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Out of My Control

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Loraineโ€™s POV

His face is a study in smooth strength and intoxicating control.

Goddess, take me. I know Iโ€™m supposed to be upset at him and his brothers, but that was out there in the hall. In here, in my room, it is too difficult to wall off my emotions. I wrap my arms around myself and meet Alpha Hunterโ€™s eyes, my chin up. โ€œIf you have come to give me more reasons why I cannot go, or to...โ€

Alpha Hunter takes a step forward, grasping my hips. โ€œI have never for once seen you as weak, Loraine.โ€ He murmurs into my ear, his soft, rumbling voice making my skin blaze so hot itโ€™s a wonder the room doesnโ€™t catch fire. Alpha Hunter chuckles before reining in his voice. I donโ€™t miss the fact that he called me by name or how sweet it sounded rolling off his tongue like that.

โ€œActually, I am here to tell you that you are somewhat right.โ€

โ€œIโ€”wait, what?โ€

โ€œYou are strong, Loraine, maybe even stronger than fifty of Killianโ€™s best men put together.โ€ He shrugs. โ€œYou are the best of us, Lora
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