Chapter 28 - Uncomfortable

Life is going back to normal. For one I got a new job, that I love very much. I work in an essential oil shop. I am surrounded by amazing smells all the time. I’m happy to be back but this means the world is slowly creeping into my lived fantasy. The bubble Oliver and I have created. We are living in this beautiful fantasy. I can feel things shifting. I can feel people talking to me differently. They notice me more, I am no longer the wallflower I once was. I’m moving differently now. I have an innate confidence that comes with knowing that my life is going well. I am embracing what life is giving me and I love the way everything feels. It feels right.

Oliver and I are doing great. The talk we had the other night helped put a lot into perspective. Neither of us feels unsure about where we stand, we both know what is expected in this relationship. I love that for us. But I’m still nervous about going back into the real world. I am afraid to experience what it’s going to be like for us