gasping and trembling like a newborn calf, blinking away dark spots from my vision as I got more and more light headed.
I didn’t want to be a mafia wife. It was nothing but pain and death. I didn’t want this life.
I had a boyfriend waiting for me back in the city. I had a degree to finish and friends to get back to.
“-ou….ed to calm…wn.” I managed to make out as my ears rang. My father was right before me, when he stepped out of the car and ran around to my door, I didn’t know. I was spiraling with anxiety and fear.
He took my face into his hands. “Breathe baby, breathe.”
I shook my head over and over, frantic in my terror. I wanted to go home. I wanted to get away from here.
This couldn’t be happening.
I blinked away the tears to meet his eyes, and soon I was breathing along with him.
A shudder ran down my body and the pain in my chest eased a bit.
My father brought me to his chest, hugging me tightly.
Would I ever see him again?
One thing I knew was that my soon to be husband wasn’t part of Slade’s cartel. He could have been from any cartel, from anywhere in the world.
“Dad.” I cried out, desperately holding onto him.
“I know baby, I know. But you need to stay strong. This world is filled with dangerous men who see women as nothing but possessions. Stay strong and choose your fights carefully.”
The words washed over me like cold water. I held on for a second longer as I composed myself. It was all funny coming from him considering what he did to women.
A kiss was planted on my forehead before my father pulled back.
My father’s men surrounded us, silent observers to my suffering.
I knew everything was being reported back to Slade.
Dad held out his hand and I took it. I jumped out of the car. In my defiance, I had worn sneakers underneath my dress and the only reason my father hadn't protested was because of how long the dress was.
We climbed our first step into the church and my heart suddenly lodged itself into my throat. The two large mahogany doors opened as we got closer, and I could see the church full with who knows who.
The veil was pulled down my face, and I placed my hand into the crook of Papa’s elbow. The orchestra started their performance, and I scoffed at the absurdity of it all. I felt like a mockery to my face; the expensive dress, the church, the guests, and the music.
Fear, anger, and hate all exacerbated the anxiety I was feeling, and I knew I was like a ticking time bomb ready to explode any moment.
I took the first step, my teeth sinking into my bottom lip. I drew warmth and strength from my father.
The whole church had risen up to its feet, just staring at me as I walked down the aisle.
Finally, finding the courage, I looked away from my feet up and down the aisle to the man I would marry.
First was the priest in his ostentatious and extremely gaudy gown, smiling like he didn’t know his church was filled with the worst filth this world had. I saw Slade standing in the first row and I shuddered. Next to him was another man looking as dangerous as Slade.
My eyes drifted away and finally set on the man I was being forcefully bound to.
My heart nearly exploded. A wave of coldness washed over me. I felt all the blood leave my face.
Thoughts and reason left me. The next thing I knew I had already turned. I ripped my hand from my father’s before he could react.
A shout came from somewhere but my body was on flight-mood.
My feet moved on their own, seemingly as if it was all happening in slow motion then I snapped out of it and realized I was running.
There was no turning back.
I ran for the door, dodging the guards.
I grabbed the hem of my gown into my fists, showing my sneakers then I held nothing back. I ran with everything in me.
“Serene!”
It was a distant call, one I barely heard as I ran down the street, dress flying all around me. Tears filled my eyes, knowing my father would pay for this slight but it was already too late. I had run from my fate and there was no going back.
‘I should go back.’ I thought. ‘No, it’s too late.’ I argued. I ran my hands through my hair, ripped out the veil, and threw it down forcefully. I was fucked and I knew it. I shook so hard that even my lips trembled. “What have I done?” I paced back and forth, my eyes skittishly moving in every direction. As soon as the doors of the bus opened I jumped in. There was no way I could escape. There was no way I would survive this. If Slade didn’t kill me first then my supposed husband would skin me alive. The image of him had me shudder again. Eyes so dark they almost seemed to swallow the light, with barely any soul in them. The tattoo could be seen peaking from his shirt and the scorn on his face had made it clear he had already been pissed. He would kill me with his bare hands. I was sure they were gigantic themselves. I shrieked in my seat, folding my arms around my body. I was doomed. “Hey, are you okay?” I jumped as a man touched my side. I nodded my head withou
Trigger warning: This chapter contains non-consensual sexual activity. I was dropped off three hours later in the middle of nowhere. We had left civilization thirty minutes back, just the driver and I. God knows where the other cars had gone. I was raw, staring up at the medium-sized glass house. The glass was dark, sending a shiver down my body. It looked like an expensive and fancy prison I would not be able to escape. Trees were all that rounded it, a tall wire keeping who knows what out. The air was cold, the sun sending its goodbyes. I walked up, opened the door as the car drove to the garage. A smaller house stood just a few miles from where I was heading but it was still in the compound. I took the steps up, raw with emotion. I did not know where my husband was and what I would meet in the house. The handle was pushed down and the door gave way. Did he just leave his house unlocked? “ Hello?” It felt like the start of a scary movie. No one answered, my voice
My husband pushed up and I nearly cried, grabbing onto him. The waves were still ripping through me with such force my body twisted and turned. It was so sweet and sour it left even my skin sizzling. My eyes rolled in and just when I thought it couldn’t be better a mouth latched on my sex and my husband began eating my cum. He was impatient and unkind about it. His tongue was large and thick, pressing on my clit to leave me trembling even more before he moved back. Cool air kissed my dripping pussy before something hard and warm pressed on my sex. My eyes pushed wide open, gasping hard. My thighs moved to close but he was there, in between my legs. I shuffled back, shaking my head in all the dilemma I was in. He gripped my waist with force, pulling me back to him but I screamed, my legs moving to kick him. He gripped my leg. I scrambled away, wiggling my leg for him to let go. In that, my body turned, my belly on the bed with my ass to him. I quickly shuffled away, abo
The pain was what brought me from my dream. It was piercing through my body so intensely I was paralyzed. I blinked in a state of shock. My head lay on my arms, my front pressed to the bed. White sheets stared back at me and I groaned. The pain was so intense I decided to just lay there for as long as I could until my bladder cried out for help. I groaned out, shifting in bed only to wince painfully. It hurt like hell. I clenched my hands and took a deep breath only to attempt to move again. It felt as if I had just given birth. The pain left me pale. What had I been thinking?Finally, I could stand and I stared down at the sheets. A bloody stain stared back at me. Flashes from the previous night greeted me and I groaned out. The shame finally settled and left me feeling like shit. How could I have done that? How could I have entertained that? I had only told Tate of my dark twisted fantasies and he had laughed at my face before promising to try it once we were married. I
I watched the car drive off from the window. The disappearance of the car had me springing to action. I canvased his closet until I found money. Only a mafia man would have a bag full of cash just sitting there.I packed it all in my bag then packed a few clothes. I strapped on my sneakers then ran downstairs. The pain could wait. I dashed out the door, knowing it was too good to be true but nonetheless, I took the risk.I ran down the drive way and climbed out the gate. It was too easy, I knew. I slowly ran down, keeping a steady pace and bearing through the pain. I got to town after some time and took a cab straight out of town.With the money on me I could go hide anywhere for a few weeks but somehow I found myself going to school. My life as I knew it was over. I just needed to say goodby
A scream pulled from me only for it to be muffled.My heart went from a steady resting beat to haywire.My body shook, my chest burning with no air coming in.My eyes flickered open to darkness only for my face to be pressed on the pillow hard.A hand was around my mouth and nose, cutting any force of life from being drawn.Tears filled my eyes, fear paralyzing me.My screams echoed from my throat.The hand pressing me down moved yet a much bigger weight lay heavy on me.I felt my shorts being pulled down. I tried to fight but I couldn’t
My hand ran through my collar.The swelling had gone down a little.“You’re mine.” I whispered as I ran my finger through the words tattooed on my skin. I trembled not knowing what to do. I hadn’t slept a wink because each time I closed my eyes I felt as if someone was ontop of me. A shudder ran through me.My stomach cried out and I couldn’t recall the last time I ate.I went down the stairs and prepared myself a sandwich, taking a few bites before I threw it in the bin.I couldn’t just accept the life he was forcing me in. I refused. I was not going to be the little obedient idiot. Fuck him.What was I suppo
It didn’t come as a shock when I woke up alone and also went back to bed alone. To prevent myself from going insane I went to town the next day with the driver to get a phone and new bedroom decor because I had made myself hate pink.The third day was spent changing the room and adding some touches around the house.My phone sat staring at me as I resisted calling my friends, mostly, Tate.I missed them.And I missed him.I typed his number over and over yet stopped myself from calling each time.Nothing could happen between him and I. I would only be putting him in danger. I was married, there was no going around that. And the explaining