All Chapters of Falling for the Alpha: He fucks me better : Chapter 1 - Chapter 5

Jordan’s POV “We did it!” Joanna’s voice was still audible despite the loud thumping of the bass speakers that shook the window frames. Her hands moved slowly over Killian's chest and I just watched in shame and completely speechless. I didn't dare say a word of course, not today.After winning the hockey tournament and remaining the ruling pack, I couldn't afford to destroy that moment for him, but I would really appreciate a little bit of attention too.My heart fluttered as I watched him bask in the joy of the victory, holding firmly the large bottle of booze and gulping it in carelessly while the rest spilled off his lips.The beauty of seeing him free and this happy was something I had been waiting for all along. All through the tournament, he had been busy and not giving me attention and not just happy, but at least, today, he was cool.Emily, the leader of the dance group girls in his team, a tough beta was just all around him, touching and caressing his chest and long hair,.

Jordan's POV Shame washed over me as I laid on the floor, unable to raise my head. The pain of being beaten and thrown in the mud and the humiliation from their mockery was nothing close to what I felt now.His presence was suffocating, or maybe, I had forgotten how to breathe. It wasn't just about that, the intoxicating alpha scent filled me and confused my soul.His gaze was firm on me and his footsteps clicked softly against the tiled floor as he walked closer to me. His scent grew now, making things even worse for me.“Alpha Lorenzo…I…” the words were heavy in my mouth as I struggled to speak. He still didn't say a word, just the rhythmic pattern of his footsteps approaching, making his scent even stronger.Killian?!If only I had known he'll be back early, I would have just found a way to get a change before coming in. He shouldn't see me this dirty? Bloody hell! He should stay away from me! I can't fucking think straight!And then, there was a sudden pause in his steps. The he

Jordan's POV My head was pressed against the pillow, my body somewhat relaxed, but my mind was far from relaxed.A feeling that couldn't be explained just engulfed me as I lay there. A mix of angst, betrayal, sex and anxiety.I'm a fool for even accepting Killian in the first place. The moon goddess may have mated us, but I had a choice.My wolf just kept on panting endlessly in my head, screaming for sex. He had deprived me of it for months, for fucking months and today, all he does is rile me up as leaves me hanging, expecting me to sleep thereafter?Tomorrow, he's just going to drag me alongside and act the usual, as if he doesn't have much to do with me. He'll flirt with others in front of me and I have to act if I don't feel a thing, just to protect his status and that of his family.Do I have a choice? No.I'm just a boy who lost his parents and they offered to take care of me, so clearly, there's nothing that can be done about it.Again, it's not the fact that he's flirting wi