Chapter Six

Angel comes there and meet me. I’m too happy today. I don’t know this is right or not but this feelings. I like these feelings, instead I love these feelings. These feelings let me fly. I want to feel these feelings. I don’t want to let them go. I never have these kind of feelings in my whole life.

“Why are you blushing Emma?”

She asks in curiosity. I look at her and say nothing for a while. She is still looking at me, waiting for my response. So I shake my hand and say nothing. I don’t want to share these feelings with Angel or anyone else. I usually don’t share any thing, any feeling to anyone. And I think it’s my good habit. We move toward class to get our  class. I see Masson sitting on his seat. As I enter in class, he look at me and there is something different in his eyes which I never have seen in his eyes. His eyes are clean and he is also feeling the same feelings which I feel.

I think.

I go back to my seat and sit. He turn around and staring at me. He stares at me whole class. I really feel embarrassment because everyone else is watching me and him. But I don’t care what the hell they are thinking about. I just care that he is looking at me and I want him to look at me like this. The classes are over, everyone leave the class, only Angel, I and Masson are standing in class and I really want to run from here.

“Why he is staring you?”

Angel asks while laughing.

“I don’t know”. I say and look down.

“Emma”, Angel whispers. I look at her.

“He is calling you.” Oh my God why he is calling. Angel comes to know what’s going on between us. She laughs and asks me to join him. I stand up and step toward his seat. I don’t know what he is going to say, I feel nervousness. I reach at his seat and he says me to sit with him. I sit with him and he hold my hands. Wait, what he hold my hands.

He

Hold

My.

Hands.

I really want to run from here but I don’t. Angel leave the class and is smiling. I want to stop her. “Angel please stop, please Angel please”, I mumble.  I want to go from here but I also want to stay here with him and want to have butterflies. I feel the warmth of his hands. I want him to hold my hands all day. He look into my eyes. I can’t make an eye contact with him. I’m looking at my hands which are in his hands. He pull his right hand from my hands and  tilt my chin with his thumb and make me look up. I allow him to tilt my face. I inhale sharply and look into his eyes. I say his name over and over in my head. It’s the name of a guy who is going to be my whole life.

I’m going to fall in love with you, Masson.

His eyes are peaceful, beautiful. His smile is attractive as it was first day when I saw him. His hair are so beautiful. I want to touch them right now. His lips are like honey. I really want to taste them right now. His every body part is incredible.

“What’s your number?”

As he asks I smile and tell my number. I’m so excited I’m really so excited. He saves my contact in his phone. I will wait for his call and text all day. I want to ask his contact but I can’t. He put his phone in pocket and look back at me. He is again staring me.

“Are you busy tomorrow”?

He asks.  I get excited again. He wants to spend time with me. I can’t believe. I want to say that I’m always free for you only. I will leave all the works only for you. But I don’t say anything like this. Instead I nod.

“I’ll call you then”, he smiles.

 I look at his mouth. The words coming out of his mouth are the beautiful words I ever have heard in my life.  He is invading me and my whole world. I want to fall asleep as there is peace being with him. He is my peace.

You are my peace, Masson.

You are going to be peace of my life.

We remain in same position for some time. He looks into my eyes, I look into his eyes. It’s the best eye contact I ever had made with anyone.

“We should leave now.”

He pulls his hand and stands up. Why he stands up. I don’t want him to leave and I really don’t want to leave. I want him to stay with me and sit like this with me. I want to ask him to stay with me and spend some more time with me and let me have peace. But I can’t. I stand up too. I’m looking down at my shoes.

“Good bye.”

His lips meets my head and I freeze. I feel embarrassment somehow, but I'm too happy that he kisses me. He kisses me and say good bye. I  want to kiss him back hard but I can't. I can’t believe he just kisses me and buries his lips into my hair. I feel more peace. There is going to be a lot of peace in my life. If he is going to stay with me whole life and I need him to stay. Oh God please make him my peace. Please God. He leaves without hearing my good bye. 

It's my best day of life. I'm too much happy.