I woke up to a disturbing noise of music, I turned around and kept a small pillow on my ear to prevent me from listening to the music but unfortunately, I could still hear it, I decided to ignore it as I was very tired
I kept turning around before I felt a cold liquid on my body.I screamed as I touched my body I realize it was water. Who poured water on me? I used the back of my hand to rub my eyes after I let out a short yawn."Noor," I said in a sleepy voiceWhat is she doing here?"It’s time for you to wake up" Noor said"It’s just midnight, why are you here?""Get up and prepare something for Jamil and Hannan, they have to go to school.""It’s not time for their school, just go back to sleep I have already set an alarm.""Get up" She yelledI looked at her in silence when I realized she woke me up by pouring water on me"How dare you pour water on me" I yelled"Oh it’s now you realized that, well if you don’t behave I have to do this every day.""Look Noor, it’s just three am, can we please postpone this argument till after breakfast""You think this is a joke right? but let me tell you something this isn’t your house, you are just lucky that mommy is kind, if not you would have been on the streets where you belong" She yelledThis isn’t my house! This isn’t my house, I think I have heard enough of that."And you think this is your house, Noor it’s better for you to remember that this is my dad’s house, not your dad's house" I said"How dare you" She yelled as she brought her hands closer to my face wanting to slap me. I held her hand and dragged her out of my room, I locked the door after I threw her out. She’s so joblessI looked at my wet bed, I decided to take my blanket and lay it on the floor to make it more comfortable for me to sleep.Noor is crazy she needs help, why will she disturb her peace and comfort just to irritate me? I could hear her voice from behind the door yelling and banging at the door.If she gets tired, she will eventually stop.Shortly after I slept, I woke up to the ring of my alarm, I stretched my hands and let out a yawn. I didn’t sleep well after my argument with Noor, the blanket wasn’t as comfortable as I thought it would be.After I stretched for a little while before I entered the bathroom to take a shower.This is the second time my stepmother is away from town, staying with Noor is always hard especially when Aunt Sabina is away. I remember the last time when she traveled for two weeks, Noor didn’t spend the night at home and when I asked her where she was, she argued with me as always. Bringing strangers to the house while Aunt Sabina is away, is something Noor is very good at.After I took a shower, I wore my clothes, I briefly combed my hair and used a white scarf to cover it. Immediately after I left the room, I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, Jamil and Hannan might have been awake already.I tried to open the pantry but it didn’t open, I’m sure Noor locked itI quickly went to Noor’s room and knocked on the door before I turned the door handle but the door was locked"Noor, open the door I have to prepare breakfast for Jamil and Hanan's school bus to arrive. Noor" I said while knocking on the door "Noor, I need the key to the pantry"I placed my ear on the door, but I didn’t hear a sound from inside.I was about to leave she opened the door"Why were yelling, don’t you have other things to do," She said immediately as she opened the door"I need the key to the pantry before Jamil and Hannan’s school bus arrives""Hmmm, if that’s the problem then you shouldn’t pretend to worry because they will eat the leftover pizza in the fridge, and for school, I will give them money""Pizza for breakfast!""What! Do you have a problem with that?”"I never said I have a problem if they are gonna eat pizza then is fine just give the key then I will prepare something for Khalil and me""What are you talking about, mommy never said anything about giving you the pantry key”"Okay, at least tell me what I’m gonna cook for Khalil and me""Well, Afraah you are very much aware that foodstuffs are increasingly getting expensive, so I don’t think we should waste the foodstuffs we have on someone near to his grave""Noor, don’t you dare" I yelled"Did I say anything wrong" She smirked"What is wrong with you?""What is wrong with me, are you seriously asking me that question? Afraah this is what you get for the misbehavior you did earlier"I glared at her for a moment "Don’t just don’t start this nonsense" I yelledShe hissed at me before she walked back into the room."Noor, open the door" I shouted as I knocked on her door.I went back to the kitchen and brought out the leftover pizza from the fridge, and microwaved it. I took two slices and kept them on a plate for Khalil and the remaining three were for Jamil and Hannan.I took the plate to Khalil’s room and kept it on the table next to his bed. I took at him, he was sound asleep. I decided to lock his room door from the outside to prevent Noor from coming inside. After I locked the room, I took the key with me as I already know Khalil has a spare key in the cupboard.I sent him a message telling him why I did that before I left for work5 years later After everything that has happened, I can’t believe I’m willingly going to that house. It’s been five years but I still haven’t forgotten a single thing that happened, how my feelings got hurt, how my emotions were played. I still remember that night like it was just a few minutes ago. FLASHBACK I braced myself although the whole night, I cried throughout as I was deeply hurt, deeper than a mirror could cut someone. I was told to leave the park because it was already time for it to close. I walked to a hobo corner and sat down, I didn’t care if it was safe or not, all I could think about is Khalil. My eyes had become small and a lot swelled, and my face had a lot of questions that my heart didn’t want to answer. My mind continuously replayed a question, ‘How did Abu know that Khalil isn’t actually a cancer patient’ if I remember clearly I never told him that. I was laid on the floor, tears streaming down and rain beating me. As the rain poured heavily flash of lightni
Warm air rises and cold air rushes in underneath to replace it. My face reddened in anger and frustration, tears streaming down to face. I clenched my fists, still standing in the same position, my heartbeat got increased as my eyes looked down in shock."What did you say?" I whispered, I looked up at him, still crying, hoping for him to tell me that he is wrong "What did you say?" I asked again; my voice sounding low and calm."What did you say Rayan." I held his shirt collar, "Repeat what you said" I yelled He wasn’t able to look me in the eyes, his face showed nothing but pity, and he pitted me. "Where is Khalil Rayan? Where is he? Tell me where he is." I yelled "I’m sorry." He mumbled I shook my head "No, no. You aren’t sorry, you didn’t do anything wrong did you?" I sniffed walking backward "Khalil is fine, I know he is, there isn’t anything wrong with him. He is fine, right Rayan?" I asked as tears streamed down my cheek "Right Rayan" I walked towards me "Tell me Khalil is m
I stood in front of the door, continuously banging on it, I have been in this exact position for a couple of minutes, I need answers, I’m not leaving this house without Khalil. I never thought that Rayan will throw me out of his house. I know he is hiding something from me, if isn’t then he wouldn’t have stopped Abu from talking. I have to get Khalil out of there before they hurt him or do anything to him."Open the door," I yelled as I continued to bang on it."Open it! Where is Khalil? What did you do to him." I asked but still no response.They leave me no choice, If they don’t open the door on the count of three, I will call the cops."I’m gonna count from one to three, tell me where Khalil is or I will call the cops.” I said "One……two……three." I paused and looked at the door"That does it, If you can’t tell me where Khalil is then I have to use the authority." I dialed their number, and it rang for a couple of seconds before it ended, I called them again and on the second ring, i
The ride to Rayan’s house took almost forever. I badly needed answers, Abu has no right to take Khalil away, he has no right to leave with Khalil without even caring to inform me. If anything, absolutely anything happens to Khalil I won’t spare him, I won’t. I trust Rayan but I don’t trust Abu, I don’t even know who exactly he is. "We are here Miss." The driver said "Thank you." I paid him.Once I got off the car, I walked towards the entrance gate, the watchman looked closely at me, he took off his glasses and looked at me from head to toe. Before I could say anything he opened the gate for me. Maybe he recognizes me after all, this isn’t the first time I am here.I entered the compound and in a short, while I approached the house entrance door, some men were standing at the front door."Who are you miss?" One of the men said "I’m Afraah, I’m here to meet my brother," I responded "Your brother isn’t here Miss.""He’s here, just let me in." "Miss please leave." He showed me the w
I can’t be thankful enough for what happened. This still feels like a dream, a dream I don’t want to ever wake up from. I can’t believe, everything is going to be fine, after a whole year of tears and pain, Khalil is finally going to get better.As I left the doctor's office, I head down to see Khalil. I can’t wait to break the news to him. He will be so happy, I bet he won’t believe me until the doctor tells him. Oh lord, thank you for everything. I had a broad smile on my face when I walked into Khalil’s room, but the smile faded once I didn’t see Khalil."Khalil,” I said but there wasn’t any response from him. I knocked on the bathroom door and placed my ear on the door. No sound was coming from inside, I opened the door and peeked my head though, Khalil wasn’t in the bathroom. "Khalil" I called out I wonder where he is. I was looking around the room when a nurse walked in "Hi, can you please tell me where Khalil is, I mean the patient that was treated here.""Uhm….I don’t know"
I’ve been here for hours now, how many hours? I have no idea. Minutes after minutes I stand up and peeked through the glass hole. It’s been more than an hour now since the nurse walked out of the room. The first time she walked out, I asked her how Khalil was doing but she didn’t give me any valuable information. I have been sitting by myself for minutes, after I signed the hospital formality form, Abu said he was going to take it to the reception, and since then he hasn’t come back. I rested my back on the chair and closed my eyes. My eyeballs are already tired of crying, I have no tears left to waste.As I closed my eyes, in a short while, I heard the doctor's voice "Miss Afraah." He said I opened my eyes and in an instant, I stood up "Yes, is Khalil okay? Is he fine?" I hurriedly asked "Relax, we have run some tests on him and found out some necessary things I think you should know about.""Necessary things?""Yes, some necessary things." He repeated"Is he fine?" My heart skipp