MasukShe wanted to go after him and ask more questions. She hated how confused Ivan made her every time he opened his mouth.
Everything about him was a big confusing question mark. Because, why would he coach his opponent, possibly the strongest one in here? Shay was being realistic when she said that, not arrogant. What she lacked in control and discipline, she had in raw energetic strength, so why would Ivan help her with her only weakness? And, how would he even do it? Where? When? None of those questions were asked because Ivan was already gathering around the fourth pair, watching Adrian and Fabiola go at it. Adrian was good at not reacting to the pulses, but he wasn't energetically stronger than Fabiola. Realistically, and even with how close she had gotten to Helene and Adrian the past few days, she couldn't help but notice how both of them had opposite strengths. Helene was bad with her reaction to the pulses, but strong at throwing them. And Adrian was good at taking the pulses, but he was weak energetically. If Shay worked alongside the best (Ivan Belov) to strengthen her reactions, she would be better than both of them. That would make her the best werewolf here. The best werewolf in the world, technically. Then, she would easily win against the girl vampires, Fabiola and Deanna, both of them not strong enough in either point. That only left Anton (too old to really win this thing after so many failed attempts). Which meant, her only real competition was Ivan. And if he was serious about coaching Shay, then they would be at the same level, physically. And later on, the win would be a matter of who deserved it the most, spiritually. That's something neither Shay nor Ivan could control, so it would make the win completely fair. Completely about who has what it takes and who simply doesn't. That was why, once the instructors called it a day and allowed them to do their own thing for the rest of the day, Shay's eyes went straight for Ivan. She wanted to go ask him all those questions that were running through her mind... "Hey, come here," Adrian intercepted Shay before she could go. He threw an arm around her neck and pulled her closer to his warm body, "Helene wants to have a girls' night with us." "Huh?" Shay asked, blinking as Helene joined them and allowed Adrian to throw his other arm around her shoulders, "God, Adrian. You really stink." "We all stink," Helene laughed. And that was true. Training with energy burned some weird calories in the body, made them sweat something gross. They all smelled like they hadn't showered in weeks. "Yeah, I know. We can take showers first and then go gather food to have the girls' night," Adrian concluded. Shay raised an eyebrow at him. "But how can we have a girl’s night if you are not a girl? What’s the point? It’s not a girl’s night. It’s just a night," Shay muttered, glancing between him and Helene. Both of them laughed at her, "What?" "What if I said I am a girl?" Adrian responded, only making Shay more confused. He laughed harder, "I'm not being serious, Shaynie.” “Agh, sorry. I'm... I don't understand jokes sometimes. I'm kind of socially inept, to be honest,” she admitted. “It’s okay, babe, you make up for it in other ways,” Helene smiled at her, “We're just going to hang out and watch movies and eat a lot. Girls being girls. It’s not about gender, it’s just a state of mind." "Oh," Shay finally smiled when she understood. That didn't sound bad at all, "What if we invite the other girls here? Then we can all be friends." "What? The fucking vamps?" Helene asked, with a bewildered tone. Shay nodded, "Of course not. I don't want to spend any time with the vampires... they're gross, all of them. They're rotting corpses who want to suck your blood, like leeches. Like a parasites. Ew." "Exactly," Adrian muttered and shivered, "Gross." "Oh. Right," Shay forced herself to murmur, but she had a completely different opinion on that. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* They did exactly what Adrian said. They went to have separate showers, then grabbed dinner to-go and spent hours in Helene's room, watching TV and just talking more, getting to know each other. It was a good night. Girls being girls. Shay now loved the concept. She had never had friends like this before. It was really nice to feel the familiar warmth and closeness of a pack with two total strangers from different parts of the world. "Hey, even if we don't make it," Helene said at some point during the night, while she was applying green stuff all over Shay's face, "Let's all stay friends." "Of course," Shay smiled. "But I really mean it," she insisted, squeezing her shoulder and pointing a finger at Adrian's green face, "You too. Let's be friends. Best friends. We'll exchange phone numbers before we leave, so we can communicate with each other outside." "Totally, we're connected for life. Even if we lose. I mean, how many people can say they got invited to come here, right? We’re unique," Adrian said, then got up to look for a notebook so they could write their numbers. Shay responded to them as needed, but she couldn't help but think about how different they were. Because Shay was certain she would go all the way, that she would win and become Enlightened. She hadn't even considered the option of going back home. Of losing. Not even for a second. She wondered if that was a good or a bad thing. A couple of hours later, around eleven PM, they decided to end girls' night. Adrian and Shay said goodbye to Helene and headed one floor above, to their own dorms. "Goodnight, Shaynie," Adrian said before disappearing inside his room. Shay opened her door, but didn't go inside. She stood in the doorway for a few seconds, then decided she didn't want to spend another sleepless night because of Ivan. So she closed the door and went outside again. Her plan was to walk around, looking for Ivan just in case he was roaming like vampires liked to do. It felt useless, but it was the best she could do. For about thirty minutes, she did that. And she felt completely stupid. There was nobody around the premises, just her and her stupid idea. She sighed and decided to turn back around... only to have a heart attack when she crashed against a cold, hard chest that was way too close to her. Shay gasped and felt like she was actually going to pass out from the fright, like a fainting goat.She wanted to go after him and ask more questions. She hated how confused Ivan made her every time he opened his mouth. Everything about him was a big confusing question mark. Because, why would he coach his opponent, possibly the strongest one in here? Shay was being realistic when she said that, not arrogant. What she lacked in control and discipline, she had in raw energetic strength, so why would Ivan help her with her only weakness? And, how would he even do it? Where? When? None of those questions were asked because Ivan was already gathering around the fourth pair, watching Adrian and Fabiola go at it. Adrian was good at not reacting to the pulses, but he wasn't energetically stronger than Fabiola. Realistically, and even with how close she had gotten to Helene and Adrian the past few days, she couldn't help but notice how both of them had opposite strengths. Helene was bad with her reaction to the pulses, but strong at throwing them. And Adrian was good at taking the
"Are we all ready to continue with the next evaluation?" the female instructor asked, completely unshaken by the fifteen minute long interruption, "We are going to work on reaction assessment now. One partner stands still, the other throws an energy pulse. We'll measure reaction and response." Shay's stomach tightened in dread. Wolves were trained their entire lives to not react. To control emotions. To suppress flaws. To keep calm even when their instincts screamed. To be stronger than their innate impulses. And Shay sucked at all of it. She was good with energy, though. So good, she exceeded her peers' abilities since high school, which made her the strongest wolf in her pack... but also meant she never had anyone on her level to spar with, so she never had the chance to learn how to take strong energy pulses or how to control her reactions to them. She definitely had never dealt with someone on Ivan’s level. Shay had seen how strong he was, how he sent Deanna flying the oth
The next morning, Shay woke up earlier than necessary, feeling unrested.Probably because she spent most of the night overthinking about that moment with Ivan Belov. And even after hours of doing that, she had no clue of what had happened. Not really.She wasn't entirely sure of whether Belov took her to the woods because he was attracted to her and wanted to do something like... kissing her. Or if he had wanted to bite her.And drink all of her blood.It was terribly confusing because she had heard things before. About vampires and their bizarre sexual acts involving biting and blood sucking. It was a normal thing for them, so what was exactly what Belov was intrigued about?Shay's body or Shay's blood? Or both at the same time?"Fuck," Shay groaned when she realized she couldn't continue thinking about that. She had to leave her room, she didn't want to be late for breakfast.She also didn't want to see Belov while her mind was a mess, but still, Shay would rather face an awkward si
Shay told herself it was curiosity that made her walk behind Ivan Belov. Strategic curiosity.If he wanted to taunt her or to start some kind of psychological game, Shay needed to know what kind of opponent she was dealing with.That was reasonable, right?The vampire walked without looking back, hands tucked casually into the pockets of his jacket, posture loose and unhurried.Shay followed in silence as Belov walked to one of the side paths that curved behind the main building. The landscaping shifted gradually from manicured garden to a narrow path leading to tall trees. It was far enough from the main courtyard that voices became faint. Far enough that the cameras were less obvious, though Shay knew better than to assume they were gone.Ivan walked into the woods, then stopped beside a very old stone fountain. Without turning around, he pulled a cigarette from his coat pocket and lit it. The first inhale was slow and controlled. Only then did he turn to look at Shay."Why did you
"See ya, neighbor," Adrian muttered when they finally reached the dorms, both of theirs on the same floor. Each door had their name written on a sticky note. Adrian Payne opened his own door and gave Shay a tentative smile before entering, "I know we can't really be friends, since we're competing and all, but it's cool if we hang out sometimes... right? I mean, wolves have to stick together, especially here.""Of course. Let's hang out," Shay responded, offering him a similar smile.Adrian smiled a little wider and winked at her before slipping inside his dorm. Shay did the same.The room was nothing exciting, just an average hotel room but with even less personality and more beige. The bed was big, though, and that was enough for her.Shay's belongings were already inside the room, so she decided to spend her free time organizing both her clothes and her mind at the same time.She took the time to pull everything out of her suitcases, hanging what needed to be hung and folding what n
The first day went by easier than she expected. She was introduced to the other three werewolves in the program. Two other women and one man, all from different parts of the world. They were not exactly friendly, but she understood why.There was only one spot available for Luxe City. Only one novice—werewolf or vampire—would reach Enlightenment and a chance to live in the city. Only one.So this wasn't exactly a ‘team wolves’ versus ‘team vampires’. No, it was a free-for-all.But the program still tried their best to keep species separated. They had a dorm building only for wolves and another one only for vampires. There was only one dining hall, though.Thankfully, it was separated into two sections, divided by a long table with desserts available for anyone.Nobody tried to interact. Everyone sat down at their own table, listened to the brief general introductions and rules of engagement from a staff member, then started eating in very uncomfortable silence.Shay couldn't stop look







