"Marylise. . ." he insists. "Answer, yes or no, it's easy"I answer with my head in affirmation, only because I don't trust my words. A playful smile appears on his lips, causing me to regret my decision a little."Tell me what you want""I want. . . " I breathe a sigh to try to control my inner tremor. "I want you to keep going""With what?""Eh. . . , with this""With this, what?""I want you to go on" I repeat."You want me to go on with what?""Please?" I said more like a question than an answer, because I don't really know what he wants me to say."Please what?"My frown frowns at the confusion it causes me. Why does he question everything I say? What does he really wants to hear? I don't understand it."Keep up what you were doing" I mean, in an agitated murmur, taking his hand and leading it into my private part, in an act of courage.His playful smile gives way to a funny laugh at my action, causing him to move his hand away quickly and I feel my face burn. He's having fun put
MaryliseMy eyes are too heavy and I feel like my head will explode at any moment. I'm too sleepy. I couldn't sleep last night. Thinking about what happened yesterday has wreaked havoc on me. I wish I could forget it for a moment, but every time I try, the memories come to me and hit me hard.To remember what I felt when he was touching me, to go over in my mind the pleasant feeling I experienced yesterday, it's so. . ."What do you think of this, Marylise?" The teacher's voice pulls me out of my ponderings.I leap at hearing my name and quickly lift my head off the table from my seat. I look at the teacher and she gives me a look of few friends."Excuse me?" I mean, trying to get her to repeat her question."I ask you, what do you think about what I have just said. . . " She repeats, with a challenging voice and look. I swallow hard as I look around and notice that all the gaze of my peers is on me.I haven't heard a word she has said since I entered her class. I've been so distracte
About 15 minutes later, we arrived at his house.After I had removed his hand, he held it right above my knee, giving small, gentle strokes to my skin. I'd rather his hand be there a thousand times and not higher, that's something I can't stand very well.Why do I get all these feelings when he touches me? Why does he bring this on me every time he looks at me or says something I don't end up understanding?I shouldn't feel this, I shouldn't like it; but it does. And worst of all, I want to keep feeling it, I really do, even though I shouldn't.I don't want to get in trouble, and I don't want him to get in troubleWe broke into his house once we got out of the car.He closes the door behind me and then comes in front of me. There's a little smile on his lips when she looks at me, I swallow hard just to see it.My heart quickens once more when his hand reaches my shoulder. I thought he'd start touching me again, but he just slips the handles of my backpack to get it out. I breathe a si
From my mouth escapes a squeak that I silence instantly when he pulls from me with a rapture toward him."I know you want this as much as I do. . . " he whispers in my ear. His words are accompanied by actions, sliding his hand from my shoulder to my hips. "And I also know that you are driving me crazy and every day I wish you were mine more. . . " He says, kissing and nibbling my neck, making me feel thousands of pleasant sensations that I discovered I could feel just two days ago. "I want to have you, baby. . ."My back involuntarily arches and my eyes close to the feeling of his kisses and small bites on my neck. It feels so good. . . "I want to make you feel that you want so much. . . " I feel his hand coming down to the edge of my underwear, but I do nothing to stop it, "let me do it, okay?" he asks, in a murmur. "Just let me do it. . ."My eyes open like dishes and a gasp comes out of my mouth as he puts his hand inside my underwear. Why does he do that? Why. . . All thought
Marylise"I want..." I swallow hard and breathe a sigh "I want you to touch me" I mean, in a deep murmur. I look him in the eye before asking for something I didn't think I could have asked for before–: "Touch me, daddy. . ."~*~I just said something I never thought I'd say. I just asked him to touch me, I just asked him. . . and it's something I'm not regretting.I really want him to do it, I want him to finish what he started two days ago, I want him to feel what he says, I want him to make me feel what he says, I want him to show me all those things he promised he would show me if he agreed. I really want it, I really want it.I've always been a very shy person, I've always been cautious and I think about the pros and cons of the situation I'm in. But now that bold and determined Marylise has taken hold of me, because I don't think the one who said that is usually me. That Marylise eager to go out and do what I never imagined she would do, that person I am right now and I don't ca
Why does this feel better and better?The first day he touched me felt good, but not like today. The second day I felt a hundred times better, but not more than now. Maybe it's because I didn't want to do it before, and now I'm convinced that I want to keep feeling it, I want to find out what's beyond this, I want to know that place that he promised to take me to, I want to find out.Or maybe it's just because I haven't felt these two feelings combined before.I don't know, but it feels so good. . .I feel as the heat begins to flood my body and that feeling in my belly that I still can't decipher increases with each of your movements.I have my eyes closed, just because I don't think I can keep them open for long."Do you like it when I do this?" he murmurs near my ear.My back bends involuntarily and a moan escapes me that I can not stop in time when it accelerates its movements a little. I bite my lower lip forcefully trying to silence that sound emitted by my mouth before mutterin
I don't. . . What rules? We never agreed on rules. . .Why did I have to say that? I hate myself and I hate my mouth. Damn it. . .Oh, I don't have to say that. . ."Are you angry with me?" he inquires, in a playful tone.That's when I realize that I have my arms folded over my chest and my brow frowned in indignation.The truth is, it bothers me that he stops right now. Let him do it again. I already agreed, he's supposed to finish what's left unfinished, isn't he?"I'm the one who should be upset with you for all the times you've made me hot" Giggle a little," but I don't because I know you'll soon reward me for those days" Bite his lower lip and wink at me.Reward him? What?"But, listen," he goes up to the bed and sits on the edge. He signs me with his hand, telling me to come closer. I obey and sit beside him."If I don't please you enough. . . , I mean, if you didn't let me please you"corrects me "You can do it yourself. . .""To do what?" I dare ask, for I have not understood a
I don't know what to do. I don't want to do what he asked me to do. It's very embarrassing and awkward for me. I've never done it, I don't even have a clear idea how to do it. Why did he ask me that? Why did he do it if he knows perfectly well I don't want to? Maybe that's why, maybe it was because he wanted to "punish me" for having soiled my mouth with those words, as he said. I shouldn't have said that. If I hadn't slipped away now, I'd already know what it's like to get to that place you promised to take me to, and I wouldn't have to find out for myself. How will it feel to be there? He said I'd like it. Although I'm still not quite sure what he means exactly, I guess it'll feel good to get there, for him to get me there, not to do it on my own. But, to be honest, I'm anxious to get to the end and know what it feels like. He's done it three times already, he's left me like this three times already, he's stopped for one thing or another and he leaves me wanting more. I know th