LOGINI wasn't hesitant to kiss him back. My arms flew up to wrap around his neck, and his hands roughly grabbed my waist, pressing me flushed to his hard, naked body. His tongue pushed into my mouth, curling around mine before he sucked hard on it, and I moaned into his mouth, grinding myself against his thigh.
The kiss felt like we were devouring each other, like we wanted to swallow each other whole, and none of us had plans to take it easy or slow. Jackson kissed me like he wanted to get it all out of his chest, like the only outlet for his intense emotions was this hard kissing. I kissed him like I was on fire, and the only way it was going out was from his hard lips on mine.
He turned with his arms still on my waist, pressing my back to the wall, his body still glued to mine, leaving not an inch between us. Then he started grinding on me. I moaned deeply and long into his mouth as his hard, naked dick ground into my core with my wet clothes in the way.
But the clothes didn't bother him as he sucked my bottom lip into his mouth, his hands moving from my waist and down to my ass where he grabbed it roughly, and kneaded the flesh as he kept grinding into me, making me feel every inch of his hard dick. Still, I needed to feel it without the clothes in the way.
So I untangled my fingers from where they had woven into his hair, and dropped my hands, taking off my clothes. Jackson broke the kiss, his eyes hot and heated on mine as his fingers undid my buttons and the zipper. When he pushed it down with my underwear, I hurriedly stepped out of it. When he got to my shirt, that’s where he ran out of patience, because he tore it, ripping the fabric apart, and I didn't mind one bit. The shirt was beginning to piss me off anyway.
He grabbed my bare breasts, pressing my nipples with his thumbs, and I pushed my chest deeper into his hands as I moaned softly. He brought his head down, still looking into my eyes as he sucked one nipple into his mouth.
“Oh,” I moaned softly, pushing my hips into his so I could grind my bare pussy against his cock.
As he sucked and nipped on my nipples, I felt his dick slipping between my folds, back and forth, and I was trembling, my body buzzing with pleasure so intense, it made me want to throw up from sheer nerves.
Jackson released my sore nipples with a soft pop sound, his eyes even more heated on mine as he slowly went down to his knees.
“Will you stop me this time, Siri?” he asked softly, his voice raspy.
When his face was facing my core, and I could feel his warm breath on it, I couldn't, for the life of me, remember why I kept stopping him. So I shook my head. “No.”
His lips twisted. “Good fucking girl. Now place your leg on my shoulder.”
I hesitated for a second because doing that would expose me completely to him, but it passed in the next second, and I raised my leg, planting my foot on his broad shoulder; when he hummed his approval, my core clenched. And since his eyes were fixed intensely on it, he saw it.
“Excited, are we?” he asked softly as he grabbed my inner thighs, his nails digging into the sensitive spot and making my body jerk. “Look at how fucking wet you are, Siri. You're so beautifully undone for me, baby. And I'm going to take my time to make sure you come even more undone.”
He raised his eyes to mine when I moaned, moving my hips and grounding on nothing. His eyes stayed on mine as he leaned in, his tongue snaking out and the tip flicking over my clit. I almost screamed as a hard shock went through my body. My hands flew into his hair, my fingers once again getting tangled in the wet, soft strands.
He did it again, the tip of his tongue just teasing my clit, and when I tried to grind on his tongue, he pinned my hips down with his large hands, and I huffed in arrogance, my chest heaving heavily as I stared down at him with mine hard. My frustration just made the bastard smirk.
“With how long you denied me this luxury, don’t you think it’s fair I torture you a bit?” he asked, pressing his tongue on my clit.
I moved my hips forcefully to try to chase that pleasure, but he pulled his tongue away.
I cursed harshly. “No! No, I don't think it’s bloody fair!”
“Of course you don’t.” His eyes dropped to my core once again, and this time he spread my folds apart with his fingers, his eyes darkening with intense lust. He licked his lips, his chest heaving. “Right. I believe you’re tortured enough.”
“Yes, I–Ohh, Jackson!”
His tongue swept over my folds, pressing into my entrance, and we both moaned loudly, Jackson shutting his eyes.
“Fuck me, baby, you taste bloody good,” he rasped as his tongue did another sweep, and this time, when I ground myself on his tongue, he let me, his eyes still shut, his dick thick between his legs and leaking precum.
When he sucked my clit into his mouth, my eyes crossed over, and I saw stars. I grabbed the back of his head with both hands, almost screaming as I fucked his tongue and pushed his head deeper into me like he wasn't as deep as deep could be.
Why didn't I let him do this sooner? Why, Siri?
The feel of his wet, hot tongue on my folds felt so slutty, so dirty that it was about to drive me crazy. And fuck, don’t get me started on my clit in his mouth. It was unlike anything I have ever felt. It didn't feel the same when I rubbed my clit. It felt ten times better, like my soul had left my body.
I squeezed my eyes shut as I threw my head back, hitting the wall.
“Oh, my God! Oh, my God! It feels so good! Please don’t stop. Please, baby, don’t stop!”
He moaned softly, and the sound made me tremble. I was wild and didn't care about holding onto some dignity as I pushed his head deeper into me while my hips moved fast.
“Jackson, I'm cumming! I’m cumming!”
When he pushed two fingers inside me, I didn't just cum: I saw the gates of heaven.
Yeah, fuck Toria and her stupid advice. Fuck that happy ending nonsense. Sure, I do want a happy ending with him. I want a happy beginning, middle, and ending with Jackson. All of that and more! Damn it, I had even been thinking of the perfect future together with him. Yes—and fuck you—I’ve been thinking of going somewhere with him, getting a house, three dogs, and maybe one cat. We could live like that for a few years, then get married, and decide if we wanted kids. I'd already mapped out the perfect future, the perfect ending.So yeah… Use him? USE him? How on God’s green earth can I use him when I was in love with him? I was madly in love with that man, and it made me realize that I was never in love with Michael. No. No, I was just in love with the attention and the idea of love, the idea that someone finally wants me. But this painful shit with Jackson? This soul-crashing devastation? Yeah, this was love. This was love in its purest, fucked up form.So how was I going to us
“I thought you might be gone already,” Toria said as we settled into my hotel room. “Jackson already booked my flight,” I said, opening a beer. “I leave in two days.”“Hmm. So what are you going to do till then? Stay cranked up in here?”“Probably.”“I could show you around, you know.”I thought about it for a second and shook my head, sipping my drink. “Thank you, but no.”I had thought about leaving and just going to tour on my own, but every time I thought about the possibility that I might run into him out there, I shook off that thought. Maybe I would have seen him with his hand around another woman’s waist, laughing with the boys and acting like that night didn't happen. But seeing him on screen tonight, I don't think any of that might have happened. I wanted to ask Toria what happened and why he looked that way, but then I might sound like I care, which I very much do, and I wanted to stay cool and keep up this nonchalant act until I was out of here.And so I sipped my drink
SIRIHe… lost. I stared at the TV screen in my small hotel room, my eyes wide, hands squeezed together and pressed to my chest.“He lost,” I whispered it out loud like it would make sense if I did so. I told myself I wasn't going to watch the game, that I would stay away from my screen and just wait for my flight back home two days from now, but I couldn't. I couldn't let the chance of seeing him, even though it was from a screen, slip away. As soon as his team had skated onto the ice and the camera zoomed in on them, my eyes had found him immediately, and I knew something was wrong. His skin was too pale, his eyes looked too sunken, and he kept flexing his wrists over and over, to the point I was sure everyone in the arena must have noticed. And I could have sworn that he was trembling. The game started, and it was even worse. Everything about the way he moved, to the way he could no longer hide his trembling, was wrong. It filled my heart with dread and panic. I couldn't relax a
PRESENTThe smoke of that cigar, laced with a chocolate scent, burned into my nose even though he was across the street. The scent was the same: the cigar lit, resting on his lips, lifted in a smile. A small smile, soft and gentle. Not like that frightening smile he had on his face that night that still sends a chill down my spine. Elijah M’Call still looked the same even seven years later. His black hair was slicked back from his face, dotted with gray. His grey eyes were wrinkled at the corners from age. His shoulders were still broad beneath his tailored suit, and black leather gloves covered his hands.He still looked and dressed the same. Nothing had changed.After that night, I had cut every tie with this man. I made sure I never heard a word from him or received a single penny. I moved into Jacob’s house, and his mother accepted me without a single complaint, letting me stay until I could rent my own place. I didn't speak to my mother for two years after that. She came to my
CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains references to domestic abuse and may be triggering to some readers. Reader discretion is advised. ~.~“I can think of a few things that can make you quit hockey,” my father said, his voice relaxed, but his face was filled with hell. He stood chest to chest with me, and I fought every instinct screaming at me to lower my eyes, to pull back. I fought them and stood perfectly still, not letting that dark look intimidate me.“What?” I spat. “Are you going to pay the coach to kick me out of the team? Then I'll just find another team to join.”“Jackson, please,” my mother whispered, and that just made my fists clench harder. Why was she calling me back and not her husband? He was the one threatening to take my dream away from me! My hopes for a better future, and still I was the one being called back? Did she really think I would just roll over and accept this bullshit? Bloody no. “That is way beneath me, Jackson,” he said in a low voice, acting li
SEVEN YEARS AGOThe sun had long since set, and the neighborhood was dark by the time I strolled in through the back door, my shoes tied together by their laces and hanging around my neck, my hands shoved into my pockets. Hopefully my parents were asleep by now, and I wouldn't have to deal with either of them. It was exhausting to look into their eyes these days and act like everything was fine when I harbored a little bit of hatred for my father. Okay, maybe it was more than a little bit, but I won’t tell if you don’t. I spent time at Jacob’s house long after practice, then came home and lied through my teeth, saying the coach sucked us dry with practice, which is why I was so late.You can’t blame me. The atmosphere in this house was depressing, and hearing my father whistle while he smoked his cigar, acting like all was right and fair in the world, was pissing me off when I could see my mother was losing weight, when I could clearly see she was losing her shine. She just needed







