Chapter 5
Delia’s POV
I sat quietly in the back seat of the car, numb with shock of the day’s event. My hands were folded tightly in my lap, my nails pressing crescents into my palms. I stared out the window, watching the dark forest blur past, the trees casting long shadows under the pale moonlight. My mind however, was trapped somewhere else—caught in the memory of the happenings around me. I still couldn’t believe it all. My world had been rocked in a matter of minutes at it was all because of him.
Graeme.
His name shot through me like a lightning bolt, sending shockwaves through me everytime it surfaced in my mind. And I couldn’t help but think about it, no matter how I tried. I could still feel the phantom touch of his lips against mine, a sensation so vivid it made my breath hitch. It had been more than a kiss; it had been an overwhelming flood of emotions, raw and all-consuming. For a moment, it had felt like the world had stopped, like there was nothing but the two of us. I was exactly where I was supposed to be and my life had never made as much sense as it did in those few moments.
But then he pulled away and all those feelings had crumpled, my joy turning to ash within seconds.
His rejection had been swift and brutal, leaving a hollow ache in my chest that I couldn’t quite understand. He had looked at me like I was something he wanted but couldn’t have. It made my stomach twist in ways I didn’t want to acknowledge. Even now my heart ached, ripped to shreds by the very man who had made it whole it merely moments before.
Why did it hurt so much?
I didn’t even know him. I didn’t know why he had kissed me, why his presence had made my heart race, or why the memory of his lips on mine made my cheeks burn even now. All I knew was that his rejection had felt personal. It had torn something deep inside me and I was terrified that it could never be fixed. I didn’t understand how a stranger could cause such damage inside me, but I felt like a broken toy that would never work properly again. It was overwhelming, not to mention a b it frightening.
I bit my lip, willing the tears to stay back. I couldn’t cry despite how hurt I was. I felt too numb— too empty.
The two men sitting on either side of me said nothing, their faces impassive. I had tried asking them where we were going, but they ignored me, their silence more intimidating than their size. They weren’t cruel, but their presence was oppressive, a constant reminder that I had no control over what was happening to me. So I sat still and silent, trying not to lose it as they took me to god knew where.
The car slowed, the gravel crunching beneath the tires, and my heart skipped several beats. Up ahead, a massive iron gate loomed, flanked by tall, shadowy figures. One of them raised a hand, signaling the driver to stop. After we were checked, the security waved us through and the gates swung open to admit us inside. The car rolled forward along a long driveway with trees lined at either side. Curious, I pressed my forehead against the window, trying to make out the shape of the building in the distance.
It wasn’t until we reached the end of the drive that the manor came into view. The building was massive, a handsome structure of stone and glass that glittered under the high moon. It looked old, regal even, but there was something cold about it, something that made my stomach churn.
The car came to a stop and one of the men stepped out without a word. My gaze followed him as he walked toward the manor’s entrance, where a wiry man with glasses stood waiting. The two of them exchanged quiet words, their voices too low for me to make out. From the way they kept glancing back towards the car, I knew they were talking about me.
The man with glasses glanced in my direction, his expression unreadable. He nodded once before turning back to the guard, who motioned for me to get out.
I hesitated for a moment, my fingers clutching the seat beneath me. But staying in the car wasn’t an option, so I opened the door and stepped out, the cool night air biting at my skin.
“Miss Delia, I presume?” the man with glasses said as I approached, his tone polite but distant.
“Yes,” I managed to say, my voice barely audible.
He gave me a thin smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I’m James, Alpha Oswald’s Beta. Welcome to Wilburn pack.”
Pack. The word hung in the air, foreign and heavy, a jarring reminder that I was a fish out of water. A stranger in this new and scary world of werewolf shifters. I nodded mutely, not trusting myself to speak.
“Come inside,” he said, gesturing toward the manor. “You must be tired. I heard you had quite the eventful day.”
Tired didn’t begin to cover it and my day was far more than eventful, but I didn’t argue semantics. James led me up the steps and through the massive wooden doors, into a grand foyer that was both beautiful and intimidating. The floors gleamed under the soft light of a chandelier, and the air smelled faintly of wood and something earthy.
“This way,” James said, leading me down a long hallway.
I followed him in silence, my eyes darting around as I tried to take in my surroundings. The manor was quiet, the only sound the faint echo of our footsteps. Eventually, James stopped in front of a door and pushed it open, revealing a spacious room with a large bed, a desk, and a window that overlooked the forest.
“I hope you’ll find this to your liking.” he said. “Make yourself at home. If there’s anything I can do to make you more comfortable, don’t hesitate to ask. A guest of the Alpha King is highly welcome here.” He said in that eerily soft voice of his.
“Thank you,” I said automatically, though the words felt hollow.
James gave me another one of his thin smiles before stepping back into the hallway. “If you need anything, someone will be nearby. Just check at the end of the hall for the guard. He’ll know how to reach me.” He assured and I nodded my understanding.
“Goodnight, Miss Delia.” He said before heading back out. The door clicked shut behind him, and I was alone.
I stood in the center of the room, staring at the bed as if it had grown a head. It was beautiful like the rest of the room but it didn’t feel real. None of this felt real. This wasn’t my room. This wasn’t my life. I should be back home with my parents, talking about college and my future. Texting my friends, flirting with my boyfriend.
My breath hitched as thoughts of Zack flitted into my mind. In light of the storm Graeme had awoken inside of me, I had forgotten all about him and the startling revealation about him. I hadn’t recognized him back on the road. That wasn’t the kind, sweet, considerate boy I knew and it added to my confusion with the entire situation.
Panic clawed at my chest, closing my throat off. My legs felt like led and I crossed the room to sink on the bed before they gave out on me. Burying my face in my hand, I tried to calm my increasingly volatile thoughts. The harder I tried to push the thoughts away, the louder they became until I was physically shaking.
As if that wasn’t bad enough, something strange was happening inside me. It was hard to describe but I suddenly felt like there was something else inside me that hadn’t been there before. Something or someone. I felt it right at the edges of my consciousness, a new presence that threatened to bubble forth if I gave it the slightest room. It was the last straw for me. I shot off the bed, panic getting the better of me. As if I could outrun whatever it was that was growing inside me, I headed for the door and yanked it open before fleeing outside.
I had no idea where I was going. I just knew I couldn’t stand sitting still in the room that wasn’t mine. I needed some space. Some room to think.
I slowed my steps when I came into the hallway. It was eerily quiet, the only lighting from flickering fluorescent lights on the ceiling.
I moved cautiously, my bare feet making no sound against the polished wood floors. Despite how dark it was, my vision was surprisingly excellent, something that only added to my rising panic. I had no idea where I was going, but it was better than sitting in that room and getting overwhelmed by my own mind. After turning several corners, I realized I was lost. Only then did I begin to secong guess my decision to roam about after all.
I tried finding my way back and ended up in another corner of the house. A slightly ajar door at the end of the hallway drew my attention. Light spilled out of it, a faint voice drifting through the night’s air. I didn’t know I had moved until I was beside the door, I peered inside to see a large bear of a man seated at the desk, a phone pressed to his ear.
“Graeme? I don’t like this little stunt you pulled.” He gruffed and I stiffened, my attention keen now that I knew who was on the other end. There was a pause as he listened to Graeme’s response before speaking again.
“You can’t just drop this strange girl here without any explanation whatsoever. Forgive my language but what the hell were you thinking?” He growled and there was another pause.
“Dammit Buchanan!” He exploded, “How long are you planning to have her stay?” He growled, the irritation clear in his voice.
“Why? Let’s see. Neither of us know who attacked her or why. She’s an untrained mutt who just got a wolf and it’s a full moon. Plus there’s something else you’re not telling me here and I don’t like it.” There was another pause, this one longer than the others. I wished I could hear what Graeme was saying. As it was, I held my breath, anxiously waiting for the man’s next words to see if I would be able to deduce what was going on from there. After a long moment, the Alpha Oswald sighed. “Fine Buchanan. You win. But you owe me for this. Big time. And I don’t want any excuses when I come to collect.”
The conversation ended shortly after that and the man made a sound of disgust before slamming the phone back on his desk.
Before I could move, the man’s voice called out, sharp and commanding. “You might as well come out so we can introduce ourselves. It seems you’ll be slumming it with me for a while.” He drawled and I froze, my mind racing. I contemplated running away bu
“I know you’re there,” he said, his tone leaving no room for argument. “I’m a wolf. I can scent you. A little tip for next time you try spying on shifters.” He gruffed.
Swallowing hard, I stepped into the doorway, my eyes meeting his.
Graeme’s POVEverything was slowly coming together. I just needed a few more things to make it all align. After my talk with Oswald, I had gone into action, reaching out to the leaders of the other preternatural communities. I’d asked them about their relations with the vampires and subtly indicated at my dissatisfaction with our fanged preternaturals. Then, I suggested an alliance between shifters. One that might stand a chance at standing against any and all ‘opposing forces’ that might try to prey on us. I’d kept my missive vague deliberately, wanting enough plausible deniability to claim innocence just incase they were aligned with the vampires already. There was a delicate dance to be played here and if I wasn’t careful, Zachary might claim self defense and would finally have a reason to attack my pack openly with the full force of his clan behind him. A few odd vampires we could handle, but the entire clan would cost too many wolves than I was willing to spare.It was importa
Delia’s POV I wasn’t expecting the knock at my door. Not now, when the quiet finally felt bearable and I’d managed — just barely — to wrestle my thoughts away from a certain dark-eyed Alpha King. I opened the door to find Marcus standing there, hands shoved into his jacket pockets, shoulders stiff with unease. “Hey,” he said, voice low, profile tense. “Can I come in for a minute?” “Um, yes.” I said, feeling an awkwardness that lingered from our last encounter. I stepped aside, motioning him in. The scent of the woods clung to him — pine, damp earth, the clean sharpness of the waterfall. It should’ve been comforting. Instead, it reminded me too much of everything I was trying to forget. That he was a wolf and I had only met him because I was a wolf and I was miserable because the wolf who was supposed to be my mate had rejected me. Marcus hovered awkwardly in the middle of the room until I sat down on the edge of my bed. Only then did he sit too, not too close, his hands fidgetin
Graeme’s POVI stepped back. “Ramona.” A warning in my tone.Her smile widened, eyes glittering. “Ah, still so proper. Even now. Even after everything.”“There is no everything.” I snapped and she raised cocked her head, the gesture so familiar that it forced me to flash back. The memories slammed into me before I could block them — her mouth on mine, her body beneath me, the wild hunger that had once driven us both past reason. And the bitterness when I'd ended it, cold and final, for reasons she had never quite forgiven.She watched me intently, a lazy amusement coloring her gaze that I didn’t much appreciate. “Surely you don’t mean that. Is it that you’ve forgotten or that you don’t dare remember?”She purred stalking closer towards me. To my great embarrassment, I took several steps back before I caught myself. Her smile widened. My jaw clenched. “Is it someone who forces you to forget Graeme? Perhaps… a certain newly-turned mutt?” She said teasingly and my hands clenched into f
Graeme's POVI was at my desk, a stack of reports scattered before me, but I couldn't focus on a damn word. My mind kept flitting between multiple thoughts, most of them centered around Delia and the predicament we were in. My conversation with Oswald kept ringing in my head about power and how I needed to use it. So I send formal letters to all the other preternatural heads; the Feline, Ursine and the rest of the Canine shifters. I tried to keep it vague, not wanting to show my cards before I had to. I would meet with all of them and see if they were having any vampire trouble too. If they were, we could band together and stand a much better chance at defeating those bloodsuckers. I wanted to avoid a full-scale war if possible. It’s just that, with all of Zachary’s bold attacks and his mother’s lack of acknowledgement, I would be foolish not to prepare for some kind of trouble. The sooner I strengthened my allies, the better off I would be. I tried not to think of the other source
Delia’s POVFour days later, I was still reeling from my last encounter with Graeme. I’d gone from sad and destitute, to furious. How dare he do these things to me? How dare he treat me like this? How dare he drive me crazy? And why, oh why couldn’t I stop thinking about him. I hated him so much at the moment but no matter how much I tried to, I couldn’t get him out of my head. He was there constantly, lingering at the back of my mind the entire day. My brain was firing erratically, trying to do the impossible task of finding something else to focus on. All was in vain. I had no peace at night either, for he would slip into my dreams unbidden, bringing passion and softness and all the good things of life. And when I woke, he would vanish, leaving me bereft all over again. Making a sound of disgust at myself, I got off my bed, unable to stand being crowded in my own head a second longer. I needed some sort of distraction, so I decided to take a walk and see if it would help. I thre
Graeme’s POV“Don't go!”I heard as I thundered down the halls of Wilburn Manor, towards Oswald's office. “Don't leave me!” Delia's voice kept re-echoing in my head. I gritted my teeth against the unrelenting urge to go back. It took everything in me and Duke’s steady presence by my side to open the door into Oswald's office. Duke stationed himself outside, allowing us Alphas some privacy to discuss. Oswald looked up at my entry, his face unchanging. “Done?” He queried and I nodded. “Thank you for your compliance and discretion. You remain as trustworthy as always Oswald.”He shrugged “I swore fealty to you as I did your father. It's my duty. However, before I continue in my duties, I have to ask, why is your mate in my pack?”He said quizzically and I froze. “Excuse me?”He raised a brow at my aghast look “Do you deny that the mutt you brought here over a month ago is your mate?”I should have. Vehemently so. I was so shocked that he'd figured it out that I forgot to. I thought I
Delia’s POVI stared unseeing at the ceiling, my mind numb, my thoughts far away. I’d been awake for some time now, but I just couldn’t generate enough will to get out of bed. I’d listened to the morning come and go without much interest in partaking of it. The maid had been by with my morning and then afternoon meals, leaving them outside my door. I let each meal pass without evening checking to see what she’d brought. Annalise had been over twice already, but I hadn’t bothered to answer her calls or knocks. I didn’t get up when Marcus came calling yet again either. Just like the other four days prior, I stayed put in wallowing in my self-induced semi-comatose state. Nothing was enough to make me generate enough will to leave that bed. Not my friends. Not the gnawing hunger in the pit of my stomach. Not the ache in my limbs from being in one place for so long. I wanted to stay so still that I could pass away if no one was noticing. I’d had quite enough of this meaningless existence.
Graeme’s POVI woke up panting, my body on fire, my heart searing from what felt like another very real separation from Delia. I didn’t understand what was happening, but I was aching, in more places than one. I had been there, at Wilburn pack with Delia in my arms. So why the fucking hell was I here? I glared around at my room, as if it had offended me by becoming my shelter for yet another night. Restlessness overcoming me, I scrambled out of bed, thinking to find the quickest route over to her when a sharp knock came on my door. I paused, looking up, an inexplicable anger brewing in me. “Who’s there?” I growled. A moment later, the door opened to admit Duke. His face was somber, his eyes worried. “Alpha? I heard you stir. Is everything okay.”Disoriented, I could only stare back at him, my eyes starved, my heart beating like crazy. I hadn’t intended to lash out like that. Torn by my most recent encounter with the mate bond, I had reacted by flinging out wisps of my power, a su
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE Delia’s POV “You're getting really good at this Delia.” Marcus said and I grinned. “What can I say? I had a really good teacher.” I teased and was pleased to see a flush rise up his cheeks. “All I did was show you a few moves.” He said abashedly. I clicked my tongue “Oh come off it. You definitely did a lot more than that.” I insisted but he shook his head “No. I'm serious. All this progress was all you. And I gotta say, I'm impressed at how far you've come in such a short time.” I glanced at the bent out of shape straw man that had been my battering ram for the past nine days. I wasn't as good as Marcus was making me out to be. Not yet at least. But I worked hard and constantly to make sure I progressed. I could throw proper punches now and I had all but mastered a grounded fighting stance. It would take quite a while for me to get to the level where I could take on an opponent in hand to hand combat. I wondered if I would ever be able to fight wolves or even