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Kaidora's POV
Perfumes.
Herbs.
Potions.
The holy trinity of my survival. Without them, my disguise will crumble and the werewolves around me will know exactly what I am. I can't let them see that I'm not one of them, so even on a night like this, I have to coat myself with scented oils and bitter herbs just to mask my human scent.
“Kai! Are you ready?” Amber whispers from the doorway.
I quickly shove the bottles into my small cabinet and click it shut. My heart pounds as I glance once more at the locked cabinet. My secret. My only shield.
“Coming.” I turn and walk towards the door.
I agreed to go with Amber to the arena tonight. Not because I care about hockey, hell, I don't even know the rules. But because blending in require sacrifices. And nothing screams suspicion more than the wolfless omega who never shows up where every other student does.
So here I am, walking into the predators’ den with nothing but perfume and oil as armor.
The arena is already buzzing when we arrive. The hockey fans are screaming and cheering like their lives depend on the puck sliding across the ice.
Amber pulls me along, her eyes bright as she waves at the other she-wolves who only stare at me as if I don't belong here.
Oh, maybe I do not belong. After all, omegas are treated like trash here in Highcrest College and to them, I am just a wolfless omega from some forgotten pack. Weak, harmless and insignificant.
Amber is the only real friend I've made here in the last six months. She's the only one who doesn't treat me like trash. Sometimes, I wonder if she would treat me with the same care if she ever found out what I am.
I keep my head down, telling myself to breathe. One wrong look, one slip and every one of my plans will shatter.
I lower myself into the second row seat beside Amber. She keeps screaming every time a hockey player passes the puck into the net, but I'm not on the same page with her.
My focus has drifted as always. I am constantly watching, searching every face, every scent, every careless laugh because I'm hunting for the wolves who rip my family apart.
The crowd roars again when a player scores. This time they are chanting someone's name.
I tilt my head to the side of the rink, and then I see him. Zane Grayson!
The golden boy of Highcrest College, the untouchable star hockey player and the future Alpha of the Blue Crest Pack. Our eyes meet for a millisecond, and his smirk falters. Something unreadable flashes in his stormy grey eyes.
I roll my eyes, tearing my gaze away from him. Then I pull the cap of my oversized hoodie over my head, shielding my face as the smell of my perfume stings my own nose.
Amber bounces beside me, clapping like Zane Grayson had just cured the world's ailment.
“He's amazing, isn't he?” She shouts over the noise.
“He's arrogant,” I mutter, drawing in my lower lip.
Amazing isn't the word I will ever use to describe a werewolf. Amber rolls her eyes, but I ignore her, my eyes already scanning the crowd again.
The game ends and the rink floods with laughter, while my own heart tightens in my chest.
There's no progress today again, even after six months of being in Highcrest College in search of my parents’ killers. I rise to my feet, the strange smell of different werewolves hitting my nose. I hate that smell because it reminds me of why I am here and why I can't afford to slip.
Disappointment washes over me as a sigh slips from my lips.
“Let's go—” I say, but Amber has already grabbed my wrist, moving through the crowd before I can finish my words.
“Move, weakling!” A she-wolf sneers as she passes by my side, her eyes flashing with disdain.
I lower my head and let the insult wash over me. That's what they expect from a wolfless omega. Submission, silence! But inside, my chest burns with rage, hotter than any fire.
Suddenly, someone shoves me hard from behind. And that's when it happened.
Hard chest. The stench of cold sweat and wet pads that makes my stomach churn.
I collide so hard with someone that I nearly stumble to the floor. But strong hands shoot out, gripping my shoulders because obviously, my hands already grab something else for support.
The joker of electricity that courses through my veins makes my gaze snap up in an instant. Then my eyes lock on stormy grey eyes that narrow like they can see straight through my carefully built disguise.
Zane Grayson! For a moment, it feels like the world has stopped moving.
Gasps ripple through the air. Whispers float around us.
“Does she have a death wish?”
“How dare she touch him that way?”
“I guess even a wolfless omega has her eyes on the star hockey player.”
My stomach twists in disgust and my jaw clenches. What the hell are they talking about? Are they too blind to see that someone had pushed me?
“Let go!” Zane growls, his eyes burning with rage and something else I can't place. “If you wanted my attention, there are easier ways than this, omega,” he spits, his jaw clenched.
My eyes go wide in disbelief. Really? Isn't he the one holding my shoulder too hard now? I exhale sharply through my nose, trying as much as I can not to snap at him.
I tell myself that I am an omega and we submit, instead of snapping or talking back at the high-ranked werewolves.
“You are the one holding me right now.” My voice is soft and barely above a whisper.
Then Zane lowers his hardened gaze slowly and my eyes follow his movement.
My eyes widen in horror and shock when my eyes finally land on what he's talking about.
His dick! Jesus Christ!
My right hand is holding Zane's manhood and what's worse is that he's getting hard.
Heat rushes to my face in an instant and I swallow a hot, bitter rush of something that tastes like humiliation and fury as the crowd bursts out laughing.
Kaidora's POV Dread claws at me, but I force it down. I'm overthinking. It's just a bath. Just tradition.I soak for what feels like hours but is probably only twenty minutes. When I finally step out, I immediately reapply my perfumes and oils before anyone can come check on me, masking my human scent beneath layers of scents Thalia had given me weeks ago. Elder Miriam returns with a ceremonial robe— white silk embroidered with silver wolves. “For the blessing ceremony,” she explains, helping me into it.I'm led to another room where the other elder females have gathered in a circle. They gesture for me to stand in the center, and I comply, my heart hammering against my ribs. “We call upon the Moon Goddess to bless this union,” Miriam begins, her voice taking on a formal, ritualistic quality. “To guide these mates toward prosperity and strength. To grant them the wisdom to lead our pack with honor.”The other women echo her words, their voices blending into a haunting chant. I clos
Kaidora's POVThe pack house looks different in the daylight. It looks more imposing, like everything I should fear instead of the neutral territory I've convinced myself it could be.Zane pulls into the circular driveway exactly at noon, his jaw tight with tension that's been building all morning. We barely spoke during the drive, both of us lost in our own spirals of dread about what comes next.“Ready?” he asks, but his hands remain gripped on the steering wheel.No. I'm not ready. I'll never be ready to walk into the heart of werewolf territory and pretend I belong here. Pretend I'm going to be their future Luna when tomorrow's ceremony will expose every lie we've built.“Yup,” I say instead, pretending as though my heart isn't about to fall out of my chest. He sighs softly, and turns towards me fully now. “There's something I need to let you know, Kai,” he says and I nod once despite the fear crawling over my skin. “Since we insist that the bond is legitimate, this ceremony migh
Kaidora's POVWarmth surrounds me when consciousness slowly creeps in, chasing away the remnants of restless dreams. My cheek rests against something firm and solid, rising and falling in a steady rhythm that feels oddly comforting.I keep my eyes closed, clinging to the last threads of sleep because waking up means facing everything I tried to escape last night. It means remembering Summer's cruel smile, the ring she dangled just out of reach, the garbage she threw at me like I was nothing.And I will have to remember how I completely fell apart afterward.The steady rhythm beneath my cheek shifts slightly, and I become aware of an arm wrapped around me, holding me close. Fingers trail through my hair in a gentle, repetitive motion that sends shivers down my spine.Zane.Memory floods back in pieces. Breaking down at the campus gate. Him finding me there. The drive home. His refusal to push for answers even though I could see how badly he wanted them.The way he just held me while I
Zane's POVSomething is wrong. The feeling hits me the moment I walk into the empty apartment, Kaidora's absence a tangible void that makes Darko pace restlessly in my mind.I pull out my phone and text her: Where are you? I came home and you're gone.The message delivers but no response comes. I wait thirty seconds that feel like hours before trying again.Kai, answer me. Are you okay?Still nothing.My wolf's unease bleeds into my own, amplifying the concern already tightening my chest. After our conversation yesterday, after the way we left things between us cold and distant, where would she go this late at night?I'm pulling up her location when instinct kicks in. Something pulls at me, an invisible thread tugging toward campus even though I have no logical reason to think she'd be there.But I've learned to trust these inexplicable urges when it comes to Kaidora. I've learned that whatever connection exists between us, real or imagined, it knows things my conscious mind doesn't.
Kaidora's POVI sit in the darkness long after Marcus leaves, his warning echoing through the hollow space in my chest.The marking will fail. Everyone will know. We'll both be destroyed.He suggested I leave, pack my bags tonight and disappear before the ceremony exposes everything we've built on lies.I should save Zane by abandoning him. Give up revenge to protect the werewolf I was never supposed to fall for.The logical part of my brain knows Marcus is right, that staying means walking into a certain disaster. But I can't leave. Not now. Not when I'm this close.I've spent ten years preparing for this. Ten years carrying the weight of my parents' deaths. And now the ring connected to their death is here, in Summer's possession. Within reach after a decade of searching.I've come too far to walk away now. Too far to let fear or love or common sense stop me from finishing what I started.Even if it means everything falls apart at the ceremony. Even if my secret gets exposed and the
Kaidora's POVI've been sitting on the couch for the past hour, staring at my laptop screen without really seeing it. The Blackthorn pack history page is open in front of me, words blurring together as my mind replays the conversation with Zane from yesterday.“That's all this is.”The lie sits heavy in my chest like a stone I can't seem to dislodge no matter how many times I tell myself it was necessary. That pushing Zane away was the right choice. That maintaining distance will make leaving easier when the time comes.But the look on his face when I said it— like I'd physically struck him— keeps flashing through my mind, and each time it does, something inside me twists painfully.I force my attention back to the laptop, to the research I should have been doing all along instead of getting distracted from why I'm here.The Blackthorn pack. Summer's family. The connection I need to find.I scroll through the history, looking for anything from ten years ago, any mention of conflicts,







