Chapter 1

Selena Pov

It wasn't about living, it's about being treated like trash and your status thrown to your face at slightest provocation.

That's my life.

I have wanted a life of the elite, with servants and living in a mighty mansion but it's all going to be a fairytale.

I became a thing to be played with and a bully to mess around with from higher ranks that seems stronger than me.

That was my case, but this time it came a little bit different. I was a high born from a gamma bloodline but I was weak and pathetic as an Omega even at the age of 19 I'm yet to find my wolf. I wished I could do something to save myself from the humiliation and bullying. I could sense my mate even though I didn't have a wolf. I once thought my wolf was sleeping or something and still had this hope that it was going to show up one day.

It felt like a punishment, if only the werewolf nature can't sense the others, I might be under the cover. My name is Selena Morice, a gamma's daughter and you can add weak and pathetic as my third name, I get that all the time.

I have been rejected three times by prominent Alphas, one during the full moon ceremony. I thought I had seen my prince charming, he was handsome, we gazed into each other's eyes , charmed by the bond of mates just then someone interrupted us giving off my vulnerability. It could only be Calista, if only she could mind her business even for a seconds. I literally don't know why she hates me so much. Isn't it good she was better than me in all ratifications but always picked on me.

Yeah and do you know the most annoying part, she was my childhood friend. We grew up together like sisters, never knew she bore so much hatred for me I never saw coming and she had vowed never to see me mated. I guess that was one of her vows because she was determined at it. She always showed up at the right time to tell my mates I was weak and pathetic but this time it wasn't as usual.

I kept telling myself she was going to change but no I was wrong she hated me and I shouldn't show love towards her but then she was a beta daughter, a fine warrior and a beautiful beta to the moonrise pack.

Just like the previous mate who rejected me, Damien the Alpha of my pack turned out to be my mate. Gratefully Calista didn't show up the day I found out he was my mate, she was out on a mission.

I guess I could keep this one after all, yeah I was happy someone accepted me, the bubbles I felt deep down my stomach whenever I was around him, he treated me like a queen giving me a special place in the pack house but I set boundaries.

I didn't get down on him yet, I wanted him to show me to the pack members that I was his Luna and mate. He understood and promised to do so. It felt like I was in heaven and all my bullies had disappeared. I enjoyed getting all my needs done by maids. I enjoyed the luxurious peace of mind of waking up every morning with no worries but that was cut short too suddenly.

I headed to Damien's room to give him a surprise gift, to appreciate him even though I didn't have much to offer yet. I just want to be certain he wasn't going to reject me. As I approached his chambers, my heart began to beat so fast probably that was my first time going to his chambers. I didn't know what to expect. What if he decides to take me in his chambers since he can't resist the heat? Was I ready for this I thought to myself over and over again but another side of me was determined to make the move.

Taking a deep breath to calm my nerves, promising myself nothing of such was going to happen. I knocked on his door but there wasn't any and I heard a sound. I was much more of a human than a werewolf. My senses weren't like other werewolves who could hear from a thousand miles away. I heard something shattering to the floor again, unable to hold back I pushed the door open.

“What the hell!” I yelled as I saw Callista wrapped in Damien's arms, they were both naked on the bed. My stomach aches and dread fills my heart, grinding my teeth as anger rage through my nerves. They turned to look at me at once, distengling from each other. The gift I held on my hand fell off with a loud thud gaining more attention from them.

“Selena what are you doing here?” Damian asked, trying to cover up himself. My head was bent low to the ground, glossed with tears as I couldn't watch them anymore. I had made a fool of myself again. An arching pain coursed through my heart. I thought I had escaped my nemesis but I was wrong. When did she come back anyway? Does she have any idea Damien was my mate?

“I brought this stupid present surprise for you. How could you? I thought you were my mate?” I yelled like a breaking dam, the pain in my voice palpable with the sting of his betrayal.

“My mate can't be a weak gamma. Come to think of it, what will other packs think of me having a weak Luna” I watched him say those hurtful words which pierced through my skin like a dagger stabbed through my heart. I was consumed by rage, pain and disappointment.

“If you didn't want me, why didn't you reject me. Why do you make me feel important to you and yet you stabbed me in the back” my breathing was unsteadily as my heart went up and down in fear. I haven't been this bold in my life. He stood up from the bed and walked closer to me, my heart raced at the thought of what he might do to me.

“I am the Alpha of this pack and no some Alpha's daughter doesn't get to speak to me like that”

“I'm your mate”

“Are you kidding me? You don't even have a wolf” I hate to hear that, rubbing my weakness to my face.

“Then reject me” I muttered, I was done with the humiliation, I would rather live a lonely life than to be his mate under the walls of my room than to the people.