JULIA'S POV
I couldn't breathe.
The room felt warped, twisted into something unreal as Ava's words echoed over and over inside my head.
"You were protected from ME."
My knees trembled so violently I thought I might collapse.
Kai's hand tightened around my arm instantly, steadying me before I could fall completely. His touch burned through the thin fabric of my sleeve, grounding and suffocating me at the same time.
Ava watched it happen.
And smiled.
Not kindly.Not lovingly.
Like seeing him hold me confirmed every fear she'd ever buried inside herself.
"Look at you," she whispered softly. "He does it every time."
"Kai…" My voice cracked. "Tell me she's lying."
Silence.
That silence destroyed me more than any answer could have.
Ava laughed quietly, tears shining in her eyes.
"He can't," she murmured. "Because he spent years protecting you from things he never protected me from."
"Stop talking," Kai said sharply.
His voice carried something dangerous now—not anger alone, but panic.
Real panic.
Ava ignored him completely.
"You want to know why your mother sent you away?" she asked me softly. "Because she caught me trying to hurt you."
The world stopped.
I stared at her.
"No…" I whispered.
"I was fourteen," Ava continued, smiling faintly like she was remembering a dream instead of a nightmare. "And I hated you so much I could barely breathe around you."
"Kai," I whispered desperately. "Say something."
But his expression had gone pale.
Which meant—
It was true.
My stomach twisted violently.
Ava tilted her head, studying me with eerie fascination.
"You were so tiny," she murmured. "Always following your mother around. Always smiling. Always loved."
My throat tightened painfully.
"And every time Father looked at you," she continued, voice sharpening, "my mother cried afterward."
Kai stepped forward abruptly.
"Enough."
"No!" Ava snapped, spinning toward him. "You don't get to silence me anymore!"
Her breathing became uneven, frantic.
"You made me feel insane for years!" she shouted. "You kept choosing HER. Protecting HER. Watching HER."
"I was trying to protect everyone!" Kai fired back.
"You loved her!"
The scream shattered through the room.
Silence crashed down afterward.
Heavy.Broken.Deadly.
I stared at Kai.
His chest rose sharply.His fists clenched.
But he didn't deny it.
Oh God.
Ava saw the realization hit me and smiled bitterly through her tears.
"There," she whispered. "Now you see it too."
My chest hurt.
Not because of love.Not because of jealousy.
Because suddenly every moment between Kai and me felt poisoned by something I didn't fully understand.
The staring.The protectiveness.The obsession.The anger.
It had all started long before I even knew who I was.
"Kai…" My voice shook violently. "Since when?"
His eyes snapped to mine instantly.
And for the first time since I'd met him—
He looked terrified.
"Julia—"
"Since WHEN?" I shouted.
Ava laughed again, almost hysterically now.
"He won't answer because even he doesn't know!" she cried. "One day he hated you. The next day he couldn't stop watching you."
"AVA."
Kai's voice thundered through the room.
But she kept going.
"When you disappeared, he lost his mind!" she screamed. "He searched for years! YEARS!"
I froze.
My breath caught sharply in my throat.
"What?"
Kai closed his eyes briefly like the truth itself physically hurt him.
Ava pointed at him accusingly.
"He pretended it was about guilt. About family. About responsibility." Her voice cracked. "But it wasn't. He was obsessed with finding you."
My heart slammed painfully against my ribs.
Kai stepped toward me slowly.
"Julia… listen to me."
But I backed away instantly.
Fear.Fear was finally crawling into me.
Not fear that Kai would hurt me.
Fear that I never really knew him at all.
His face broke slightly when I stepped back.
That expression—that tiny flicker of pain—made something inside my chest ache despite everything.
"I never wanted this," he said hoarsely.
"Then what DID you want?" I whispered.
He looked wrecked.
Completely wrecked.
"I wanted you away from this family," he admitted quietly. "Away from the Bennetts. Away from Ava. Away from me."
Ava's expression twisted.
"But you couldn't stay away," she whispered bitterly.
"No," Kai said softly, eyes locked on mine. "I couldn't."
The confession wrapped around the room like smoke.
Dangerous.Intimate.Unforgivable.
And before I could process any of it—
A loud crash exploded somewhere downstairs.
All three of us froze.
Another crash followed.
Then—
Voices.
Men shouting.
Ava's face drained of color instantly.
Kai moved toward the door like instinct had taken over his body.
But before he could reach it—
The lights went out.
Darkness swallowed the room whole.
I gasped.
And somewhere inside the darkness—
Someone whispered my name.
"Julia."