Chapter 5

Jordan's POV

My head was pressed against the pillow, my body somewhat relaxed, but my mind was far from relaxed.

A feeling that couldn't be explained just engulfed me as I lay there. A mix of angst, betrayal, sex and anxiety.

I'm a fool for even accepting Killian in the first place. The moon goddess may have mated us, but I had a choice.

My wolf just kept on panting endlessly in my head, screaming for sex. He had deprived me of it for months, for fucking months and today, all he does is rile me up as leaves me hanging, expecting me to sleep thereafter?

Tomorrow, he's just going to drag me alongside and act the usual, as if he doesn't have much to do with me. He'll flirt with others in front of me and I have to act if I don't feel a thing, just to protect his status and that of his family.

Do I have a choice? No.

I'm just a boy who lost his parents and they offered to take care of me, so clearly, there's nothing that can be done about it.

Again, it's not the fact that he's flirting with others, it's not that the fact that he's secretly having sex with Emily and Joanna, it's the fact that he doesn't flirt with me. He doesn't fuck me, he does touch me.

These conflicting thoughts never left my head, my soul was heavy with weary and I just laid there, lost in thoughts.

Maybe I want out?

All he's done is the opposite of love. And I don't want anything much from him, just fuck me, that's all I ask. Is that too much?

Tonight, I'm sure he's heading over to Emily's place.

Just then, a sound echoed softly.

It was his phone when my hand reached under the sheets. Jerk, he had forgotten it.

The message was right there, glowing in red,unread and fuck! Curiosity’s a bitch!

It drew me and I couldn't stop it as within seconds, his pin was inputted and the phone was unlocked.

It was from Joanna. Her pointy tits stood out among all, while Emily's fluffy ass was right down. Her eyes were barely open as Emily was feasting on her wet pussy while she moaned. It was just a ten seconds video and a sigh escaped my lips.

“I can't wait for you tonight Daddy. Please come fuck us quickly,” that as the message that followed.

With a look of defeat, the phone just slipped off my hand and I allowed myself to sink into the pillow, at least for some quiet. But once again, the annoying ting came again and my heart raced with burning rage and disdain.

My head was heavy but I jerked sharply, just about to slam the phone into the wall when I saw it wasn't his. The message came from mine and it seemed awkward.

But nevertheless, my hands non challantly accessed the phone and when my eyes took a glance at the message, time paused.

The muscular build was just exactly what I wanted. Firm hands that will squeeze me and handle me well. Those alpha tattoos, well printed on his abdomen and chest region.

Fuck no! This was it, the world has just given me the oppurtunity I needed. He was cheating, so why shouldn't I?

“Come on baby boy, the door's open…”

A soft and sheepish smile escaped my lips. It grew softly in a louder one and in seconds, I was laughing loudly at the weirdness of it all.

Who would laugh at such a situation? Me of course. Can I be blamed? No. I've had enough awkward moments today already and it's gotten to it's peak tonight.

Without hesitation, my legs were already out of the bed, my body sweaty already and one location was locked in my head—his room.

My legs drifted swiftly on the cold tile floor, my heart racing and my soul shaking already. My cock was warming up to spill cum all over the place again.

My frail and feeble hands reached for the door handle and with all the ecstasy burning in me, it flung open already.

My steps were hastened, more like a slide across the tiles and he was right there, Alpha Lorenzo, bare chest, his eyes locked on me, his face without any emotion, but a smug smile across the corners of his lips.

My hands reached out to his shoulders and I sat calmly, the sound of his breath filling my ears and his scent over my head.

With a soft moan, I leaned in, calmly twitching on his body as I held his shoulder.

“Fuck me Daddy.”