Chapter 29 - Face facts

Jameson knows now. I sigh in relief. He knows how much I’ve wanted this. We talked about how I can take things to the next level with Ryo so many times. We spent hours trying to figure her out. Needless to say none of the plans we had never worked but he never gave up. He gave me so much advice on how to get here. To this place where I can share the amazing night I had with her. It’s still mind-boggling to me that I’m here, I can’t believe it. And the look on his face says the same thing. I want to ask him why he looks like that but I’m not sure if I want to hear the answer. I’ve known Jameson long enough to know when he’s about to tell me something I don’t want to hear.

He has this serious look on his face like he’s about to ruin my day. I really don’t want to hear what he has to say because I already have my own, misgivings about my situation with Ryo. I don’t need my best friend reminding me of the many ways this could go wrong. My own mind is a great reminder of all that.

I try