Ang tunog ng high heels ni Kaella Ponce habang lumalabas ng elevator ng Roque Corporation, 32nd floor ay parang may magic ang bawat yapak niya—lahat ng empleyado biglang nagkunwaring busy. Ang kaninang nagtsitsismisan sa gilid? Biglang nag-type ng walang laman na email. Yung messenger na huli na naman? Muntik nang matapon ang kape kakataranta.
“Good morning,” ani Kaella, kalmado pero may authority sa boses. Sabay-sabay na halos buong floor: “Good morning, Ms. Kaella!” Hindi man lang siya tumingin sa kanila, abala pa rin sa tablet habang nag-scroll ng schedule. Pero lahat, parang sabay na huminga ulit nang makalampas siya. Kilala siya sa tatlong bagay: walang mintis ang schedule, nakakakita ng typo mula sampung metro, at hindi natataranta kahit magka-crash ang system. “Kaella, ikaw na talaga ang pag-asa ng kumpanya,” biro ng isang manager habang nag-aayos siya ng files. “Hindi naman, konting milagro lang,” sagot niya, deadpan, pero nakangiti ng bahagya. Pero sa likod ng professionalism, may sikreto siyang hindi sinasabi kahit kanino. Tuwing dumadaan siya sa lobby, tumatagal ang tingin niya sa malaking Roque family portrait. Lalo na sa isang mukha: si Jerome Roque, ang bunsong anak na matagal nang nasa abroad. Sa litrato, naka-tux siya, may ngiting tipong kaya niyang paikutin ang mundo. Hindi niya ito kailanman nakilala, pero minsan iniisip niya—babalik pa kaya ito? Hindi naman niya inaasahan na mapapansin siya nito. “Kaella, stop daydreaming,” bulong niya sa sarili habang nililipat ang mga folder. “Trabaho muna.” Pagdating ng lunch, kumalat agad ang memo ng HR: “New trainee starting today—let’s all welcome him!” Hay naku, naisip niya. Isa na namang pasaway na kailangan i-orient. Pero iba ang vibe ngayong araw. Parang may kakaibang kuryente sa paligid. Nang bumalik siya mula sa pag-aayos ng report, nakita niya ang dalawang staff na nagtatawanan at sumisilip sa HR office. “Hoy, ano ‘yan?” tanong niya, kilay-taas. “Ms. Kaella, grabe… cute ng newbie!” bulong ng isa, namumula pa ang pisngi. Nag-roll eyes lang si Kaella. “Cute won’t save the quarterly report,” sagot niya. Sa desk niya, habang nag-aayos ng paperwork, napansin niya sa peripheral vision ang isang matangkad na lalaki sa reception area. Medyo awkward: yung necktie niya tabingi, at yung ID badge… baligtad. Hawak niya ang office map na parang thesis defense. Hindi napigilan ni Kaella ang bahagyang tawa. Naku po, isa na namang lost puppy. “Excuse me,” marahang tanong ng lalaki sa receptionist, “Marketing department… saan banda?” Nagpatingin si Kaella. Bago pa siya muling mawala, tinawag niya ito. “Trainee?” Nag-angat siya ng ulo. At sa isang segundo, napatigil ang paghinga ni Kaella. May kung anong init at kabang dumaan sa dibdib niya. Maganda ang ngiti niya—hindi ‘yung mayabang na ngiti ng mga sosyal na lalaki, kundi ‘yung tipong sincere at medyo nahihiya. “Yes, ma’am,” sagot ng lalaki. “Badge. Baligtad.” Tinuro niya ang kwelyo. “Marketing—three doors down. Left. Don’t get lost again, hindi ito maze.” Namula siya nang bahagya. “Salamat po.” Tapos mabilis na naglakad. Hmm… polite naman pala, isip ni Kaella. Pero binalewala niya agad. Maghapon, paminsan-minsan niyang nahuhuli na napapatingin ang trainee sa kanya. At minsan, nang magtagpo ang mga mata nila, ngumiti ito—isang ngiting nagparamdam ng kakaibang init sa tiyan ni Kaella. Pag-uwi na, nag-vibrate ang phone niya. HR MESSAGE: “Kaella, starting tomorrow, ikaw ang mag-o-oversee sa performance ng trainee. Siya ang isi-shadow ka.” “Ha?” bulong niya, napataas ang kilay. “Ako pa talaga?” Inirapan niya ang phone at inabot ang bag. Habang naglalakad sa hallway, narinig niya ang elevator ding at huminto siya—parang may narinig na kakaiba. Sa dulo ng corridor, may liwanag mula sa CEO’s office. Napalingon siya at napakunot ang noo. Sa loob, kitang-kita niya si Mr. Hector Roque, seryoso pero… tumatawa. At sino ang kasama? Yung trainee! At hindi lang basta kasama—may kamay sa balikat nito si Hector, parang matagal na silang magkakilala. Nanigas si Kaella. What? Umikot ang isip niya. Bakit ganun ka-close ang CEO sa isang baguhan? At… bakit bigla niyang naisip ang mukha sa family portrait? Pumikit siya sandali, huminga nang malalim. Hindi… hindi pwedeng siya ‘yun. Bago magsara ang elevator, muling sumulyap si Kaella at bumulong: “Impossible… pero… baka nga?”Kaella stepped into Roque Snacks Corporation that Monday, the familiar scent of coffee and printer ink greeting her. After three days of sick leave, she felt both relieved and nervous—relieved na medyo bumalik na ang lakas niya, pero kinakabahan kung paano niya haharapin si Jerome pagkatapos ng lahat ng nangyari.“Kaella!” Trina’s voice practically squealed across the office. “Grabe, akala namin na-hospital ka na! Kamusta ka na?”Before she could answer, the rest of the team swarmed her desk. Leo brought over a paper cup of hot tea, saying, “Nag-alala talaga kami. Sabi pa ni Jerome, mataas daw lagnat mo.”Kaella gave a sheepish smile. “I’m okay now. Pasensya na, ang dami ninyong inasikaso dahil sa ’kin.”“Good thing you rested,” another coworker chimed in. “Pero alam mo, ang dedicated ni Jerome. Hindi umalis ng office noong araw na nagkasakit ka hanggang hindi ka nasisiguro na safe ka.”She froze for half a second, her cheeks warming. Across the room, Jerome pretended to be busy at h
Kaella stirred awake to the faint glow of morning sunlight slipping through her curtains. For a moment, she didn’t remember why her throat ached or why her body felt like lead. Then the memories came rushing back—yung pagkahilo sa office, ang paghatid ni Jerome, at ang paraan niyang hindi alintana ang lahat para lang matulungan siya.She blinked, her eyes adjusting. Sa gilid ng kanyang kama, may isang upuan—at doon, nakasubsob si Jerome, ang ulo nakapatong sa kanyang braso, natutulog nang mahimbing. His dark hair was slightly messy, and his breathing was even, calm.Kaella’s chest tightened. He must have stayed all night. Grabe naman ‘to… she thought, guilt and warmth flooding her chest. She remembered insisting he leave, na kaya niya mag-isa, but clearly, Jerome hadn’t listened.Careful not to wake him, she reached for the thermometer on her bedside table. 37.3°C—her fever gone down. Slowly, she sat up, the blanket slipping from her shoulders. The movement stirred Jerome. He blinked
The next morning, Kaella dragged herself into Roque Snacks wearing her sharpest blazer—pero kahit gaano siya ka-polished, her pale complexion and sluggish movements gave her away. May sipon, sore throat, at ang sakit ng ulo niya ay parang marching band. But deadlines didn’t care about fevers. Kaya ko ’to, she told herself, even as the elevator ride to the 14th floor felt like a marathon.At her desk, she tried to focus on the quarterly reports, pero the letters on her screen blurred. Trina, passing by with a folder, paused. “Girl, okay ka lang? Parang… hindi ka okay.”“I'm okay,” Kaella croaked, clearing her throat. “Just didn’t sleep well.”By 10 a.m., she felt like her chair was spinning. She reached for her coffee, pero nanginginig ang kamay niya. That’s when Jerome appeared, whistling a cheerful tune. He stopped mid-step nang makita ang kulay niya.“Mentor?” Jerome’s voice was sharp with concern. “You look… pale. As in, scary pale.”She waved him off. “Huwag kang OA. … busy lang.”
The next day, Roque Snacks was back to its usual midweek chaos—phones ringing, printers humming, at mga taong nagmamadaling magpasa ng reports. But for Kaella, every sound felt a little too loud, every minute a little too long. She buried herself sa trabaho, forcing her attention on the screen in front of her. Kung puro spreadsheets ang titingnan niya, baka sakaling tumigil ang pag-ikot ng puso niya tuwing naiisip niya si Jerome.At around 3 p.m., laughter erupted sa kabilang cubicle. Kaella’s pen stilled mid-note. She glanced discreetly, only to see Nina leaning against Jerome’s desk, twirling her hair habang tawa ng tawa sa isang kwento nito. Jerome, of course, was grinning—his easy, charming grin that Kaella secretly knew too well.Ignore it, she told herself. You said you’d focus on work.She highlighted three rows of data na hindi naman kailangan, just to give her hands something to do. Pero kahit anong gawin niya, hindi niya mapigilang pakinggan ang usapan.“So, Jerome,” Nina sa
The office was unusually quiet again that Thursday night. Halos lahat ng ilaw ay patay na sa ibang department, maliban sa maliit na glow mula sa marketing floor kung saan nakaupo si Kaella. The ticking clock on the wall seemed louder in the silence, echoing her own heartbeat.She stared at her screen, pretending to be engrossed in revising the presentation deck for tomorrow’s board meeting. But really, her mind was everywhere—on Jerome’s lingering looks, on the way Nina laughed at his jokes, on the whispered line he’d left her with the day before: “I’ll still make you notice me.”She shook her head. “Focus, Kaella,” she muttered. “This is just work. Work lang ‘to.”A soft creak of the door made her flinch.“Mentor?” Jerome’s voice was warm but tentative. He stepped into the room, still wearing his office shirt but with his sleeves rolled up, tie stuffed into his pocket. He held a paper bag in one hand and two bottles of water in the other.“Jerome,” Kaella said, keeping her tone clipp
The following week at Roque Snacks, Kaella noticed herself growing hyper-aware of every single glance, every word Jerome said. The memory of that accidental touch in the storage room played on loop in her head like a broken record.“Get a grip, Kaella,” she whispered to herself while pretending to review some reports. “He’s your trainee. That’s it. Walang iba.”To prove to herself she was in control, she started putting distance between them. She assigned Jerome to assist Mara on smaller tasks, declined his casual coffee offers, and even adjusted her lunch schedule para hindi sila sabay.Pero kahit anong effort niya, Jerome seemed to notice. One morning, he dropped a folder on her desk with his usual grin. “Morning, Mentor. Miss mo na ’ko?”She looked up briefly, forcing a neutral tone. “Jerome, ang dami mong assignments with Mara today. Don’t worry about me.”He tilted his head slightly, studying her face. “Hmm. So, avoiding me na tayo ngayon?”Kaella’s stomach flipped, but she kept