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Ryan I stare at my phone for ten minutes after she blocks me, trying to make sense of what just happened. Last night, she was fire in my arms. This morning, she woke me with her mouth on my cock and then rode me like she was claiming me. Two hours ago, she was crying out my name as she came apart beneath me. Now she's gone like she was never here at all. Except she was. The sheets still smell like her—jasmine and something darker, more complex. Her taste is still on my tongue. I can still feel the ghost of her short nails digging into my shoulders. It's impossible. What the fuck does that mean? I drag myself out of bed and into the shower, turning the water cold enough to shock some sense into me. I should let this go. Should chalk it up to an incredible one night stand and move on with my life. Should, but I won't. she's gotten under my skin. Made me feel something I haven't felt in years. Maybe ever. Hope. I dry off and dress in workout clothes, planning to hit the gym and punch something until my knuckles bleed and I stop thinking about dark eyes and desperate kisses. My phone rings. Father. Perfect fucking timing. "Ryan. Where were you last night?" Lorenzo Zurri doesn't waste time on pleasantries. "Out. Why?" "We had a family dinner. You missed it." "I wasn't aware I was required to attend." "You're always required to attend.Especially now. The Rossi situation is escalating." Rossi. The name registers dimly they're the competition for the docklands development. Old Cape Town money trying to block our expansion. "What's changed?" "Antonio Rossi is playing dirty. He's got his media people crafting narratives, positioning us as vultures, them as saviors." Father sounds almost impressed. "It's elegant work. Whoever's running their PR campaign knows what they're doing." Something about that niggles at my brain. I traffic in narratives. I take messy, complicated realities and turn them into stories people can believe in. No. Coincidence. Cape Town is full of PR people. "What do you need from me?" "I need you visible. Charming. Reminding people that the Zurris aren't monsters, that we're investing in this city's future.I need you to find out who's running Rossi's PR operation. Find their weaknesses. Exploit them." "I'm not going to..." "You're going to do what's necessary for this family, Ryan. Just like you always do." His voice goes cold. "Or have you forgotten who made you? What you owe?" I close my eyes. There it is. The chain I've worn my whole life. "I haven't forgotten." "Good. Family meeting tonight, seven sharp. Don't be late. A Ryan? Wear a suit. We're having guests." He hangs up before I can ask who. I sit on the edge of my bed,the bed where Stella and I mapped each other's bodies, where she told me truths without telling me anything at all and try to reconcile my life with the man I was last night. Just Ryan. Not Lorenzo Zurri's son. Not the heir. Not the weapon my father points at his enemies. Just Ryan, who met a woman in a bar and felt real for the first time in years. My phone buzzes. A text from Marco, my cousin and closest friend: Heard you missed dinner. Dad's pissed. What's her name? I almost smile. Marco knows me too well. Doesn't matter. It's over. Over before it started? That's not like you. She made it clear it was one night only. And you're just accepting that? The Ryan I know doesn't give up that easily. The Ryan you know doesn't have a choice. There's always a choice, cousin. Question is whether you're brave enough to make it. I stare at his message. He's right, of course. But what he doesn't understand is that some choices come with consequences I'm not willing to risk. Not when they might hurt her. I pull up a browser and start searching. Nothing specific—just casting a wide net. Looking for women in Cape Town PR. Media consultants. Anyone who fits the profile of the intelligent, elegant, trapped-by-family woman I spent the night with. It's a long shot. A very long shot. But I'm good at research, good at finding patterns, and I have time before tonight's meeting. Four hours later, I've got a list of twenty possibilities. Most are too old, too young, or too public for someone who guards her identity so carefully. But three stand out. One works for a major firm—possible, but she seemed more independent. One is a freelancer with no social media presence—interesting, but no familyl connections I can find. And one... one is perfect. Almost too perfect. Maya Rossi. Daughter of Antonio Rossi. Twenty-eight years old. Head of Media Relations for the Cape Town Falcons hockey team. Which is owned by the Rossi family. My blood runs cold. I click through to her professional photos. Dark hair pulled back severely. Sharp, intelligent eyes. Beautiful in that controlled, untouchable way. It could be her. The bone structure is right. But in these photos, she looks nothing like my Stella—all ice where Stella was fire, all armor where Stella was vulnerability. I dig deeper. Find society page photos from charity events.a candid shot where she's not quite ready for the camera. Her expression unguarded for just a moment. It's her. My Stella is Maya Rossi. Daughter of my father's greatest enemy. "Fuck." .. The word comes out harsh in the quiet of my apartment. No wonder she said it was impossible. No wonder she ran. Our families have been at war for three generations. Business rivals turned bitter enemies. The kind of hatred that's become tradition, that's passed down like heirlooms. If my father knew I'd spent the night with Antonio Rossi's daughter—if her father knew— It would be mutually assured destruction. I should let this go. Should be grateful I found out before things got more complicated. Should delete her photo and forget the way she felt in my arms. Should. All I can think about is the way she looked at me in that bar. The way she said she was tired of being careful. The way she came apart beneath me, crying my name like salvation. She didn't know who I was. And I didn't know who she was. We were just Ryan and Stella. Just two people who found something real in a world of performance. That has to mean something. My phone rings again. Marco. "Did you find her " it's complicated." "How complicated?" "Remember how Father wants me to destroy the Rossis?" A pause. "Oh fuck. She's a Rossi?" "Antonio's daughter. Maya. She runs their media operations." Marco whistles low. "That's... that's bad, cousin." "I know." "Are you going to tell Father?" The question hangs in the air. Should I? It would be the smart play. Give Father ammunition, prove my loyalty, maybe even gain some leverage...t the thought of using last night against her makes me sick. "No." "Ryan" "I'm not using her, Marco. I'm not turning what we had into a weapon." "What you had was one night." "It was more than that.At least it was for me." "For her?" "I don't know. Maybe. She ran, but... there was something. Something real." "Real enough to risk everything for?" I think about Stella's smile. Her laugh. The way she trusted me with her vulnerability. "Maybe." "You're insane." "Probably." "Father's going to kill you if he finds out." "Only if he finds out." I make a decision, one that's probably going to destroy me. "I need your help." "Always. What do you need?" "Information. Everything you can find on Maya Rossi. Where she goes, what she does, how I can accidentally run into her without it looking intentional." "You're going to pursue her. Even knowing who she is." "I have to, Marco. I have to know if what I felt last night was real. If she felt it too." "Then what? You two ride off into the sunset while our families destroy each other?" "I don't know.Can't just forget her." Marco sighs. "You're going to get your heart broken. Or worse." "Worth it." "You're insane,I'll get you what I need. Give me a day." "Thank you." "Don't thank me yet. This is going to end badly, cousin. I can feel it." Maya Rossi is under my skin. I need to see her again, need to know if last night meant to her what it meant to me. Even if it destroys us both.Chapter 20MayaThe air in the training facility always smells the same: a mixture of expensive floor wax, industrial-grade cooling, and the faint, metallic tang of sweat. It's a scent that usually grounds me. It's the smell of a machine I built a front for my father's interests that I turned into a sanctuary for my own. The polished concrete floors reflect the overhead fluorescents like dark water, and the glass walls of my office look out onto the rink where generations of Falcons players have bled for wins I negotiated, contracts I wrote, careers I managed.Today, the air is thick with something else. It's the sulfurous scent of a bridge burning.I didn't look up from my tablet when Ryan walked in. I couldn't. If I looked at him, I'd see the man who'd been sleeping in the crook of my arm for the past couple of months, the one who learned how I took my coffee and that I hummed in my sleep when I was happy. The one who traced the scars on my back not with pity or horror, but with re
chapter 19Ryan The air in the library was stifling, thick with the smell of old leather and the even older scent of a ghost I thought I'd buried six years ago, in a different city, in a different life. "Tatiana, stop," I said, my voice like gravel, like broken glass, as I stepped back, breaking the kiss that had felt more like an ambush than an embrace. Her lips had been warm, familiar in a way that should have been comforting but instead felt like drowning. "why?" "You can't." She looked at me, her green eyes shimmering with a practiced hurt that I remembered too well, that had once been my undoing. "You used to look at me differently, Ryan. Before the Rossi girl. Before the 'strategic necessity.'" She said the words with air quotes, with venom, with the particular cruelty of someone who knows exactly where to stab. "It's not a necessity." I snapped, my hand instinctively going to my pocket, searching for the weight of the ring box that was now empty. Because I'd g
Chapter 18 Maya The party moved from the dining room to the lounge, the music swelling into something jazzier, more hedonistic, the kind of music that encourages bad decisions and expensive regrets. I get caught in a conversation with a group of investors, nodding and smiling while my mind is already three steps ahead, calculating the wire transfer for Gabriella, planning the conversation I'll need to have with my banker, dreading and anticipating the moment when she is truly gone from my life. "Excuse me." I say, gracefully exiting the circle with the social dexterity that has been beaten into me since childhood. I need to find Ryan. I need to feel that grounding presence again, need to remind myself that I am not alone in this, that there is one person in this room who sees me and not just the Rossi name. I scan the room. I don't see him by the bar, where he was ten minutes ago. I don't see him with his father, who is holding court in the corner with a cigar and a circle
Maya The celebration after the summit is subdued. Both families gathering in the Mount Nelson's private dining room, toasting to peace and prosperity while plotting their next moves. I stand on the balcony, needing air, when my phone buzzes. Gabriella: I heard about the engagement. I'm so sorry, Maya. I stare at the message, surprised she's reaching out. Don't be. I chose this. Did you? Or did Papa force your hand? I think about Ryan, about the way he looked at me across the conference table. About the partnership we're building. About the possibility of actually changing things. I chose this, I type back. And I'm going to make it work. I hope so. Because you deserve to be happy too, Maya. Not just dutiful. Before I can respond, she sends another message: I need your help. One last time. My stomach tightens. What kind of help? Jeremy and I need to disappear completely. New identities, new country, new everything. I have a contact who can arrange it, but it costs more than
RyanThe summit location was changed it was now being held at the Mount Nelson Hotel, neutral ground chosen specifically because neither family owns it. The pink landmark sits imposing and elegant, a reminder of old Cape Town money and colonial power.Perfect place for two criminal empires to negotiate peace.Maya and I arrive separately, maintaining appearances. She's in a blue gown that brought out her dark eyes, her hair was swept up, looking every inch like Antonio Rossi's heir. I'm in my armor a perfectly fitted tuxedo."We don't acknowledged each other in the lobby by winking.The meeting room is on the top floor, private and secure. Both fathers are already there when I arrive, along with their respective lawyers and advisors."Ryan." My father nods"Pops.". "On time. Good."Antonio Rossi stands when he sees me, extending a hand. "Mr. Zurri. Thank you for coming."I shake his hand, trying not to think about the fact that this man ordered a hit on one of his own players. Tha
Chapter 15Maya Papa is waiting in the library when I arrive at 6:58 AM. Too early for breakfast. No food on the table, no coffee, no pretence of hospitality. The curtains are half-drawn against the morning light and he's sitting behind his desk the way he sits in negotiations ,perfectly still, perfectly composed, the way a trap is composed. All its violence coiled and patient. This is not a conversation.This is an interrogation. "Sit," he says, without looking up from the papers in front of him. I sit. He lets the silence stretch. I know this technique — I use it myself, learned it at his knee in a hundred boardrooms, watching him reduce grown men to confessions with nothing but patience and the quality of his attention. He taught me that silence is the most powerful pressure. That the person who speaks first loses. I fold my hands in my lap and I wait. He looks up. "Your sister left the city last night," he says. His voice is flat and precise. "Yes." "With Jerem







