LOGINAt the Lowell family's autumn memorial gathering, the moment my unfavorable token hit the floor, Spencer's girl best friend, Keira Boone, burst out laughing. "Wow, Lena. You're carrying a Lowell baby and the tokens still say no?" The Lowells had a rule: if an engaged woman couldn't draw a favorable token in five years, the engagement was void. Year one, I drew a bad token, and the wedding was pushed back. Year two, my dad was dying. I begged Spencer through tears to take me to the hospital, but he held me back. "Lena, ten more minutes. Don't let your dad's illness break the rules." Now it was year five. Keira tossed a marriage certificate in front of me. "But don't worry. Spencer already has a wife." In the photo, she and Spencer sat shoulder to shoulder. The registration date was the day after my fourth failed draw last year. Yet the night before they signed, Spencer had held me and said, "This is the last year. I swear I'll marry you." I went cold all over, but Keira wasn't done. "And lately, whatever needs Lowell had, your bro here took care of them for you." My stomach turned. I spun around to confront Spencer. He just rubbed his temples. "You're pregnant. I didn't want to risk touching you. What's wrong with her helping out? "The certificate's just to keep my family happy. You'll still get the wedding next week. "I've gone this far for you. What more do you want?" I slid off my engagement ring and set it back on the altar. "I don't want it anymore. "And I don't want you either."
View MoreThousands of miles away in Europe, I hadn't thought about either of them in a long time.I'd just finished presenting a new project when Grace slid an appointment letter across the table."We'd like you to head up our European division."Interested?"I looked at the name on it and picked up a pen."Yes."When I came out after signing, Simon was leaning by the door, waiting for me.He seemed unusually awkward today."Are you free tonight?""Team dinner?"He smiled. "No."Just dinner with you."I looked at him and raised an eyebrow. "Are you asking me out?""Pretty obvious, right?""Dinner's fine. Anything else, I'm not considering for now.""Okay."He answered without hesitation and didn't press any further.We'd just reached the restaurant entrance when I stopped.Spencer was standing across the street.I hadn't seen him in half a year, and he'd lost a lot of weight.He noticed me and slowly walked over."Lena, I'm going home tomorrow."I won't... be coming back."
I looked up at him.Spencer had gone pale."After I got the certificate with Keira last year, I couldn't risk you drawing a favorable token."My grandmother wouldn't let me divorce. She said it would affect the board transition."I figured once I'd secured my position, I'd divorce her and then marry you properly."His voice grew quieter and quieter toward the end.I suddenly laughed."Spencer, don't you think it's ridiculous to say all this now?"His lips moved."You couldn't give up your power in the Lowell family, so you married Keira."You didn't want to let me go, so you gave me a wedding."You even decided the result of my fifth draw for me."You say you love me, but you never once asked whether I wanted any of the things you did."Spencer's eyes grew wet.This time, he didn't defend himself.After a long silence, he finally spoke, his voice low."I always thought that as long as you were the one I married in the end, I wasn't really letting you down."I even thou
My first month in Europe, I barely got six hours of sleep a night.My first project was renovating an old hotel, and I was in charge of updating the public spaces.I spent my days in meetings, taking measurements, and revising drawings, and my nights back at my apartment sorting through materials.Grace knew I'd just had surgery and offered to let me rest for a few days first.I shook my head. "I can do it."Over the past seven years, I'd turned down two overseas assignments to accommodate Spencer.The first was during the third year's draw.The second was after we started trying for a baby.Spencer always used to say that once we were married, I could do whatever I wanted.But once I actually got here, I realized I didn't need to wait on anyone's promise.Whatever I wanted, I could build myself.There was a colleague on the project team named Simon Dorsey who ran the construction site.The first time he borrowed my laptop to look at the drawings, he made a point of asking
Spencer read the letter three times.Three years ago, after my dad died, he was the one who personally told the hospital to hold off on releasing the security footage. He was also the one who had someone pull the nurses' records from that day.He'd never forgotten any of it.He'd always told himself the truth would only hurt me more.But only today did he finally admit it.He was the one who'd never been able to face it.He was afraid that if I learned the truth, it would expose his so-called "just friends" thing with Keira for what it really was.He was even more afraid that I'd leave him and hate him for it.When Spencer got home, Keira was packing.She was hurling her clothes into a suitcase one by one."What, Lena runs off, and now you remember to take it out on me?"Spencer tossed the letter onto the coffee table."The hospital's going to pull the original records."Keira glanced at it and scoffed."Let them. I wasn't the only one who handled things back then."She
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