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Chapter 43: Another Deal
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Fake Dating My Hockey Alpha Chapter 49: Why? Freya.
It has been more than a week since I returned to the States. I haven’t stepped outside once, not even for a doctor’s appointment to check on the baby.I hate this pregnancy. The very thought of it fills me with anger. Yet Freya was right. Ending it would have meant I was too weak to face my problems—that I’d rather run from them than confront them. So I made a decision. I will keep the baby. In a few days, I may even return to Australia.I’m glad I didn’t follow that other voice, the one that told me not to come back here. At the time, the feeling was cold and heavy, almost like a warning. But I ignored it. I needed Freya more than I needed anything else. And I’m grateful I did. She has been nothing but supportive, pouring love and patience over me when I could barely stand. Without her, I’m certain I would have lost myself completely—maybe even ended up in a hospital.She helped me make sense of the chaos in my head, showed me how to hold my feelings instead of letting them drown me.
Fake Dating My Hockey Alpha Chapter 48: Pregnant & Heavy
“Congratulations, Miss Lucy. You’re pregnant.”While others might welcome such news with joy, I broke down in tears right there in the doctor’s office. At first she thought I was overwhelmed with happiness. She kept assuring me everything was fine, that the baby was healthy and I was healthy. But then she looked into my eyes and finally saw the disgust and the hatred. After that, she fell silent.It’s been five hours since I walked out of that hospital, and I still cannot believe it. Four weeks pregnant.This feels like a nightmare, a horror I never saw coming.No. This is not the life I planned for myself. I never imagined carrying a child, not now, not anytime soon. In just two weeks I was supposed to return to the city and enroll in a two–year nursing program, to finally pursue my dream of becoming a nurse. There was a time I said if I wasn’t going to be an artist, then I wanted to wear the white uniform in Australia. Fate pushed me back here, and I chose to walk this path, to begi
Fake Dating My Hockey Alpha Chapter 47: It Can't Be
~Lucy~The waves roll in and out, soft and steady, kissing the shore before pulling back again. I sit on the warm sand, my toes buried in it, watching the water glisten under the sun. The air smells of salt and freedom, carrying with it the cries of distant gulls. Palm trees sway gently, their shadows stretching long across the beach. For the first time in a long while, everything feels quiet, calm, like the world has paused just for me.And this is all I want, to be far away from everything, from everyone, until I can find my feet in society again. It’s been three weeks since I buried the past, and I hope, more than anything, that nothing drags me back there. I’ve learned something about myself—when I’m in love, I’m weak and desperate. I lose sight of what’s right, and all I want is to give my heart and body what they crave. But now, I’m working on that. I’m going to discipline myself, to make sure I control my emotions and never let my emotions control me. I will never appear weak f
Fake Dating My Hockey Alpha Chapter 46: We Were Never Supposed To Happen
I feel sick with myself. Ashamed. I loathe the way I melted for him, the way my body betrayed every promise I made. I swore I would never let it happen again. I vowed to myself I would stand strong. And I broke it.Now I sit here drowning in regret, suffering for a single mistake, the mistake of falling in love with Rhett Lawson.I’ve denied it over and over, tried to convince myself I could live without him, that I could claw my way free. But my heart refuses. My body refuses. My soul refuses. No matter how much I want to stop loving him, everything inside me clings to him.That is why I have to go.I’m leaving. Going far away, where nothing will remind me of him, where his shadow cannot follow me. I’ve told myself this before, but something always kept me rooted. Not anymore. This time there’s no hesitation.I’ve planned it all. Every step. And once I’m gone, I will never turn back.Rhett Lawson will never see me again.~Rhett~ Am I a terrible person for giving in to my desires?I
Fake Dating My Hockey Alpha Chapter 45: Burning With Hatred, Burning With Desire
The sweet, sharp aroma of coffee drags me out of what feels like the longest sleep. My head pounds as if someone slammed it against a wall, and my body feels heavy, weak and unsteady.“Oh God,” I groan, trying to push myself upright. The room spins and my stomach churns. My eyes land on the table beside me: a few tablets, a glass of water, and a folded note. I snatch the note up with trembling fingers.Good morning, sleeping beauty. I’m sure you’re suffering a terrible hangover. Take these, okay? I love you.The words bring last night back into focus. Freya. The bar. The drinks, too many of them.I swallow the pills, sip the water, and slump back against the pillows, waiting for the heaviness to ease. My mind flicks through the memories: dancing with strangers, laughing too loud. That part almost makes me smile. But then I remember spilling my heart to Freya, the hurt and bitterness tumbling out of me in drunken honesty. Shame covers me. If she weren’t my best friend, I’d never face h
Fake Dating My Hockey Alpha Chapter 44: Forget Him
~Lucy~ I haven’t seen Rhett in two days. Not that I’m missing him. I’m teaching myself to grow a tough skin for that.My art exhibition, the one I already regret promising my fans, was supposed to launch yesterday, but it was postponed. Why? Because Rhett Lawson is off doing whatever he pleases. I’m only grateful Laura called to inform me of his “busy” schedule. And even when I insisted on moving forward with the exhibition, she warned it would raise questions. She was right. I had already told everyone that Rhett inspired the paintings. How would it look if he didn’t show up?Still, Laura turned the whole thing into being about him. She only cares that people might say Rhett doesn’t value his “girlfriend.” And now that my head is clearer and no longer clouded by the mess of horniness, I realize how little I know about him. That thought hits like a slap.I feel stupid. I never pressed him to share his past, or even the simplest truths about himself. And now I’m left with the sinking
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