LOGINThe first day went by easier than she expected. She was introduced to the other three werewolves in the program. Two other women and one man, all from different parts of the world. They were not exactly friendly, but she understood why.
There was only one spot available for Luxe City. Only one novice—werewolf or vampire—would reach Enlightenment and a chance to live in the city. Only one. So this wasn't exactly a ‘team wolves’ versus ‘team vampires’. No, it was a free-for-all. But the program still tried their best to keep species separated. They had a dorm building only for wolves and another one only for vampires. There was only one dining hall, though. Thankfully, it was separated into two sections, divided by a long table with desserts available for anyone. Nobody tried to interact. Everyone sat down at their own table, listened to the brief general introductions and rules of engagement from a staff member, then started eating in very uncomfortable silence. Shay couldn't stop looking over at the vampire table. The four vampires looked very much alike. Extremely pale skin, slender frames and dead eyes. They didn't look approachable at all, but they were having hushed conversations as they ate. Shay was surprised to find out they ate only fruits, absolutely no meat. And they were also drinking blood casually. They drank it from black sealed packets to hide the red color, but the substance became obvious whenever it dripped down their chins or stuck to their elongated and overly excited fangs. It had only been around two hours since Shay started observing the reality of vampires and she was already over that fear she'd grown up with. The fear was forced on her by older werewolves who had never even interacted with a vampire before. But now (after only two hours) Shay had more knowledge about the topic, so she could say with certainty that vampires weren't that scary. They were... cute, actually. It was cute how they ate their fruit and how they drank their packaged blood, how their eyes darkened and their fangs grew longer, excited by the blood. It was very cute. Not scary at all. But she tried to focus on her own food. Meat. Protein and carbs, a lot of it. Shay wasn't as hungry as usual and her focus was on the four vampires across the hall—especially one—so she took longer than usual to finish eating. By the time she was done, the dining hall was almost empty. She got up and started walking toward the dorms, but stopped when she saw a tall figure leaning against a wall, smoking a cigarette. It was the same vampire from earlier. The handsome one. And now she knew his name, thanks to the general introductions before they served the food. Ivan Belov. Shay knew she should simply walk away and find her room to get comfortable before the final orientation gathering, but she couldn't stop herself from walking closer to the vampire... as if something were pulling her to him. That was the vampire who kept chomping on plums like they were the most delicious thing to ever exist. The one whose fangs looked the longest and who kept licking the blood running down his fingers, making it look a lot more delicious than it was. "You’re Ivan Belov, right?" Shay asked, making the vampire look up with confused eyes. He took a long inhale, lowered the cigarette, then slowly blew the smoke out. Shay extended her hand, "I’m Shay Hart. From the US." "Hm," the vampire murmured, sounding bored, "I’m from Russia." "Cool," Shay nodded, then waited for something else. Usually people continued conversations, but apparently not this vampire. He remained silent and Shay had nothing else to say, "Uhm... you shouldn't smoke here.” "Who says?" Shay pointed at the sign right beside him. It clearly said DO NOT SMOKE HERE, but Ivan simply rolled his eyes and took another inhale before blowing the smoke toward her. "I don’t care," he responded, giving Shay a long look from her hair to her sneakers, "You are very young. A... puppy." "No, not really. I'm twenty." "So young," Ivan said, with actual emotion on his face for once. The emotion wasn't a nice one, though, "I'm two hundred and eighty-eight years old." Shay's mouth fell open in surprise she couldn't hide. He had to be joking... right? Sometimes Shay wasn't the best at identifying jokes, so she waited for the smile or chuckle that would instruct her to laugh too, but it never came. "Are you being serious?" she finally asked. Ivan nodded, "I-I mean, I know vampires are immortal..." "Do you?" the guy asked, sucking on the cigarette again. His cheekbones looked sharp as knives when he did that, "Then why does my age surprise you?" "I don't know... I wasn't expecting it." "Anton Frontier is six hundred and something," he informed Shay. Anton was one of his fellow vampires and that guy only looked around thirty. Shay took a difficult breath and nodded, trying not to look too freaked out. "Is this your first time around vampires?" "Yes," Shay admitted. "That's why you look like you are waiting for me to bite you," Ivan replied casually, then his eyes moved down her body, "Relax, puppy. I don’t bite pretty girls without consent." Shay nearly choked on air. "I'm not—I wasn't—I don't think—" Ivan raised one eyebrow, amused now. His lip twitched slightly. "You are very interesting. So bold and so nervous at once,” he mentioned, as if he was actually intrigued by her, “She-wolves are usually a lot less likely to approach a vampire like you just did. Why would you do that? Are you naive or… brave?” Shay felt her face turn red and wished the ground would swallow her whole. But before she could muster a coherent response to that long observation, another figure walked out of the dining hall. Then stopped abruptly. "Hey," Adrian, the male wolf, said. He crossed the few steps between them and offered Shay a fist bump. Adrian hadn't talked to her all day, but Shay still lifted her own fist and bumped his, as if they were friends. Adrian nodded approvingly before his gaze slid toward Ivan, "Is there a problem here?" "Nope, no problem. We are simply having a friendly conversation," Ivan responded with a cold tone, no smile. Adrian placed a heavy hand on Shay's shoulder and squeezed. It was a possessive motion and, just like that, Shay understood what was happening. As an older (and male) wolf, Adrian must've felt the need to follow his instincts and protect Shay from the random vampire. Friends or not, wolves tended to lean into pack hierarchy. Always. Across from them, Ivan watched the exchange with a cool, almost analytical gaze, as if cataloguing everything they did. "Well, sorry to interrupt, but we have to go find our dorms," Adrian said, his hand still firmly on Shay's shoulder as he started guiding her away, "We don't have much time before orientation." Ivan stepped forward and threw the cigarette to the ground. "Yes. Me too," he responded, "Let’s all walk together. The friendly way." "Sure. Fantastic," Adrian muttered, clearly annoyed. But they all started walking together. And Shay somehow ended up in the middle. With Adrian on one side and Ivan on the other, the space between them charged with weird electricity. Shay felt hyperaware of every step. Ivan's presence was cold and sharp at her right. Adrian's warm and solid at her left. And Shay felt like a rope they were considering tugging from both ends. "You know interactions across species are monitored for safety, right?" Adrian broke the silence, looking at Ivan over Shay's head, “Especially with the opposite gender.” "I know a lot more than you," the vampire responded in a bored tone, turning his head to meet Adrian's eyes as well. "We are always being monitored here, kid. To the molecule, in ways you wouldn't even understand." Shay knew that. The program was very open about the borderline invasive surveillance. She could also see the tiny cameras everywhere. Literally everywhere, capturing every move. "Anyway. I'll see you at orientation, Hart. We will continue our friendly conversation there," Ivan stated before turning to the right, heading toward the vampire building, Shay assumed. As soon as Ivan was out of sight, Adrian let out a relieved breath. His shoulders relaxed too. "Never let a vampire get you anywhere alone," the guy said, giving Shay a sharp look of reprimand, "They say werewolf blood tastes way better than animal or human blood. You have to be careful with that guy, Hart, not fucking friendly. Being alone with him is dangerous." Shay swallowed and nodded to appease the guy, but she knew already… she wouldn’t listen."No. I am not leaving. Shut up," Ivan decided, "I'm exhausted and I haven't slept all day and I am not dealing with your pissy mood over nothing.""I—""Stop, puppy. Let's just go to sleep and forget about this," Ivan interrupted her, taking a step closer and his eyes falling to Shay's face, "I want to hold you, kiss you, and cuddle you. We won't fight anymore, I promise."Fuck. That sounded so good. But Shay hated that Ivan was offering those things when they would mean nothing to him.Ivan took a step closer and reached for Shay's hand."No. You can't stay in this room," Shay said, pulling back before he could make contact, "You can't touch me. You can't call me puppy anymore. You need to leave."The frustration came through now, hot and real.She was done with Ivan, she couldn't stand that he kept treating everything like it didn't matter, when it was literally making Shay's heart die."Go away!" Shay snapped, finally losing it, "You don't have permission to be here, this is my roo
"What?" Ivan looked at her as if she'd said something idiotic, "Of course I like you. What kind of question is that?""Not just for sex," Shay spat out, and her voice was raw and deep, the knot inside her throat making it difficult to speak, "Do you have any romantic feelings for me? Any at all?""Oh my god, Shay," Ivan threw his head back and groaned with theatrical suffering and annoyance, "Don't ask me that. I don't want to give you any false hope."Shay shook her head, unable to believe that.Had she imagined everything? Building it up in her head to something bigger than it was? Yes, she did. Ivan had been perfectly clear from the start.She was so dumb. Such a dumb, inexperienced kid.Shay lifted her hands to her face again because she couldn't resist the urge to—but Ivan forced her hands down again."I'd love to sweet talk you because I can tell that's what you're asking for right now, but I don't want to hurt you at the end. I don't want to hurt you at all, but no, I don't hav
“I’m just not someone you should be bonded to. That’s all,” Ivan finished.Shay blinked and a tear fell down her face but she lifted a hand quickly to get rid of it.“If that’s how you feel, then you don’t have anything to worry about,” Shay responded, her voice shaking, “Your soul won’t agree to the bond. A bond would never form when one person doesn’t want to be tied to the other. At least that’s what I’ve heard.”“Oh,” Ivan relaxed, feeling stupid he allowed other people to drive him into a panic, “I just need to wait out the settlement period? Then I’ll be back to normal?”“I guess,” Shay shrugged and looked around the room with a caged demeanor, “Still, I am genuinely sorry I bit you just like that, without asking you first. It was wrong.”“Ah, is okay...”“Thanks. Uhm, so… just go ahead and go to bed... I―I just remembered I left something in Adrian’s room. Let me go get it.”“What?” Ivan frowned, that made no sense, “What could you possibly need from Adrian right now? No, let’s
She was very good at that and looked so pretty while doing it, Ivan wanted to keep a memory of the moment. He reached down to grab Luca's phone to take a picture, but just when he was about to pull it out, Shay frowned and stopped."Wait. You're cold as fuck," Shay murmured, frowning and snapping out of the mood, "You haven't been this cold in a while... did you even eat today?"The warmth of the room, of Shay, and the five seconds of peace he'd felt since walking through the door... they ended."No. I can't eat," Ivan snapped, and the tightness on his chest came back. This time when he looked down at Shay, he saw the reason of all his problems, "Because of you. Your stupid wolf bite means I don't crave blood. Only yours. Packet blood sounds as good as shit now."Shay went quiet and still. She blinked slowly, processing it, looking up at Ivan with an expression that was confused and a little stunned and still so unbearably attractive that Ivan's vision was starting to blur. His hunger
"I don't want this," Ivan admitted, once he could breathe normally again. Sera closed her eyes in stress, "I'm not being a little shit, I mean it. What will I do when I don't have access to Shay? Without blood or anything to look forward to, what is there? Nothing. Literally nothing." A dark hole started to consume him. He was about to just give in to it. He wanted to... "Ivan," she said, reaching up to grab a fistful of his hair and pulling hard, bringing him closer to her. That made him snap out of the darkness, "You can have complete access to Shay forever, nobody is denying it to you. Why are you being so fucking difficult? If you do things right, you will have the best blood and the girl you love, forever. Why are you focusing on the bad possibilities?" "Because I don't live in a fairytale and there is no way I will always have access to her. Absolutely no way," the words came out fast now, too fast to stop, "She wants to go back to her pack, her family, her parents. She love
"Come on," Sera complained, "Wolves do things differently than vampires, they're driven by instinct and emotions. The only one finding it problematic is you.""Oh, so you would be okay with it? With someone you just met fucking every brain cell out of you and then deciding to mate with you? Because they simply felt like it, because they are an Alpha and therefore a psychopathic queen of the world?" he asked, making Sera roll her eyes."If she was as sweet as Shay and we had such great chemistry, I'd be okay with it," she shrugged. He shook his head, "Ivan... please, for just a second, could you look past your commitment issues and admire the romance of it all? Let's focus on the fact that she loves you so much, she—""No," Ivan snapped, "Could you please take my commitment issues with some respect? Why the fuck is Luxe City building a house for me and Shay? That's... how dare they do stuff for me without my permission? I feel suffocated."Sera gave him a flat look."Every single year
She wanted to go after him and ask more questions. She hated how confused Ivan made her every time he opened his mouth. Everything about him was a big confusing question mark. Because, why would he coach his opponent, possibly the strongest one in here? Shay was being realistic when she said th
"Are we all ready to continue with the next evaluation?" the female instructor asked, completely unshaken by the fifteen minute long interruption, "We are going to work on reaction assessment now. One partner stands still, the other throws an energy pulse. We'll measure reaction and response." Sha
"See ya, neighbor," Adrian muttered when they finally reached the dorms, both of theirs on the same floor. Each door had their name written on a sticky note. Adrian Payne opened his own door and gave Shay a tentative smile before entering, "I know we can't really be friends, since we're competing a
Shay Hart had imagined this moment hundreds of times. Stepping onto the campus of the Enlightenment Program, the prestigious academy built to shape simple creatures into higher beings.Enlightened beings.She pictured it grand, serene... maybe even gothic and scary. Instead, she was greeted by a mo







