They hate me

The ride to school had to be one of the most inconvenient rides that I had ever taken in my entire life .

The fact that I didn’t know them , but yet I still had to go on with them and act like we were siblings was literally killing me .

I couldn’t bear being in this same car with them , everything was just off and I just wanted the whole ride to be over so that I could stay away from them .

I didn’t know how long we had been driving , but suddenly the car stopped in the middle of nowhere .

I felt my heart skip the moment it stopped .

I didn’t know why the Alpha sons had to go to school alone .

I didn’t want to think that the car had issues .

“Stupid , if you think so Eleanor “ I heard my wolf say to me in my head .

I smiled , this was the second time that she spoke to me and I wondered why she had to do that me all the fucking time .

The door of the car instantly opened and then I heard the last statement that I wanted to hear .

“Get out “ I heard the one driving say .

The first time I heard it , I didn’t want to believe that they were literally talking to me , I didn’t want to believe that they were asking me to get out of the car .

This was my first time in the pack , my first time and I haven’t gone to school without anyone and then this had to happen .

I wanted to turn to my step brothers and plead with them to let me be , but when I turned to look at the boy beside me , all I could see was all their eyes on me .

I didn’t know when I fell off the car and the moment I was out they shut the door and they sped off .

I sat there still trying to understand what had just happened , no matter what just happened I couldn’t bring myself to understand it .

There was no way that I was going to trail my way back home and going to school was also a very big problem .

When I finally stood up , I knew that it was best that I traced the car that they had just driven away .

I didn’t know why my step brothers were acting this way and this weird towards me .

For goodness sake , we are going to be together for long and this is how they treat me .

My step dad wasn’t even helping issues , he couldn’t even introduce me to his kids , all he did was stare at me and act like some dumb piece of shit .

I knew that his sons hated me , but I never knew that it had gotten to the part where they had to abandon me all by myself in a lonely road .

“By the time I got to the school , I was already a walking mess , not even the way I found the school could be understood , but I went late and I was already a sweating piece of shit as the sun didn’t make it any easier .

The hatred I felt in my heart for those boys , I could literally pass a dagger through their chest for what they just did .

But who was I to do it , after all , I am just the step daughter to their alpha and no matter what it might be , I would never be a part of them and neither will these boys accept me as family, so the better I knew about it , the less harm that I would bring to myself .

I finally found the bursar's office and when I got there I saw the irritated look that they gave to me .

I knew that they already knew who I was , but they were just surprised by the way I was looking .

I hated myself at this moment and I just wished that I could just disappear away from all of this at this moment , but I just couldn’t do it no matter how much I try to do that , it won’t work .

When they finally attended to me , I knew that it was literally time for me to go .

Going to class wasn’t something that I loved but at this moment, I felt ruined and I was already a mess but I couldn’t go home no matter how much I wanted to at this moment .

I couldn’t imagine how mad my mom would be at me and the last thing that I wanted to do was make my step dad be mad at his sons. I just got here and I am not going to cause that kind of dispute amongst families .

As I walked ahead of the person that was taking me to the class , the only thing that I could think of was how I would get home .

When I got to the class , I could hear the whispers and hear them say trash about me .

I knew that they knew me already and seeing how I had dressed , is literally a big no .

I ignored the piercing gaze I got from my new classmate , who didn’t even bother to welcome me and I went ahead and sat down .

My head was boiling in anger but that wasn’t what I needed now , I just couldn’t wait for school to end so that I could go back home .

This place is hell on its own .